Media’s POV
1 have always given Adrian everything–my loyalty, my strength, my life, but there were two secrets I never shared with him.
The first was my feelings for him, socious to everyone except the man himself.
The second was that I had met my mate when I was eighteen.
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He was a warrior from Stormbol Pack–strong, capable, with potential to be the packs next Beta someday,
Many females would have rejoiced at such a match. But to me, he was nothing more than a future rival.
When we caught each others scent and the mate bond liegen to form, the disappointment I felt far outweighed any physical attraction.
That night, we had sex.
But it wasn’t about love or even desire–it was merely my <b>excuse </b>to be a “woman<b>” </b>Tclosed my eyes the entire time, picturing someone else’s face.
Someone forbidden to me.
Afterward, I dressed quickly<b>, </b>my body still tin
tingling with the new sensations but my <b>mind </b>already calcting my next move.
My matey on the forest floor, watching me with confusion as I pulled on my clothes with methodical precision.
“<b>You </b>can’t tell anyone about this,” I told him, my voice steady despite the pain already beginning to bloom in my chest. “You can’t tell anyone I’m your mate. And I’m rejecting you.”
He sat up, anger recing the post–coital haze in his eyes. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“I’m rejecting you,” I repeated<b>, </b>more firmly this time. “I <b>don’t </b>ept this mate bond.”
“<b>You </b>can’t just—”
“I can, and I am.” I squared my shoulders, my decision already made years <b>ago</b>. ‘If you won’t ept my rejection, we can settle this another way. I’m willing to fight to the death over <b>this</b>.”
His expression shifted from anger to contempt. Heughed <b>a </b>sharp, cruel sound that echoed through the trees
“You think I’d actually want you?” He looked me up and down dismissively. “Everyone knows you used to be fat and ugly. And for the record, you’re the worst day I’ve ever had. Like fucking a dead <b>fish</b><b>.</b><b>” </b>
The insults washed over me without effect. I’d heard worse from my own father.
“So <b>you </b>ept the rejection?” I <b>pressed</b><b>, </b>ignoring his attempt to wound
He spat on the ground at my feet. “dly.”
The pain intensified as our nascent bond shattered, but I <b>walked </b>away without showing any sign of it. Physical pain meant nothing to me. I’d been enduring it since I was old enough to enterbat training.
The agony of a broken mate bood <b>was </b><b>jest </b>une more thing to <b>ovee</b>, one moja weakness to master.
I never told anyone about that night. Not even Adrian. Especially not Adrian.
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For me, everything shifted three years ago when Adian’s father died suddenly during a border dispute
I still remether that day with perfect rity the somber silence that fell over Stormbowl Park, the quiet scheming that followed, and the browyal that
Adrian’s <b>uncle </b>Meywell wasted no time. Within hours of his brother’s death, he began rallying support among the peck elders, whispering promises and therats in equal measure. Adrian was too young, los soft hearted to <b>lead</b>, he told them. Stormbowl needed a strong, experienced Alpha to maintain its
Adrian’s own mother had chosen Maxwell over her son. Not just politically, but personally. She would be Maxwell’s Luna, cementing his im to leadership
The pain in Adrian’s eyes nearly broke me.
“I’m challenging him,” I told Adrian that wight, my fists clenched so tight champion.”
nails drew blood from my palms. “You’re the rightful Alpha. 11 fight as your
Adrian shook his head, his expression resolute despite the betrayal he’d suffered.
“No. That’s what he <b>wants</b>–an excuse to eliminate any threat to his power. There would he bloodshed, regardless of who won.”
“So we just ept this<b>?</b><b>” </b>I demanded, pacing his small cabin like a caged animal. “Let him steal what’s rightfully yours?<b>” </b>
Adrian’s answer <b>changed </b>everything. “We leave. We build something better<b>.</b><b>” </b>
My father was livid when I told him <b>I </b>would follow Adrian. He backhandded me across the face, splitting my lip and sending me crashing into our kitchen
table.
“You stupid girl,” he snarled, looming over me <b>as </b>I tasted blood. “Adrian has nothing! No territory, no resources, no future. Maxwell in Alpha now. ept it
<b>Ispat </b><b>blood </b>onto our pristine floor. I’d rather starve as a free <b>woll </b>than live fat andfortable under <b>a </b>usurper
He beat me that night, worse than ever before. But the pain only strengthened my resolve.
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next morning, with bruises blooming across my ribs and <b>back</b><b>, </b>I met Adrian at the <b>pack </b><b>boundary </b>with nothing but the clothes on my back and my unwavering loyalty.
Ryder joined <b>us</b><b>, </b>of course–the headstrong pup had worshipped Adrian since he <b>was </b>old enough to walk
Eleven others came too, mostly younger wolves without deep pack ties or older ones who remembered Adrian’s father with fondness,
Thirteen wolves in total, leaving thefort and security of Stoembowl for an uncertain future.
Those first months were brutal. We slept under the stars, hunted what we could, and kept moving to avoid confrontation with established packs.
<b>Two </b>of ourpany couldn’t handle the hardship. I remember finding their goodbye note one morning–a hasty apology scratched on tree bark, their <b>scent </b>already <b>fading </b>as they returned to Stormhowl with their tails between their len.
We weathered fierce storms huddled together in mapeshift shelters. We ate <b>whatever </b>game we could catch, sometimes going <b>days </b>on nothing but berries and
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Doce, when food <b>was </b>particrly scarce, Ryder attempted to <b>catch </b>fish with his bare hands, slipping on wet rocks and nearly drowning in the process.
Adrian pulled him from the rushing water, and weughed until our sides <b>hart </b>as Ryder sted he’d “almost had” a giant trout,
Most packs would have fractured under such conditions. <b>But </b>hardship forged <b>us </b>into something stronger, more resilient. Adrian neverined, never
showed doubt
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For me, these wandering days were a strange kind of paradise. Despite the finger and exhaustion, I was happier than I’d ever been at footsiko was with him. Because every morning I woke to the sound of his voice nning our day’s journey, and every night I fell asleep kon
<b>Then </b>Adrian discovered the cast an unimed territory in the harsh Tesas desert, with a hidden water source
We built Gisborn from nothing, transforming hartennd into & sanctuary for the broken, the rejected, the umeanted.
1 should have known such happiness couldn’tst foresen..
<b>The </b>
moment I walked into The Watering Hole and saw her green eyes sharp with intelligence despite her fear–I knew
I recognized the threat before Adrian did, before she did, perhaps even before fate litelf realized what it had set in motion.