1532 sakuya''s story 2: she is not the relationship type


    sakuya leaned against the school lockers as she watched kyle talking to madison.


    although madison was new to the school, she already had a throng of guys who were ready to give their lives for her including kyle.


    sakuya smiled to herself as she remembered that almost a year ago; she was in madison''s position.


    kyle''s lopsided smile when he was shy, his piercing gray eyes when he was serious and his perpetually dishevelled hair was all too familiar to her.


    sakuya''s smile transformed into a frown as she thought of the two months that kyle treated her like dirt. her frown deepened as she remembered the other three months when he acted like she was non-existent. all that, because she had said that she didn''t feel the same way about kyle. she did have it coming. she had been flirting with him non-stop. kyle probably thought that she was interested in him and proceeded to develop deep feelings about her, although to her it was just a game that she played.


    everybody knew that to get with sakuya, you had a long way to go. the girl loved to play games, she broke several guys'' hearts in the process but she didn''t seem to care.


    kyle and sakuya''s relationship had been strained and delicate since then. they were casual friends. sort of ''hi, bye". it was depressing to think that they went from strangers to friends to almost more than friends, to enemies and back to strangers.


    "hey!" jenna said joining sakuya by the lockers.


    sakuya immediately diverted her eyes. she didn''t want jenna to know that she was watching kyle. jenna had this fixated idea that sakuya actually had real genuine feelings for kyle. that was impossible. she was not the kind of girl to have real genuine feelings—romantic or otherwise—about anyone.


    "hey, check out kyle and madison!" jenna prodded sakuya in the ribs.


    sakuya pretended to scan the hallway.


    "where?" she asked.


    "over there!" jenna whispered.


    sakuya smiled when she ''finally saw them''.


    "they look so weird."


    "you got that right." jenna said. "hey, i gotta go. i''ll be late for class see ya!" jenna added looking at her watch. n?00v€l--?1n hosted the premiere release of this chapter.


    "later." sakuya called after her friends retreating back. jenna was a beauty. there was no denying it. sakuya knew for a fact that kyle had also at one point crushed on jenna.


    she looked at kyle again. maybe she did care for him.


    whoa! back up!


    even if she did care? what was she going to do about it? ambush him on his way to class and blurt out feelings that might not even be there?


    kyle would probably look at her like she was some kind of idiot, after which she would probably crawl under a bridge and die.


    * * *


    love isn''t special


    love isn''t magic


    it won''t feed the hungry


    it won''t cure the sick


    love won''t save the world


    love can''t fight crime


    it can''t heal the hurt


    no, baby, not this time


    and love won''t right the wrongs


    or sing our songs


    love won''t stop a war


    so really, what''s it for?


    breaking hearts


    and brand new starts


    where it just happens again


    love isn''t magic


    it can''t do any of that stuff


    but if it had kept you with me


    it would have been magic enough.


    she was a player not really in relationship nickaido