Su Xia looked at my numb expression and said affectionately, "you had so much wine with me last night. Now hurry up and have some porridge. This is the porridge I cooked for you by myself just now. Drink quickly. "


    Then Su Xia brought me a mound of porridge. Looking at the steaming porridge, I couldn''t help thinking that Su Xia cooked porridge for me when I was drunk last time. I remember the last time I was drunk, I was in "barbifis" and I saw Susha after waking up. What''s more, Susha porridge is the same.


    After eating porridge, I feel a lot more comfortable in my stomach. Now my brain is becoming more flexible. At this time, I think that yesterday Fu Kun seemed to have told me that Su Xia was his cousin. Then why didn''t I hear Su Xia say that she was angry before?


    "Is Fu Kun your cousin? Why I didn''t know before, you didn''t mention your cousin to anyone, right? " I look like a curious baby.


    Susha didn''t speak, just nodded to me.


    I don''t know why there is a trace of anger in my heart now. I stare at Su Xia and say, "why do you want to do this?"


    Su Xia looked at me apologetically and explained: "Xiao Luo, actually I don''t want to be like this, but I really don''t have the heart to see you ravaged by Wang batian, so I will find my cousin to help you. Because I never mentioned my cousin to anyone, he became the best candidate. In fact, I would like to help you myself, but I know that your character will not accept my help. Just like now, even Xiaodong Shaoyang, they are hinting that you came to me for help, and you didn''t come. I know you are a very good man, maybe my life is not good, God let me and you so wrong. If there is no Wang Jin, then I think now I have become your bride. I never blame you for hurting me for Wang Jin. Because if you are the kind of fickle man, I will not follow you so hard. Now Wang Jin is in trouble. You want to help her carry it, but people all over the world know that you can''t resist it, but you still have to carry it. I know it''s just because you love Wang Jin. Now I want to tell you that I will accompany you to carry this matter, but I want to make it clear that I am not for Xinhuang, let alone Wang Jin, I am for you! I don''t want to see the man I love too tired. Now Shaoyang, Xiaodong and my cousin Fu Kun will accompany you to carry this matter and clean up the mess for Wang batian. Don''t worry too much. Everything will be fine. "


    I looked at Su Xia apologetically and said, "it seems that I miscalculated. I thought you would leave after the last fight with you. Then forget me to find their own happiness, but it''s a pity that you did not give up. It''s helping me all the time in the dark. I shouldn''t have done that to you before. But I really love Wang Jin. I hope you can understand me. I did that just to let you get your happiness, not to let you stay here and waste your good time. "


    Su Xia stares at her big watery eyes, looks into my eyes and says, "Xiao Luo, if it''s not Wang Jin but Su Xia who is frustrated today, will you help me like you do to Wang Jin now? forget it! You can''t answer. I know your answer. You can''t do that! I know I have a low position in your heart. Sometimes I really fantasize about how happy it would be if you first fell in love with me, but God let me meet you after you met Wang Jin. This kind of love is really heartbreaking! Sometimes I also want to give up you, after all, you are Wang Jin, without my trace of status, then I still accompany you to waste time? But I can''t! I really can''t do it! You know what? Now that you have captured my heart, I have been completely trapped in your gentle torment. "


    Listening to Su Xia''s confession, my heart is aching, I really didn''t think Su Xia would love me so much. I really didn''t think that Su Xia paid so much for me behind me. Facing Su Xia''s true feelings, I really don''t know what to say. I know what I say now is to hurt Su Xia, so I can only choose silence. Escape the eyes of Su Xia.


    Su Xia saw that I was silent, then she didn''t say anything more. She just said softly with the begging tone: "Xiao Luo, can you hold me for a while?"


    Now my mind is completely blank, completely subconsciously open their arms to embrace Susha. I could feel Susha trembling in my arms, and it was very shaking. It''s like a frightened fawn. Susha crawled in my arms for a while, stopped crying, and then slowly raised her head. Wipe away the tears still hanging on my face and stabilize my mood.


    At this moment, Su Xia changed back to the image of a strong woman, and became two people with the man who choked in my arms just now


    Su Xia pretended to be in a business negotiation posture and said to me, "Yang Rui, if I say that as long as you leave Wang Jin, I will help Xinhuang, will you promise me?"


