<b>Chapter 358 </b>
<b>(</b><b>Jessa’s </b>POV)
<b>It’s </b>been a month since Ist saw Cole. As much as I want to
be near him, the pull <b>isn’t </b>nearly as strong for me as it is for him. While his wolf has been given the opportunity to heal, now <b>that </b>the silver that was slowly poisoning his body was sessfully removed two months <b>ago</b><b>, </b><b>my </b>wolf <b>hasn’t </b>been so lucky.
For the first time in years my wolf is awake and searching for him. I can actually feel her <b>inside </b><b>me</b>, hear her whimper for the mate she longs for but this new activity with heres at a price <b>for me</b>.
While it’s mild, I recognize the ssic symptoms <b>of </b>silver withdrawal and the cold–like <b>symptoms </b><b>I </b>came down with the day he arrived has slowly morphed into flu–like aches guing <b>my </b>entire <b>body</b>.
I’ve gone through repeated withdrawals from silver poisoning over the three and a half years that <b>I </b>was a rogue, bouncing in and out of packs like the pinball inside an arcade game until Dr. <b>Pierce </b>found me three years ago. She knew Alpha Demetri was looking for someone like me.
I was already in the process of getting kicked out of the Purple Mountain pack so taking her up on her offer of moving me to another pack was a simple move. Though it wasn’t an easy one considering every pack that has discovered my empathic abilities has treated me as a feral and purposely weakened me with silver.
I didn’t know it then, but it was an empath that Alpha was looking for. Dr. Pierce simply recognized the signs that not only was I an empath but I was also in desperate need of some help. While I was terrified of moving so quickly from one pack to another I knew that my best protection from attack during my withdrawal was within the protection of a pack. I also knew that as long as <b>I </b>made myself scarce during the worst of it the wolves within the pack would leave me be.
Over the first year I was here I discovered that this pack has not only embraced but has even encouraged me to further develop my gift, at least Alpha Demetri and Dr. Pierce has<b>. </b>
‘Mate. We need to find mate.‘ A sudden voice inside my head stops me in my tracks. I look around
my exam room<b>, </b>looking for anyone that may have snuck in while I am going through my end of day cleaning routine. I know my search is in vain considering only a pup would sneak into my room for
fun or speak in such a way.
‘Mate upset. Must find him.‘ I hear the voice again as I slowly turn, making eye coet briefly with
Dr. Pierce.
“Are you okay, Jessa? You look quite distracted.”
“I’m okay, Dr. Pierce<b>.</b>” I speak unusually slow as I receive a clipped growl at the end of my sentence.
<b>Chapter </b><b>358 </b>
<b>Both </b><b>she </b><b>and </b><b>alpha </b><b>have </b>been actively <b>discouraging </b><b>me </b><b>from </b>calling <b>them </b><b>by </b>their fitter I can <b>begin </b><b>to </b>count how many times they have told me that I’m an alphia, an <b>equal </b><b>to </b><b>them </b>deservin <b>the </b>ability <b>to </b>call them Ang and Demetri. Yet <b>I </b>continue with <b>my </b>old <b>ways</b>. They are <b>known </b>and
<b>safe </b>for me.
“I’m sorry, Ang.” I struggle to get her name off my tongue. “I’ve got a nagging <b>voice </b>In <b>my </b>head telling me that Cole’s having a hard time right now. That he might be in some <b>trouble</b><b>.</b><b>” </b>
“A nagging voice? I don’t think I’ve ever heard someone refer to their inner wolf’s <b>voice </b><b>as </b><b>nagging</b><b>. </b>Does she not talk to you?”
“This is the first time in five years.” I whisper in the hopes that she doesn’t push for more <b>answers</b>.
While my past isn’t as dark as Cole’s ongoing horror, the three years <b>I </b>spent as a rogue<b>, </b><b>before </b>getting brought into alpha Demetri’s pack, has left some heavy scars behind.
“You know<b>, </b>I was beginning to wonder if you even had a wolf.”
“Why’s that?” I can’t help but wonder out loud.
“Normally, when an empath starts using their gift on a regr basis to help others<b>, </b>their ability <b>to </b>identify the various issues associated with the help they give will strengthen.
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