《I Want to Be a VTuber》 Chapter 0 To put it simply, it was a day when the summer cicadas were particularly noisy. When I opened my eyes, I was in the arms of an unfamiliar woman. "Our daughter Seo-yeon is so pretty, isn''t she?" "It''s not easy for babies to be this pretty, but your daughter has a beautiful face." I overheard a conversation between the woman holding me and another woman. I didn''t know exactly who the woman holding me was, but the woman she was talking to was a nurse.@@@@ ''What in the world is this...?'' I felt dizzy. What on earth was happening? ''I definitely collapsed and then...'' I couldn''t remember clearly. I had finally escaped unemployment and was working at my new job when I felt a pain in my chest. I heard the sound of an ambulance, and my last memory was of being carried on a stretcher. And then, I woke up to this situation. ''Hmm.'' I sucked my thumb once and came to a conclusion. My fingers were as small as my tiny mouth. ''I''ve been reincarnated...'' With that thought, I decided to sleep first. My body wasn''t strong enough to resist the overwhelming drowsiness. *** Time passed. When I looked in the mirror, a girl who seemed about five or six years old was crossing her arms and glaring at me. ''Cute.'' I raised my hand and lightly touched the long hair tied in twin tails. It was quite cute, and I liked it. When I brought my face closer to the mirror, I noticed slightly red eyes. ''Is it some strange disease?'' According to the doctor, there was no problem other than the color. It wasn''t very bright red, so from a distance, it looked like a light brown. ''I still can''t get used to this.'' I didn''t notice it immediately when I was first reincarnated. But it didn''t take long to realize that I had been reincarnated as a girl. In my previous life, I was a man. So, how shocking it must have been to reincarnate as a girl. I''m still not fully used to it, but I''ve gotten quite accustomed to it. When I strike various poses while looking at myself in the mirror, I honestly feel like I''m looking at a cute child rather than myself. The reason I haven''t gotten used to it even after five years is probably because of my appearance. Honestly, haven''t I become too cute compared to my previous life? "Ah." My voice was cute too. When I looked in the mirror, I was really satisfied with how cute I was. Reincarnation was definitely worth experiencing. Seo-yeon''s mother, Min Suah, who was secretly watching her, smiled warmly. Seo-yeon was a daughter who never cried or threw tantrums since she was young. She even used honorifics well, unlike a typical child. She often found things to do by herself and was always busy with various activities. "A celebrity?" Her husband, Youngbin Joo, who was watching the news, found his wife''s words puzzling. ''...Her?'' She was his daughter, but she had some odd traits. She was certainly sweet and so cute that he never got tired of her. But sometimes, he had no idea what she was thinking. "Look, our Seo-yeon practices her voice every day while watching children''s shows." "Well, that''s true." Is that voice training? She did talk to herself a lot, but he couldn''t see how that related to voice training. "I secretly watched her, and she does various acting exercises. She was so cute I wanted to hug her." ''Hmm, really?'' Youngbin had his doubts but didn''t say anything. It was a typical reaction from a mother who loved her daughter dearly. "Our Seo-yeon started speaking early, so wouldn''t she be good at acting?" Given that she practiced acting every day, she clearly had an interest. "Well, then how about we let her try an audition for child actors?" Usually, the best way to handle such things is to show them reality. Youngbin thought his daughter was really cute, but he knew that becoming a celebrity wasn''t easy. How many kids have talent? His daughter was unique, but he didn''t think she had much talent. ''Besides, these days, acting requires early education.'' Seo-yeon''s family wasn''t poor, but they didn''t have the money to invest in such extracurricular activities. How could Seo-yeon, who only watched children''s shows, compete with kids who had been studying acting properly? "Shall we?" Suah, on the other hand, smiled brightly, clearly taking it seriously. Youngbin felt a bit guilty. Maybe he was being too harsh on his daughter. ''Well, who knows? She