    I really can''t accept the sudden change of Su Xia. I was just a little bird, but now I have to say such realistic words. I really can''t see which one is the real Susha. I feel that everything is so hazy. I feel that Su Xia is a character like fog, rain and wind. But now that I know it, I''m angry that Susha''s witch is threatening me. Use Xinhuang to threaten me to leave the witch.I coldly said to Su Xia: "what if I say impossible!? What will happen to you? To help Xinhuang is something that Yang Rui has decided for a long time. I don''t care about your help. Since Yang Rui has chosen this muddy water, no matter what he is, I will try my best. Even if the end of the road is hell, I have no regrets. "


    I say these words not to tell Su Xia how much I love Wang Jin and how inseparable from Wang Jin, but because Su Xia touches the bottom line of my heart - threatens me. What I hate most is being threatened. Especially for others, as an item, I have to make other people''s bet. Now I also understand that what I said was not the concept in Susha''s ears. Now she thought I was talking to her for the sake of the witch.


    Su Xia''s eyes again gushed a layer of water mist, but she did not cry this time. She looked up at the white ceiling above her head. I knew that Su Xia was trying to let her tears flow back along the lacrimal gland. When Susha looked into my eyes again, I couldn''t find a change in her face. Susha''s face is like wearing a mask, I can''t find a trace of emotion in her face.


    Su Xia got up and left. When Su Xia came to the door, she turned back and said to me, "I''ll help you solve the problem of Xinhuang. Have a good rest."


    After su Xia finished, she disappeared at the door, and now I was the only one left in the empty bedroom. When I was in a daze, I suddenly felt someone patting me on the shoulder. When I came back, I could see that it was fuquinone.


    Fuquinone looked at me with a smile and said, "what''s the matter? Is it stupid! My heart is not very painful He handed me a packet of Chinese cigarettes and said, "come on, now you need it."


    From fuquinone''s hand, the smoke ignited and puffed slowly.


    Fu said to me in an elderly voice: "in fact, you love my cousin, right! It''s just that you didn''t tell her that you now have two people who love her deeply. I believe that if it is not Wang Jin but my cousin Su Xia who has an accident today, you will also come to help her. Since you love her, tell her, don''t feel guilty all your life. In fact, people themselves are contradictory individuals, and they always know how to cherish it when they lose it, especially in love, which has no logical rules to find. In fact, love itself is a unreasonable thing. As long as you like it, you should express it. Don''t care about being slandered. Everyone has the impulse of love many times in his life. Why do you worry about these things? Now the only thing you should face is to save Xinhuang, but now you are bound by your own feelings. As a man, there should be something to do and something not to do. Think about it! I''m waiting for your answer. Now think about what your faith is


    I looked at fuquinone blankly and said, "brother fuquinone, what''s the relationship between faith and my current situation?"


    Fu quinone looked at me with a blank face and said with a smile, "I''ll tell you a story now. You know what? Ten years ago, I found out that I had cancer in the hospital. At that time, the doctor affirmed that I could live for five years. Unfortunately, ten years later, I still live in this world, and the more I live, the happier I am. Do you know why? In fact, it is because I have my own faith! Belief in this kind of thing is really wonderful sometimes. I just knew that when I had cancer, I really felt that my sky collapsed. At that time, I was very decadent, because I always felt that I was a dying person, and nothing in the world was worth my happiness. It was not until a friend of mine took me to religion that I changed my attitude towards life. Since I became a Buddhist, I have always felt that Bodhisattvas are protecting me. Slowly, my mood got better, and I had a good attitude towards my life. Later, when I went to the hospital for re examination, my condition began to improve. Up to now, my cancer has completely recovered. "


    After Fu finished, looking at me who was thinking, he continued: "in fact, I''m telling you that this is not to encourage you to believe in religion, but to tell you that everyone should have their own faith. Faith is not right or wrong, as long as it is right for you, it is good. Now that you don''t have your own faith, you are always tied up by the things around you. In fact, human beings are an animal that infects each other. If you are not infected by others, others will infect you. Now you are infected by the people around you, so you should try to find your own way. Although I really want my sister to come with you, I also know that emotion is something that can''t be forced. Besides, now is not the time for you to entangle these relationships. Now your primary goal is to save Xinhuang. Although you can choose to ignore Xinhuang, but now you have chosen to save Xinhuang, then you should do something. Well, you should have a good rest first! I believe you can be brilliant. "


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