<b>Chapter </b><b>351 </b>
<b>His </b><b>voice </b><b>is </b>low, ashamed of the situation he’s in. I take a deep breath and sigh<b>, </b>sitting <b>back </b><b>in </b><b>my </b>
chair.
“Even if you invite me back for the second run. Even if you send your bus for me. I would <b>not </b><b>be </b><b>able </b>to return as Alpha Redmen won’t approve of me attending a second run<b>.</b><b>” </b>
His voice is quiet but steady as he starts giving me information I wasn’t prepared for.
“Two years ago, in early January, my dad told me that he was going to allow me to explore the prospect program. He was tired of my begging and felt it would be a good lesson for me to learn that all packs are the same. That joining the prospect program would not make what I deserve <b>disappear</b><b>. </b>He exined to me how useless I was and there wasn’t any point in me being out of the territory more than six months as no one would want me in their territory any more than he did so he has told me repeatedly that if I’m gone out of the territory more than six months he would report me <b>as </b>a dangerous rogue, a feral wolf to the council.
I was supposed to go to the White Mountain pack for my first run but the evening before the bus came he forced me into the training room. The belting I received was bad enough that I wasn’t able to get to the bus the next morning. I found out three monthster that the council had rejected the application because it was iplete.
Three monthster, after several daily beltings, he got tired of seeing me and I got sent off to the Yellowtail pack. I think it was four or five hours away. Some how he found out about Das ranting about me raping Luna Sasha and the pups at the Yellowtail pack. So….”
He sighs hard as he pauses.
“So, now he makes sure that Das is on every run I go on so he spouts off about the rape rumors and after I end up in the hospital for several weeks to months they get rid of me.<b>” </b>
I can tell by his voice that his mood has gone down hill and he’s closed himself off from considering the conversation we’re having. I reach out andy my hand on his arm once he goes silent, attracting his attention back to me.
“Please, think about it. I know it’s been a rough go with Lucas but I swear to you, the malice from the individuals that came after you were not my doing. The nurse that assaulted you at General, she’s no longer working there. As much as you don’t want to hear it, it’s important that you understand that I did implement physical punishment twice for what Lucas has done. For assaulting you while you were taking care of Madilyn he took ten hits from Patrick and when he refused <b>to </b>get you the wheelchair I did the timing method you spoke of. The difference between what you experienced at Red Moon and what I did was I used my delta, Anthony, and when he didn’t do <b>as </b><b>I </b>had instructed I called him off early.”
<b>I </b><b>knew </b><b>Cole </b><b>wouldn’t </b><b>like </b><b>this </b>and <b>doesn’t </b><b>disappoint </b><b>when </b>he swings his <b>chair </b><b>around </b>to lone i <ol><li>me<b>. </b></li></ol>
“<b>You</b>… <b>you</b>…”
His <b>face </b>is horrified at the thought that I did that to Lucas. I hold my hand up, stopping his <b>struggle </b><b>to </b>speak against what I had done.
<b>“</b><b>I </b>used the wheelchair to distract but also teach the girls aboutpassion. The true reason he received physical punishment was because he admitted that he was actively pursuing under aged girls and he is actively refusing to give me a list of all the ones he’s been with.”
“That’s why you asked me to do this.”
His voice is hushed as he tries to understand.
“It is why I asked how much you knew about the program. Now, while our conversation about <b>you </b>leaving your pack is not over, it is on pause as it’s obvious you have shut down on that subject.”
He quickly adverts his eyes down, his body disying the shame he feels.
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