Lunch was ready soon.
Four elders, four juniors.
The lively atmosphere turned into four elders. Gu Huairong and Zhou Ruoyu looked very ugly. They were embarrassed to eat a meal.
After lunch, Gu Huairong and Zhou Ruoyu left one after another.
Feng Yan and Yu mu''an decided to stay a little longer.
After Gu Huairong drove away, he drove aimlessly in the street, turning or going straight. When he met the green light, he went around and couldn''t find the direction and foothold.
Lost heart, nowhere to put.
Ding Ling——
When waiting for the red light, a message suddenly pops up on the mobile phone to inform the time of the parliamentary meeting.
After taking a look, Gu Huairong was about to take back his mobile phone, but he was stunned when he saw the address message sent by Chen Ziqing yesterday.
Didi Didi——
Suddenly behind him came the sound of one whistle after another. Gu Huairong immediately regained his mind. Only then did he realize that the green light was on and quickly started the car.
Since there is no direction, go here and have a look!
While driving and navigating, Gu Huairong rushed in the direction indicated by Chen Ziqing''s information.
He has not been in Rongcheng for so many years, and earth shaking changes have taken place in the streets of Rongcheng.
Gu Huairong went around for an hour before he came to the downstairs of Chen Ziqing''s apartment.
When the car stalled, Gu Huairong took out his mobile phone. He was about to call Chen Ziqing. After thinking about it, he withdrew his mobile phone from the main screen.
Gu Huairong put his arm on the steering wheel and didn''t move for a long time.
He was probably crazy before he came up with the idea of looking for Chen Ziqing! Because she was sad in An''an, did she come to complain to Chen Ziqing? Under the banner of comforting her mother''s death, she is actually looking for comfort for herself! Gu Huairong, when did you become so unbearable?
Tick tock——
The pendants placed in the car tick, indicating the passage of time.
After about half an hour, Gu Huairong picked up the phone and called Chen Ziqing.
Chen Ziqing quickly answered the phone. Her voice was a little hoarse, but she had more vitality, "hello? Call me. Have you decided to come and see me? "
"No." Gu Huairong looked up at the apartment in front of him through the window. "I mean, I''m not going to find you."
"... guess."
"Tidy up your mood and continue to go abroad to complete your studies! You have six months to graduate. You can''t give up halfway. " Gu Huairong said to the point and alienated, "we are friends. If you have something to do in the future, you can call me."
"I have known you for five years and liked you for five years, but you have been indifferent to me for five years." Chen Ziqing''s voice was hoarse and showed a different kind of sadness. "At the beginning, I confessed to you because you were about to return home. I was afraid I would never have a chance in the future. Although I felt that there was no possibility of one in ten thousand, I still said that the outcome was as expected!"
Gu Huairong rolled his Adam''s apple and said, "this is not the time to say this."
"I know. My mother has just passed away and my home has just disappeared, but I''m here to discuss the so-called love with you... "Chen Ziqing laughed with self mockery," I also feel hopeless. "
"I don''t mean anything else. I just think you deserve a better person. Don''t waste your words on me."
The comforting words blurted out, but Gu Huairong suddenly felt that this sentence was somewhat familiar. Thinking carefully, I suddenly realized: isn''t this what Ann said when she just rejected him? Almost as like as two peas!
The original statement of rejecting people is the same.
Was Ann in the same mood just now? Guilt, uneasiness, heartache and embarrassment. It turns out that not only the one who was rejected is sad, but also the one who refused
"I''ve heard a lot of excuses to refuse people, but I''ve liked you for so many years. How shameless am I when you let me give up? I''m not reconciled. I gave you my heart. Why don''t you even look at it? What''s wrong with me? " Chen Ziqing shouted in despair.
Gu Huairong stood at the junction of the two extremes. On the one hand, he thought about how to refuse Chen Ziqing. On the other hand, he felt what she said.
Yes, he has loved ANN for so many years. He regards her as his family. He doesn''t often contact her abroad and always cares about her... How can he give up willingly? Don''t let go, even if she''s married, don''t let go!
"I know, that''s because you have someone else in your heart. Your safety. " Chen Ziqing snorted discouraged, "every time you mention that name, the corners of your mouth will bend and tilt up, and your eyes will shine. The whole starry sky is hidden in the bottom of your eyes, which is so beautiful that people can''t look away. I like to see your smile at that time, but that smile is not for me after all. "
Gu Huairong was trapped and couldn''t extricate himself. Instead, he asked Chen Ziqing to get the answer from her. He asked tentatively, "if I asked you to give up, would you give up?"
"It''s my own business to like you. Why should I give up?"
Originally, this is the answer!
Gu Huairong held his mobile phone and didn''t move for a long time. After a long time, he couldn''t hear what Chen Ziqing said, so he slowly opened his mouth: "the time is almost up. I have to go to class. I called you to make sure you''re okay, and I''m relieved."
"Yes." Chen Ziqing answered faintly.
"I''m sorry for the change. There''s no barrier in life." Gu Huairong said with relief, "have a nice trip. After you go abroad, live as freely as you used to, and you will have a bright future. "
"Thank you." Chen Ziqing thanked, "I think we will have a chance to meet again."
Gu Huairong just said "goodbye" and hung up.
If he can''t accept Chen Ziqing because he has peace of mind, why can''t an accept him?
Although I don''t know the confirmation time of An''an''s recognition with Feng Yan, according to the calculation of An''an''s pregnancy, they won''t know each other for more than two months.
Did an fall in love with Feng Yan in just two months? Where is he not comparable to Feng Yan?
"Brother Huairong, when we didn''t move before, there lived a little boy named Ruirui in the neighbor''s house. He had no mother and only a father who drank all day. He couldn''t eat enough. I often brought him food secretly..."
"Brother Huairong, will Ruirui come back after Rui has gone? I miss him so much and want to know if he is doing well... He also saved me. I want to find him... "
"Ruirui said that he was not sure if he could live. He said that if he saw him, let me find him..."
I suddenly remembered what Yu mu''an had been muttering in his ear all day before he left a few years ago.
Now how do you remember?
Gu Huairong shook his head and sighed that he thought too much. He started his car and rushed to school.