Feng Yan shook his head. "It can''t be regarded as nothing. On the whole, it''s still good. However, she is still very sensitive. She doesn''t want people to get too close to her and has difficulty moving... I just couldn''t bring her in. She makes trouble when others touch her. I''m... Sorry. "


    Feng Yan said sorry for several times in succession.


    If it had been put in the past, Yu mu''an would have taken the opportunity to tease Feng Yan and tease such a high-ranking person, and finally learned to apologize. But now, she is not interested in doing anything.


    Yu mu''an can understand Feng Yan''s difficulties and can hear the deep helplessness in his words. But at the same time, she realized something else.


    Chi Yanran doesn''t let others close, but she can let Feng Yan hold her. This shows that the relationship between Feng Yan and Chi Yanran is not general.


    Finally came to this step.


    Yu mu''an vomited foul air. What position should she put herself in this relationship?


    "Sorry." Feng Yan quickly apologized, leaned forward slightly, stretched out his hand and held Yu mu''an in his arms. He put his hand behind Yu mu''an''s head and patted it gently. His tone was very slow. "It''s my fault that I didn''t contact you and didn''t go to celebrate grandpa''s birthday. I don''t want you to forgive me. On the contrary, I hope you can speak out your dissatisfaction and don''t keep silent, okay? "


    Yu mu''an was extremely contradictory.


    In this man''s arms, another woman has just stayed. She should have pushed it away, right? But she was so tired that she didn''t want to think about anything and didn''t want to move anything. She didn''t even have the strength to push Feng Yan away.


    Feng Yan was so smart that he could naturally feel the decadent smell of Yu mu''an. He felt more and more guilty. He tried his best to make her happy and said a lot of words.


    But Yu mu''an still didn''t give him much response. Feng Yan suddenly thought of something and said, "what did you want to tell me yesterday morning? Although it''s a day late, shouldn''t it matter? "


    Yu mu''an''s body stiffened.


    What she wants to say to Feng Yan


    She''s going to say she likes him.


    But now, Chi Yanran is back.


    A day late, everything is different.


    "Nothing." Yu mu''an nuzui. After saying that, he gently pushed Feng Yan and left his arms. He looked at the distance with ethereal eyes and said quietly: "Feng Yan, Chi Yanran has finally come back. What should we do in the future? You teach me, you tell me, what should I do? "


    She also wanted to roar at Feng Yan, and wanted to pick up the woman upstairs and lose her temper regardless.


    But what right does she have? To coerce the child in the belly, or to make capital as a fake wife?


    The more things happen, the calmer she is.


    Feng Yan kept holding her, but his body gradually became stiff. His Adam''s apple rolled and said, "naturally, we are still the same as before."


    Yu mu''an didn''t answer.


    She didn''t know how long before Feng Yan said it. But no matter which one it used to be, it won''t go back.


    "When I left the little white house yesterday morning, I saw Miss Chi." Yu mu''an said with dry lips, "she dragged her suitcase to find you. I thought she was the woman who came to you as before, so I drove her away. If I didn''t drive her away, she wouldn''t get on the black car, and what would happen later... "


    Although Feng Yan was shocked that Chi Yanran came to her yesterday, he was more concerned about the self blame in Yu mu''an''s words.


    He grabbed Yu mu''an''s wrist and Feng Yan said anxiously, "it''s not your fault! If you don''t know her, you have to drive her away! It''s right to drive away people who want to enter the little white house. That''s your right. Don''t blame yourself... Don''t blame yourself and don''t think about it. "


    He once went to a doctor in private and learned about the situation of pregnant women. He knew that pregnant women are prone to wishful thinking during pregnancy. He just heard Yu mu''an say that their blood has solidified, so he comforted them again and again.


    Yu mu''an was suddenly bored. He shook his hand and shook Feng Yan''s arm away.


    Feng Yan narrowed his eyes, and there was a look of injury in his eyes. He was stunned for a moment and quickly reacted. He couldn''t help but hold Yu mu''an in his arms again.


    Yu mu''an was forced to lean against Feng Yan, but he struggled hard.


    Feng Yan looked more nervous. He held Yu mu''an''s arm tighter and tighter. He made up his mind not to let Yu mu''an go, pursed his lips and didn''t speak.


    The two men seem to have acted in a silent film.


    Yu mu''an had no strength to struggle. He simply stopped moving. He leaned against Feng Yan''s shoulder and looked expressionless.


    Although he was forced to keep Yu mu''an in his arms, Feng Yan was still happy. He didn''t know why he was worried about gain and loss. He just instinctively didn''t want Yu mu''an to leave


    Even if Chi Yanran comes back, his relationship with Yu mu''an will not change.


    "I owe her." After a long time, Feng Yan''s legs were numb and unconscious. He suddenly opened his mouth again, "I owe Chi Yanran."


    Yu mu''an frowned.


    Feng Yan kept holding Yu mu''an, still half kneeling on the ground and said: "in those years, Chi Yanran''s father died to protect me. What I didn''t say is... Chi Yanran almost died at that time. She was shot in the abdomen and her uterus was damaged... "


    As soon as Yu mu''an gritted his teeth, he suddenly realized what Zi Gong meant to women and subconsciously touched his stomach.


    Feng Yan seemed unwilling to recall those things, but he could only force himself to say, "Chi Yanran, she never had a chance to have her own children again. She lost her right to be a mother."


    Yu mu''an was shocked.


    "In fact, she had a chance. The operation date was set, but suddenly something like that happened. She couldn''t have an operation." Feng Yan frowned and looked very painful. "Do you know what operation it is?"


    Yu mu''an naturally didn''t know and shook his head.


    Feng Yan held her fist and continued: "Chi Yanran is a natural stone woman. She needs surgery to become a real woman, but her surgery has been extended infinitely because she was shot in the abdomen. Last night, she was trapped in a cabin by several men. It was not because we went early that she was not violated, but... They couldn''t start. They stripped her off and watched her torture her like a visit... When we went, she was in a trance... "


    Yu mu''an''s heart kept speeding up, plopping, as if to jump out of his heart.


    Feng Yan''s words sounded simple, but she could imagine the pain and despair Chi Yanran suffered... As a woman, she didn''t dare to think what would happen if it were her.


    Every sentence of Feng Yan''s words shocked Yu mu''an.


    First of all, I was surprised that Chi Yanran couldn''t get pregnant; Secondly, she suddenly realized that everything explained.


    Feng Yan insisted on keeping the child because Chi Yanran couldn''t have a baby.


    The cold feeling at the bottom of Yu mu''an''s heart swept her whole body and spread to her limbs.


    "What are you thinking?" Feng Yan noticed something wrong with Yu mu''an and hugged her more closely.