I soothe while I wince as my own cramps start up Madilyn starts ebbing again, taking her arms from around se, she starts rubing her abdomen troughly with her fists desperately trying to relieve the ache from within her.


    “Lilly, grab her hands before she starts wing ”


    My voice is calm but urgent. I’m grateful when Lilly doesn’t ask any questions. Fear is in her eyes


    Madilyn fights against Her mom’s interference.


    As soon as her tiny arms are wrapped around my neck Iy on the bed, rolling towards my stomach covering her iling body with mine. Everything <i>dow </i>her bodynguage tells me how much she needs to scream.


    “It’s okay to scream, baby. I’m so sorry that your first experience with this is one of the worst I’ve seen <i>in </i><i>a </i>long time but I promise I know what’s going on and I will help you through it.”


    Lilly turns away from us and holds her ears as Madilyn screams, her tiny body simply can’t handle the intense cramps that being so close to a wolf in need


    creates.


    Lilly is crying as Madilyn settles down into heavy sobs. She is utterly exhausted leaving her limp beneath me.


    <b>“</b>Come sit <b>down</b><b>, </b>she needs both of us right now.<i>” </i>


    I encourage Lilly as I rub my thumb against Madilyn’s cheek.


    “I was twelve and a half the first time a wolf in as bad of shape as Cole, came into our territory.”


    “Is that when you woke your father in the middle of the night?”


    Lilly’s voice quivers as she sits at Madilyn’s feet.


    “Yes, and as I started saying he was pissed when I woke him. Screaming in pain, all I could do was beg him not to hurt them, that they weren’t an ordinary rogue. He yelled at me. Told me there were no rogues on hisnd and he was tired of my lies. My mom tried to reason with him but he yelled at her. That since nothing else had helped me, no doctor, no councilor, no one, that it was time he did what everyone kept telling him not to do but he just knew would solve the problem. I knew what he was going to do but the pain was so bad that I simply stayed huddled against their bed, begging for him to reconsider through my sobs.


    My dad had never used physical punishment on me before, unlike my brothers and sister, I tried to stay out of trouble. He picked me up off the bed the roughest he had ever done and threw me over hisp. He pulled my pants and underwearpletely off my body,pletely ignoring my every plea. He spanked me. With his bare hand at three in the morning he put all his frustration into my bare ass, adding to the misery I was already in.


    I screamed and begged for him to stop, that I wasn’t lying but he just growled at me. The angriest I’ve ever heard before shoving me off into the ground.


    Iid there bawling, thinking that I was done, until he picked me up and threw me on the bed. Mom begged him to stop. She had never seen me in so much pain and she tried to convince him that the pain she saw was real but he didn’t listen.


    He put his knee against my neck and held my hands in his as he hit me with his belt. Growling about me lying while being punished for lying. After the third hit with the belt, he froze.


    The closer the rogue got to the pack house the worse I felt. Just like Madilyn, I started screaming. I couldn’t stand the twisted knots forming in my stomach. I started fighting against him as I felt him pick me up.


    My mind was running on pure instinct trying to get away from him. He took my hits and kicks as he brought me against his chest. He gave me the directive to stop. Surprisingly, I managed to listen.


    It was as another wave swept over me that I understood the change. He went from beating my ass to holding me as tight <i>as </i>he could against his chest, one hand pressing my lower back into him while he used the other to tuck my nose into his neck.


    When the rogue arrived my cramps got even worse. <b>I </b>started dry heaving and I apologized for it. Swearing the whole time that it wasn’t fake, begging him to


    believe me.


    Without a word he stood up off his bed, covered me with a nket and went downstairs to the clinic. As the rogue’s fear grew, the greater my distress


    <b>became</b>. The doctors were working on her when my dad walked into the room.


    Everything got so much worse that all I could do was grab dad’s shirt and squeeze. He removed the nket from around me prompting the doctor task questions that dad never answered, I received two shots in my leg before he covered me again and left. Heid in bed with me until my rm went off two


    hourster.”


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