might actually have talent.'' Watching his wife eagerly search for child actor auditions, Youngbin scratched his head. He thought it might be a good idea to give it a proper try. "What? ...A child actor audition?" But this was far from what Seo-yeon wanted for her future. Chapter 1 Chapter 01 My daily life after being reincarnated was quite fulfilling. As soon as I woke up in the morning, I did stretching exercises and then immediately started vocal practice. I also didn''t forget to practice various acting scenes while watching TV. Why bother studying acting? It was all for a proper role-play (RP). What is RP, you ask? Simply put, it''s the persona and concept used for activities as a Vtuber. It¡¯s the setting of the Vtuber character. Among Vtubers, some maintained their RP well, while others did not. Personally, I found Vtubers who didn''t keep their RP to be very off-putting. What''s the difference between that and a regular streamer? ''Though to be honest, I haven''t watched many Vtubers.'' As a busy office worker, I rarely had time to watch them. Even when I did, it was usually shorts or clips uploaded by clippers. ''I should have watched more diligently back then.'' Now, before the industry is fully established, it''s hard to know what to do. The important things for now are vocal training and acting. If I want to be a streamer, I''ll need some natural talent too... ''Broadcasting skills are hard to grasp without actually doing it.'' There were many challenges. Whether a streamer or a Vtuber, coming up with content is the most crucial part. If I plan ahead from now, I won''t struggle in the future. ''I''m sure I''ll be good at gaming, right?'' After all, being reincarnated should come with otherworldly reflexes. So I didn''t worry about the gaming aspect. ''But what kind of RP would be good?'' Thinking about the Vtuber concept was enjoyable in many ways. Since my free time would decrease once I entered kindergarten next year, it was better to plan ahead. ''Hmm, now that I think about it, I could do it as a guy Vtuber.'' Since my male consciousness was still stronger, I thought about that, but soon shook my head. It would be foolish to waste the advantage of being born with a good voice. So, I faithfully continued my daily routine. By the time what would have exhausted my past self within a month became a habit.@@@@ "My dear, would you like to try auditioning for child actors?" My mother suddenly said that to me. *** "Even though it''s an open audition, really..." Casting director Kim Hyung-seok scratched his head and sighed. They were holding an audition to find a child actor for a commercial, but he couldn''t shake off the feeling that they had made a mistake. "Wouldn''t it have been easier to use a known child actor?" One staff member''s remark made Kim Hyung-seok shake his head. "Is that possible? We don''t have the budget for that." "Why is the client so stingy...?" The staff grumbled, but there was no other choice. It wasn''t a big corporate ad, but a small job from a mid-sized company. Kim Hyung-seok had been a casting director for a long time, but this situation was rare. Usually, they would just run an ad online instead of squeezing out a budget to film a commercial. Even the CF director was clearly a rookie without much experience. ''He''s obviously a parachute hire.'' There''s no way a young person like him would be directing a commercial without some connections. Everything was handled cheaply. It was absurd that the highest-paid person was himself, the casting director. The fact that they had a proper studio prepared was a stroke of luck. Knowing this, the rookie CF director came over to greet him first. "Haha, well, please take care of me. I just moved from advertising design to this." This was Ji-yeon''s first gig. Even the management at Galaxy Entertainment had said so. With Ji-yeon''s skills, she should easily pass a small audition like this. They were participating for the experience and to add a small line to her resume. Clunk. While thinking that, the door to the waiting room opened. Being close to the door, Hong Jin-hee glanced over. "...!" A cute girl with neatly laid long black hair. What stood out was the strange eye color. Combined with her clear face and neat appearance, she was prettier than any child actor Hong Jin-hee had seen at the agency. But if it was just her appearance