Yu mu''an sucked his nose and tearful eyes. Because he was wronged and shy, his voice unconsciously took a bit of coquetry, "shameless!"


    Feng Yan picked his eyebrows and didn''t speak.


    Yu mu''an couldn''t help but tilt up his mouth and took the initiative to rush into Feng Yan''s arms again. His face was close to his chest, "didn''t I dream?"


    "What do you say?" Feng Yan took Yu mu''an, bowed his head and kissed her on the top of her hair. "Even if it''s a dream, I can''t dream of such a beautiful thing."


    "Me too." Yu mu''an rubbed his face against Feng Yan''s clothes and wiped away his tears. Then he asked, "how did you find it? How can I leave my little sister at home? You can call and I''ll go back! "


    "What are you talking about?" Feng Yan groaned discontentedly, "you haven''t left me and my little sister at home and come to this place where there is no signal."


    As he spoke, Feng Yan swept around the room, with some faint heartache in his eyebrows.


    Yu mu''an argued, "then I''m also for your disease! Who kept you quiet? "


    "Sorry." Feng Yan''s eyes became serious and kissed Yu mu''an, "not in the future."


    After hearing this, Yu mu''an also looked seriously, "then tell me, do you have a psychological shadow on the basement...?"


    Feng Yan frowned and said, "don''t you know?"


    "I want you to tell me yourself." Yu mu''an also asked stubbornly.


    "Yes, the psychological shadow of childhood, I thought... If you don''t mention it, you''ll be fine." Feng Yan frowned into a word "Chuan". Whenever he mentioned the basement, he couldn''t help feeling uncomfortable, "who knew such a thing would happen. Suddenly I don''t want to talk. It''s hard for you. "


    "You are the most important." Yu mu''an sighed, "after going back, shall we help you overcome this fear?"


    Feng Yan''s body froze, his eyes trembled, and he didn''t answer immediately, but he had an idea of shrinking in his heart.


    Yu mu''an noticed Feng Yan''s escape, looked up eagerly, stared into his eyes and said, "Feng Yan, I know you don''t want to face it, but... If you don''t cure your mental illness, what if it happens again in the future? If you suddenly stop talking, or suddenly have other problems... Do you want everyone to be nervous with you? "


    "Sorry." Feng Yan apologized.


    "I don''t want your sorry, I want you to get better." Yu mu''an blinked. Seeing Feng Yan''s hesitation, he suddenly came up with an idea. He was sweet and greasy and said, "husband, is it all right?"


    The word "husband" seemed to have magic. Feng Yan''s eyes lit up when he heard it. He couldn''t help raising the corners of his mouth and eagerly asked Yu mu''an, "what are you calling me?"


    Yu mu''an raised his arm, endured blushing, stood on tiptoe, surrounded Feng Yan''s arm, his eyes were clear and bright, and said, "husband."


    "Shout again?" Feng Yan''s eyes became crazy slowly.


    "As long as you promise, you can shout a hundred times." Yu mu''an was reluctant to look away from Feng Yan and smiled like flowers.


    "Promise, promise everything." Feng Yan was full of this idea. Everything turned into soft fingers. He couldn''t help kissing Yu mu''an excitedly, "I''m waiting, a hundred times!"


    "Husband, husband, husband, husband, husband..."


    Yu mu''an kept shouting for several times, shouting and shouting, with a sour feeling in his heart.


    Before waiting to shout many times, Feng Yan couldn''t help blocking Yu mu''an''s lips and showed his attitude with the most direct action.


    Between lips and teeth, it tells the endless feelings for each other.


    "Do you want to hear my story?"


    I don''t know how long it took. Maybe he was tired of standing. Feng Yan took Yu mu''an to the bed and sat down. He asked, "listen to my thoughts from the beginning to now."


    Yu mu''an leaned against Feng Yan''s shoulder, "want to hear."


    Feng Yan can open her heart to her. She can enter Feng Yan''s inner world. The distance between the two will be closer.


    "Remember the day I went to the hospital and took you away from the operating table? I heard the report from the person below that day that you had to have an abortion to know that you were pregnant. On my way to see you, I had the year to let you keep your child. "


    "It was amazing when I knew that a woman was pregnant with my child. You know, at that time, my heart was far from as calm as it seemed. I thought I would never have children in my life, but you broke my thought. "


    Yu mu''an glanced. "What do you think? Don''t you just want me to keep the children and give them to you, and then you can raise them with Chi Yanran!"


    "Cough..." Feng Yan cleared his throat and said, "it''s almost the same anyway, but we won''t talk about these wrong ideas. In fact, if there were no Chi Yanran, I would never have thought of getting married and having children. Have you ever heard of the saying "loveless syndrome"


    Yu mu''an shook his head and asked tentatively, "is it difficult, you..."


    "Yes." Feng Yan nodded, "I don''t know how to love and express love, which is a characteristic of this kind of people, and I am such a person. I didn''t know how to love until there was you in my life, but... I still can''t express it. "


    Yu mu''an has never heard Feng Yan say such words. Now, she seems to see a real, flesh and blood Feng Yan through the fog.


    "I''m afraid you''ll leave me, but I still don''t dare to express my feelings. I''m looking for the so-called love, but I don''t know that love is around me. " Feng Yan sighed, "love came to me very early, but I didn''t see it clearly. Yu mu''an, when I saw the postcard you gave me and wrote back to you on the postcard, I knew... I loved you badly. "


    Yu mu''an was so moved that he couldn''t help himself, but pretended to be proud and stretched his neck and said, "it''s not surprising that you love me so much because I''m so excellent. Those who chase me can queue up from here to Rongcheng. You dare to cheat me to get my marriage certificate and steal happiness! I don''t want to marry you! "


    "Yes, I picked up a big bargain! But now, it''s no use regretting. " Feng Yan''s heart was soft, like being stuffed into a ball of cotton, holding Yu mu''an, like having the whole world, "right, wife?"


    Yu mu''an tilted his mouth.


    Feng Yan continued: "I don''t know when I fell in love with you, but I just didn''t want to let you go. Therefore, from the beginning, I only wanted children, to breaking my own rules and compromising and retreating to you again and again, and finally to the extent that I couldn''t want you even if I didn''t want children. Yu mu''an, I''ve fallen into your hands all my life. "