(Virginia’s POV)
“What are you doing here, Virginia?”
The question is another p in my face, trampling on the remaining shreds of my dignity.
What am I doing here? I’m here because I care about him. Because I dropped everything the second I got that call. Because I’ve been taking care of him for years while she got to y house with another man.
But he doesn’t see any of that. He never sees any of that.
“Mike called me,” I say, my voice shaking. “You were drunk and calling for-” I can’t even say her name. It burns too much to speak the truth out loud.
“I didn’t tell Mike to call you.”
Each word is another wound. Another reminder that even in his lowest moment, I’m not the
one he wants by his side.
The tears I’ve been forcing myself to hold back spill over. Years of pain, of watching him love another woman, of plotting and scheming just to be in his life–it alles pouring out.
“No, you didn’t.” My voice cracks. “You called for her. But I’m the one here. The one who came running the second I heard you were drunk. The only one who gives a damn about you, Jasper!”
“Virginia-<b>” </b>
“Do <i>you </i>have any idea what it’s like?” The words explode out of me, cutting him off. “Do you know what it’s like to love someone for eleven years and have them not once spare you a nce? To watch them pour their heart out to another woman while you’re standing in front
of them?”
“Virginia, stop-”
“She left you!” I’m screaming now, past caring who hears. “She walked away from this marriage, from you without a backward nce, and you’re still calling her name like she’s
some kind of saint!”
Jasper’s face hardens then, voice cold as he sears me with a wrathful re. But I don’t cower. My sanity teetering on the verge of copse because of his betrayal of my feelings, my years of waiting, and the promise he failed to keep.
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“She’s a b***h! A conniving, selfish b***h who doesn’t give a damn about your life or death!
“Don’t talk about Scarlett like that.”
“Why not?” I wipe my nose with the back of my hand, sneering. “I’ve been by your side through everything, Jasper. Every struggle to leave your past behind, every effort to seed, every time you needed someone–I was there. But she gave up on you the second things got hard.”
“She didn’t give up on me. I pushed her away.”
“And I stayed! Through all your mistakes, all your stupidity, all the times you treated me like trash–I stayed!”
The bar spins around us. Mike has disappeared, probably hiding in the back office to avoid Jasper’s wrath.
“I know you have,” Jasper says quietly. “And I’m grateful-”
“Grateful?” Iugh, but the sound sounds hollow, empty. “I don’t want your gratitude. I want…”
I want your love. I want you to love me the way <i>you </i>love her.
But I can’t say it. Can’t put voice to the desperate longing that’s been eating me alive since we were thirteen years old.
“Virginia.” Jasper’s voice is gentle now, as if he’s talking to a wounded animal. “You’re like a
sister to me-<b>” </b>
“Don’t.” I hold up a hand, backing away from him. “Don’t you dare say that to me.”
“But <i>you </i>are. You’ve always been-”
“I’m not your damn sister!” The words rip from my chest. “We don’t share blood! I’ve spent eleven years dreaming of marrying you one day!”
Jasper goes still. The look in his eyes shifts from confusion to something that might be horror. Or guilt. I can’t tell which. And honestly? I don’t care which it is at this point.
“All these years, you never once looked at me and saw a woman. Even when I grew up, even when I tried to show you how I felt–you only ever saw that scared little girl from the orphanage.”
“Virginia-”
“She <i>took </i>everything from me,” I continue, my voice thick with jealousy, grief, bitter resentment. “The first half of my life, my dream of marrying you, and now… and now your
love too.”
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“Hard?” I’m shaking now, my whole body trembling with rage and heartbreak. “She got the life that was meant for me. yed little princess while I was stuck in an orphanage with people who tortured me. And now she gets you too? The one person who should’ve been mine?”
Jasper looks at me like he’s seeing me for the first time. Really seeing me. And what he sees makes him take a step back, and pain stabs my heart at the thought of him pushing me away
again.
I look at him, tears and mascara streaking down my face, hating myself for begging but unable to stop, falling at his feet. “Jasper, please let me take Scarlett’s ce. I love you more than she ever did. You know I do. I’ve loved you longer, loved you through everything–Let me stay by your side…”
“No, Virginia.” His voice is firm, final. He doesn’t even flinch as he holds my gaze, eyes cold, detached. “It doesn’t matter if Scarlett loves me or not. Because I love her. Scarlett isn’t
receable. She is special, because she’s my one and only love.”
I stumble back, my hand clutching my chest, my heart shattering into a million pieces.
My one and only love.
Scarlett, not Virginia. Scarlett is his one and only love.
Something inside me snaps then. The small voice in my head that’s been tormenting my conscience, that’s been holding on by a thread for years finally snaps.
Jasper is mine. He should’ve been mine seven years ago.
And if I can’t have him, then no one can.
Not even Scarlett.
The thoughtes to me cold and clear, cutting through the haze of pain and anguish. If Jasper will never love me, if he’ll always choose her over me no matter what I do–then I’ll make sure she can never have him either.
I wipe my face, pulling myself together. The deep ache in my chest reced by something much darker, more dangerous.
“You’re right,” I say, sounding eerily calm. “I can never rece her.”
Jasper looks surprised by my sudden shift in mood, and I see the gears turning in his head, trying to figure out what I’m scheming now.
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Oh, it seems things have already gotten to this point. He no longer trusts me blindly as he once did in the past.
“But that doesn’t mean you can’t get her back.”
“What do you mean?” He frowns, his gaze growing deeper.
“I have a way to help you.” The liees easily now, smooth as silk. “A way to make her see that you’ve changed, that you’re worthy of a second chance.”
“Virginia, I don’t think-”
“Hear me out.” I move closer, close enough that he can smell my perfume, feel my breath on
his cheek.
“I see things clearly now. Love can’t be forced. Even if I force you to be with me, I know your heart will never belong to me.” I pause, letting the words sink in. “So let me help you get Scarlett back. It’s my fault that she left in the first ce. At least this way, one of us will have a happy ending.”
He stares at me for a moment, a long tense moment where I suspect he’s seen through me. Suspicion wars with desperation on his face, and just when I’m about toe up with another n…
He asks, “what <i>do </i>you have in mind?”
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