that stood out, Hong Jin-hee wouldn''t have been so surprised. ''She has a different aura.'' A strangely detached feeling. It was different from the aura of actors, yet somewhat similar. [ Do you know who she is? ] [ How would I know? ] It wasn''t just her who felt this way, as the waiting room became more lively. Amidst the murmuring atmosphere, Seo-yeon''s mother, Suah, smiled brightly. "Look, there are friends here, Seo-yeon. But you know you''re the prettiest, right?" Holding her presumed mother''s hand, Seo-yeon walked in with strange maturity. Usually, a typical child would respond to such a mother''s words with a cute reaction like ''Really??'' or ''Oh, stop kidding~''. "Yes." Her response was firm, as if it was obvious. Not just in her mother''s eyes, but she seemed confident that she was the prettiest in this audition. As a result, the mothers at the audition couldn''t help but wonder who this child was. Was she already an actress somewhere? They exchanged brief opinions but couldn''t gather any information. ''Hmm.'' Watching them, Seo-yeon crossed her arms and nodded. ''This is also an experience.'' Actor auditions. Honestly, it was something I had never expected, so I was initially surprised. But thinking about it more, it seemed like a good opportunity. ''This is also acting, after all.'' Considering my future debut as a Vtuber, it seemed beneficial to have such experiences. It would help with RP and improve my conversation skills. ''I can even use stories about having appeared in CFs or having child actor experience later.'' So, I didn''t care much about the result of this audition. ''Of course, I''m the prettiest.'' My TS appearance is invincible. Ordinary girls can''t compare. Knowing that auditions aren''t based solely on looks, Seo-yeon calmly plopped down on an empty seat. There wasn''t a trace of the tension that a typical child would show in such an audition. [ Is she an experienced child actor? ] [ Or... maybe she''s really from a management agency. ] Though no manager was visible, it''s common for mothers to take on that role for child actors. So, it wouldn''t be surprising if Seo-yeon was from a management or a major agency. ''Our Seo-yeon is so poised.'' While various mothers and some staff whispered among themselves, Seo-yeon''s mother, Suah, kept gently stroking Seoyeon''s round head. To her, her daughter was simply the cutest. Chapter 2 Chapter 02 First Audition (1) ¡®Ju Seo-yeon, it¡¯s Ju Seo-yeon.¡¯ CF director Cho Min-tae observed the atmosphere in the waiting room. As expected, the girl he had his eye on was attracting all the attention. ¡®It¡¯s not just about her face.¡¯ There was an atmosphere, a presence that captivated everyone around her. Having followed his father''s work from a young age, Cho Min-tae had seen many actors. Actors always had beautiful and impressive appearances, but beyond that, they had something that captured people¡¯s attention. That girl, Ju Seo-yeon, had that kind of presence. It wasn¡¯t quite an aura yet, but she had something that drew people¡¯s eyes to her. ¡°She definitely has a good vibe. It would be great if her acting matches her looks.¡± Great minds think alike. Casting director Kim Hyung-seok also had his eye on Seo-yeon. However, his expectations weren¡¯t as high as Cho Min-tae¡¯s. ¡®There are kids like that sometimes.¡¯ Kids who are pretty and have a good presence. But looks are just looks. If you¡¯re not going to be a model, being an actor is all about acting. Even if it¡¯s just a simple commercial. Especially since this CF involved not just one actor, but another actor as well. ¡®I need to prepare for that too.¡¯ With the child actors being like this, he wondered if they could find a decent adult actor. ¡°It seems like everyone¡¯s here. How about we start?¡± ¡°Yes, let¡¯s hurry. We don¡¯t have much time.¡± Most of the kids they had identified from their profiles seemed to have arrived, and it was about 10 minutes to the scheduled audition time of 12 PM. Hyung-seok stood up, opened the waiting room door, and called out. ¡°We will start the audition now. You have your number tags, right? Come in order from number 1.¡± His dry words caused a wave of tension to sweep through the waiting room. ¡°Ji-yeon, you don¡¯t need to be nervous. Just do what you always do.¡± ¡°Yes, Mom.