But if she is tired, what will he do?
The tip of the young man''s heart trembled gently with the tone.
Chu charming: "that''s not true."
With this sound, the young man''s eyes seemed to burst out with infinite brilliance, and he was also shining in the night. He saw his Adam''s apple rolling.
Hoarse, praying.
"What am I going to do when you''re gone? I have no one to protect me anymore. So charming, can you... Stay for me? "
Being looked at with such eyes, for a time, this mood can''t be described in words.
Chu charming had planned very well. Unexpectedly, Xiao Jingtan ran out at the critical moment.
Ten years
The little Tuanzi in those years have grown into graceful teenagers.
Chu charming sighed at the bottom of her heart and tried her best to control herself so that she would not be confused by the deep blue ocean.
"Xiao Jingtan." She called his name, "you''re fourteen."
"So... So what?"
Chu charming stretched out her hand and touched the young man''s head. As in her childhood, her tone was also extremely gentle.
"At the age of 14, you will be 15 soon. You also have your favorite woman. You will marry her soon and have your own family and life in the future."
"Then you won''t need me anymore."
This is the fate of parents and children.
Parents accompany their children to grow up. Gradually, children also have their own children. Their own lives and each other''s lives will be gradually separated.
There will be contact, but it won''t be as close as when I was a child.
Xiao Jingtan''s eyes were deep and surging.
——But you are the one I love!
I don''t want this relationship between us. I want more and more. I want to accompany you all the time... To the end of my life.
The last sentence had rushed to his throat and almost blurted out, but the last bit of reason pulled in his head swallowed it back.
Xiao Jingtan''s mouth opened again and again, and finally nothing came out, as if he had aphasia for a short time.
final.
"No." He said, "so do I... need you."
Chu charming looked at him, tolerant and smiling, but she gently shook her head, like watching a mischievous child, with a clear and restrained voice.
"You just don''t get used to it."
Xiao Jingtan opened his mouth again, "what about Mu Mingtang?" He turned a direction, "Mu Mingtang, and so many maidservants in your palace, don''t you want them?"
"I''ll take it."
Chu charming said, "when the dust is settled, Mu Mingtang will find a remote palace and set fire to herself on the ground that she has to go with me. Good people have been arranged in the palace. At that time, she will pick her up and continue to follow me."
But there are no imperial concubines and grand palace maids in the world.
"My father will go back to the rest I brought from the general''s house. What they want in the future is up to them."
Xiao Jingtan suddenly smiled and said, "ha ha, you arranged them well."
She planned carefully, even arranged the whereabouts of the people around her, but... Forgot him.
Suddenly, a burst of sadness surged into his heart, and Xiao Jingtan went to see the man again.
In the twilight haze, she clearly stood very close to herself and could touch it as soon as she reached out, but it seemed that she was so far away that he couldn''t touch it no matter how hard he tried to catch up.
So cruel.
But how could he allow such a cruel thing?
An idea jumped up from the bottom of his heart. Xiao Jingtan suddenly stretched out his hand and held Chu charming''s wrist again. He clenched it tightly.
"Charming, can you stay for me, at least, at least accompany me through my 15th birthday..."
The heat of the young man''s palm fell between her wrists. Chu charming looked down, as if she could see each other trembling slightly in the night, a little... Poor.
This time she really sighed, "aren''t you leaving soon? What''s the use of me staying alone?"
Xiao Jingtan first shook his whole body, and then he couldn''t help trembling.
She knows, she knows. What will she think of him?
The boy struggled for a long time before he pressed down the impatience and depression. His voice was difficult: "when did you find it?"
"It''s early." Chu charming thought about it and added, "maybe when you were six."
Knowing that the world was different from modern times, she picked up her practice again. With her internal power becoming deeper and deeper, she found the people hidden near the Champs Elysees hall.
It was found that the existence of those people was not surveillance or others, but after protecting Xiao Jingtan, Chu charming didn''t immediately take out the people.
But this tight protective net is obviously not the treatment that a cold palace prince should have.
By pushing back, Chu charming soon knew that Xiao Jingtan was not the emperor''s own son, and his mother was naturally not a cheap dancer. On the contrary, she could hide him in the most dangerous and safest palace, and so many people were sent around to protect him. Xiao Jingtan''s real identity must be extraordinary.
This can also be seen from the child''s behavior. Different from his nominal father and several brothers, it is an inherent dignity.
And according to her observation, Xiaozi knew it in his heart and could even contact those people.
But everyone has his own secret. Zizai doesn''t want to mention it. Chu charming doesn''t know anything. She only raises him as an ordinary prince.
Not all.
She gave the cub a fairly relaxed and happy childhood, because hiding in the palace must be a complex identity, so she trained him a bit more wolf nature.
But Xiaozai always hides it well.
At this moment, the tacit secret was pierced, and Chu charming didn''t just want to break the casserole to ask for Xiao Jingtan''s real identity, but said it earnestly and sincerely.
"You have your work to do and will leave the palace soon. I''m tired. We are the same."
"Cub, for the sake of having raised you for ten years, although we are not mother and son, our feelings are better than those. Let me go out and have a breath."
Xiao Jingtan gradually calmed down. A pair of deep blue eyes looked at her: "it''s better than pro."
But not the "good" she imagined.
"What will you do after leaving the palace?" He asked again, in an unpredictable tone.
"Get out of here. After all, many people in Kyoto have seen my face. My kung fu is good. Maybe go back to wander the Jianghu or visit mountains and rivers, and walk around everywhere to see if there are any men who can see."
When she said the last sentence, Chu charming''s tone obviously became lively. When she spoke, she unconsciously glanced at Xiao Jingtan opposite her eyes and sighed in her heart.
Alas, it''s strange that the baby is so beautiful, but the milk is so handsome, which improves her horizons in the world.
I can''t find anyone who can match him in the Houmen court where the beauties gather. I''m afraid it will be more difficult to find after going out?
No matter what, there must always be a dream.
Try it first.
After hearing this, Xiao Jingtan looked down: "are you looking for a man?"