After reading the postcard, Feng Yan saw that the rising radian of the corners of his mouth had expanded unprecedentedly. He reached out and rubbed Yu mu''an''s face, who was sleeping beside him. He whispered, "I have no conscience. In your eyes, am I such an inhuman and irritable person?"


    In response to Feng Yan, only Yu mu''an''s shallow breathing sound.


    In the quiet of the room, Feng Yan looked at the postcard. Suddenly, he felt a move. He found a pen and wrote a few lines in the blank of the postcard.


    "You must not know in the past. Today you will sleep safely beside me. In the past, I must not know. Today I will let you sleep beside me. "


    "In the past, we must not know that I will fall in love with you."


    "Yu mu''an, I love you."


    At the signing place, Feng Yan wrote: his father.


    A postcard from the past seemed magical, which made Feng Yan dare to face his sincerity for the first time.


    Feng Yan looked at the picture of Yu mu''an on the postcard, and then looked at Yu mu''an lying beside him. He felt wrapped by endless warmth.


    In fact, the words "his father" are not so ugly.


    Where does this postcard go?


    Feng Yan looked around, opened the drawer beside the bed, saw a famous book in the drawer, turned his mind, and clamped the postcard with the envelope in the book.


    In this case, it should not be found easily. I don''t know when Yu mu''an, a little fool, will find it. At that time, she should be very surprised, right?


    Feng Yan thought to himself, his eyes became gentle and said to himself, "I''ll wait for you to have the baby. If you haven''t found it after the baby is born, I have to tell you myself."


    At that time, the shadow in his heart should be gone, right? The thing that can be called psychological disease for the time being, stay away from him. He doesn''t want to be a loveless person


    There was no sound outside, and everything in heaven and earth fell into sleep.


    Feng Yan lay down in a good mood and hugged Yu mu''an into sleep.


    After new year''s day, Yu mu''an''s parents left Rongcheng to continue public welfare undertakings and went to the mountain area to support education early.


    It seems colder.


    But for students in school, after new year''s day means the arrival of winter vacation. When the winter vacation comes, the heart is warm. When the heart is warm, they don''t feel the weather is cold.


    "OK, it''s time for the exam. Close the paper!"


    Sitting in the examination room, Yu mu''an was relieved to hear the bell at the end of the exam.


    Everyone in the examination room breathed a sigh of relief. While winding up the paper, there were voices of all kinds.


    "Yo ho! The last door! "


    "Finally, there is no need to review, ha ha!"


    "Go tonight. Hi, does anyone form a team?"


    "I''ll go home after the exam. Today''s train! Dear parents, I''m going back! "


    Yu mu''an sat in the last row, listening to the careless voices of the boys in the class, and couldn''t help smiling.


    "Classmate Yu mu''an, do you want to drink with us again?" The boy in the front row suddenly turned back and said with a smile: "during the summer vacation, ANN, you couldn''t find anyone while drinking!"


    Yu mu''an stuck out his tongue, "don''t go."


    The last time I drank, I had a whole child. If I drink again, Feng Yan will kill her!


    After collecting the paper, Qian Duoduo ran to Yu mu''an and said to the boy, "don''t you go quickly, Mr. Wu? Don''t covet our home. "


    The boy smiled, got up and joked: "Ann has been a little fat recently. She is still very cute, but... Do you want to control your weight?"


    With that, the boy ran away with a smile.


    Yu mu''an felt his edematous face and hands, and felt a little congested.


    Qian Duoduo made a grimace and said with a smile: "thanks to our class are a group of old men with thick nerves. You don''t even notice that Ann is pregnant. If the class is all girls, tut tut......"


    "This is a great blessing in misfortune." Yu mu''an smiled and looked at all the people in the classroom, so he was ready to get up.


    Qian Duoduo helped Yu mu''an up and said, "An''an, I''ll go back to my hometown tomorrow. My father is in poor health and urges me to go back. You should take good care of yourself this winter vacation! That pool Yan Ran came back. I didn''t have time to go for a while. "


    Yu mu''an touched his stomach and suddenly had an idea. He said, "why don''t you go to the little white house with me today?"


    "Is that ok?" Qian Duoduo''s eyes lit up.


    Yu mu''an nodded, "of course! It''s just a practice before sending you home. By the way, let you meet Chi Yanran. How about it? "


    Qian Duoduo clapped his hands, packed up his things and left with Yu mu''an.


    Yu mu''an was tightly wrapped.


    "Is that pool Yanran really harmless? Isn''t it a big gray wolf disguised as a little white rabbit? " Qian Duoduo asked.


    "No! She is very kind to me. She sticks to me at other times of the day except for the treatment time. She is also very good to the baby... Ah, I''m going crazy! " Yu mu''an looked up and sighed.


    "What does Feng Yan say?"


    "He''s still trying." Yu mu''an sighed, "he is very busy recently."


    At the same time, in a private hospital in Rongcheng, there was a clean and warm room.


    "Mr. Feng, let''s get to know this today! I probably summed it up. " A well-dressed and well maintained female doctor smiled, put her pen on the table and got up.


    Feng Yan got up from the opposite chair, shook hands with the doctor and said, "doctor Meng has worked hard."


    Dr. Meng smiled. "It''s not hard. It''s like chatting. I''m lucky to know the mental journey of Rongcheng''s chief dignitaries, which has benefited me a lot."


    Feng Yan tidied up his clothes and said, "I didn''t start from scratch, but I got to where I am today by virtue of my rich family. Dr. Meng is polite."


    Doctor Meng naturally knew that Feng Yan was modest, so he stopped worrying about this topic and said with a smile: "Mr. Feng is really not like the patients I have treated before. As a psychologist, I have met many people. Mr. Feng, you are really not a patient in the traditional sense. "


    "What is a patient like in the traditional sense?" Feng Yan asked, "are mental patients not very good?"


    "The spirit is not very good on the one hand." Dr. Meng said with a smile, "they are generally troubled, which affects their lives. And Mr. Feng, I have to say, even with my medical experience over the years, Mr. Feng is no different from ordinary people and much better than ordinary people. "


    Feng Yan didn''t answer.


    "After a week''s understanding, I probably know about Mr. Feng. I can conclude that Mr. Feng belongs to loveless syndrome."


    Loveless syndrome?


    Dr. Meng led Feng Yan to the sofa. After sitting down, he then said: "loveless syndrome refers to a psychological disease with loss of feelings. Love, family affection and friendship are all lost or one of them is lost. Everyone has different clinical symptoms. "


    "This kind of people have these manifestations in mind. First, self closure; Second, pride and pickiness, do not look up to others; Third, low self-esteem, feel unworthy of being. Basically, it can be classified into these three categories, but the factors that produce this psychological disease are diverse. "