If I could never conceive again, and can’t do IVF anymore, what about Essic? What about my Essic?!


    This is like retribution.


    I deceived Reynaldo with such lies in the past.


    Now this lie has been proven true.


    Why did God treat me like this.


    It’s fine to punish me, but why not give Essie a way out?


    What should I do? What should I do about Essie’s illness?


    I didn’t know how I “walked out of the hospital“.


    Even though the sun was shining brightly, I felt cold.


    The chill spread from head to toe, reaching every part of my body, making me shiver with cold.


    What shed through my mind were all the adorable looks Essie had from childhood to adulthood.


    She would happily shout “mommy“.


    He would share interesting things with me, pour tea considerately for me, leave delicious food for me, and snuggle into my arms…


    She was so obedient and lovely, “she was the flesh that fell from my body, she was my life.”


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    If I can’t be saved in the end, how should I live?


    “Esmeralda……”


    Anton chased after me at some point, grabbing me urgently with red- rimmed eyes, “Did you hear my conversation with the doctor?”


    I looked at him, tears had already blurred my vision.


    “Can I really never get pregnant again?”


    Anton did not give me a direct answer, he just said urgently, “Don’t worry, I have been trying to find a solution for Essie’s illness. I have been staying at the hospital these days, studying her condition.”


    “Don’t worry, there is still time, I will definitely research a solution to save Essie.”


    “Have you been researching Essie’s illness in recent years, right?”


    Anton nodded silently.


    I looked at him, with a touch of despair in my heart.


    “Look, you have been researching for so long and still haven’te up with a solution to save her.”


    You said there is still time, but counting the days, how much time can there be?


    The disease was like a time bomb, and no one was sure how long it could remain stable.


    “Anton, you told me, in the history of this disea


    can it only be cured


    sessfully with another child’s umbilical cord blood, and nothing else?”


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    “Esmeralda……”


    “Anton, are you sure you answered me?”


    Essie is almost four years old now.


    I didn’t want to think that there was still hope, still time, but in the end, I found out that there was no time at all, no way.


    I always thought that I could sessfully conceive a third child and sessfully cure Essie’s illness.


    But now, cruel reality has dealt me a heavy blow.


    I really got sick of that kind of hopefulness, which ended up in despair and powerlessness.


    I wasn’t even mentally prepared at all.


    Anton fell silent for two seconds and whispered, “Indeed, in this medical history, there is only one sessful case of treatment using umbilical cord blood, and none of the other methods have been sessful.”


    The only remaining fantasy in my heart waspletely shattered.


    I staggered back two steps.


    Anton quickly supported me and urged, “Esmeralda, don’t be like this. You are notpletely unable to get pregnant, you just have difficulty conceiving.”


    “Maybe after a period of conditioning, you will get pregnant.”


    I knew Anton was just forting” me.


    The doctor just now had made it very clear that it was almost


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    impossible for me to get pregnant.


    I looked at Anton and asked sadly, “You knew a long time ago, didn’t you? When I gave birth to Roddy and Essie, you knew I couldn’t get pregnant again, didn’t you?”