¡± Ji-yeon, the only child affiliated with a management agency, also showed signs of nerves. Her mother, Hong Jin-hee, tried to calm her daughter while glancing at Seo-yeon. ¡®Is that kid¡¯s heart made of steel? No change in her expression.¡¯ Jin-hee frowned as she looked at Seoyeon¡¯s unperturbed face, but soon smiled. ¡®But with that kind of dull expression, her acting won¡¯t be worth seeing.¡¯ An actor''s job is to convey emotions through acting. This fact doesn¡¯t change even for a small CF. In fact, because CFs are like short one-act plays, emotional elements needed to be maximized. But if a kid was that dull, they¡¯d surely be poor at expressing emotions. ¡®Why is she smiling at me?¡¯ Seo-yeon wondered if there was something on her face. There was a woman who had been glaring at her for a while. ¡°Seoyeon, you mustn¡¯t be nervous. Understand? If you get nervous, hold my hand tightly.¡± ¡°Yes.¡± It wasn¡¯t Seo-yeon who was nervous, but her mother, Suah. Seo-yeon held Suah¡¯s hand to calm her, not because she was nervous. ¡®This is odd. Isn¡¯t the acting my job?¡¯ With that thought, Seo-yeon focused on today¡¯s CF. ¡®It¡¯s a food commercial, right?¡¯ Although she didn¡¯t know exactly what product it was, she could guess it was something food-related. This meant she needed to act like she was eating something. ¡®It¡¯s important to eat deliciously.¡¯ Though the concept wasn¡¯t established yet, a few years later, the idea of mukbang would emerge. However, this wasn¡¯t directly relevant to Vtubers. For Vtubers, mukbang could be part of their content, but it couldn¡¯t be the main attraction. Still, it was good to have versatility. Mukbang was content after all. ¡°Seo-yeon, look, the kids who went in before are coming out.¡± Suah whispered to Seo-yeon. Turning her gaze, Seo-yeon saw the kids walking out of the audition room with dejected faces. They clearly hadn¡¯t received good feedback. ¡°Next, number 5, please come in.¡± Numbers continued to be called. Seo-yeon¡¯s number was 22, which meant she was quite far down the line. ¡°Number 13.¡± As she pondered what kind of food it might be, the kid affiliated with the management agency stood up. Though her face showed signs of tension, she was clearly better off than the others. ¡°Yes, it seems so.¡± Cho Min-tae and Kim Hyung-seok nodded as they exchanged such comments. There were 25 kids in total for today¡¯s audition, so it was almost over. ¡°Given that she entered a management agency at a young age, she seems to have some skills.¡± Kim Hyung-seok said this as he roughly closed the remaining profiles. He thought there was no point in looking further. ¡°Yes, that¡¯s true...¡± However, Cho Min-tae was still dissatisfied. As a CF director, it was his first job, so he wanted to work with a good actor. ¡®But things in life aren¡¯t that easy.¡¯ With a limited budget, good actors wouldn¡¯t come to such an ad. It was clear that the ad wouldn¡¯t get much exposure anyway. ¡°There¡¯s still number 22 left, right? The kid you were eyeing earlier.¡± ¡°Oh, right.¡± Cho Min-tae scratched his head and looked at the profile of number 22 he had just called. ¡®No acting experience. This is her first time.¡¯ Like the other kids who came to audition today, there was nothing special about her profile. Initially, he had high hopes, but after seeing the other kids¡¯ skills, he realized how important experience was. ¡°It would be great if she could perform at least half as well as she looks.¡± ¡°Yes, that would be really nice...¡± Clunk! In the middle of their conversation, the door opened, and a small child walked in. With long black hair and strangely colored eyes, her pale face looked like a porcelain doll, almost unreal. If not for the mother following behind, they might have kept staring. ¡°Oh, the guardian can sit over there.¡± ¡°Yes, yes.¡± The mother was so nervous that she clumsily took her seat, a stark contrast to her expressionless daughter. ¡®Or maybe the daughter is also nervous in her own way.¡¯ Cho Min-tae nodded at Seo-yeon, who was seated neatly. From the moment he first saw her, he felt she had a very proper posture. Her back was straight, and her gaze was forward. Receiving her direct gaze, Cho Min-tae spoke. ¡°So, your name is Seo-yeon, right?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± ¡°Did they tell you what kind of acting you¡¯ll be doing today?¡± ¡°I only heard it was food-related.¡± Her calm answer lacked any fluctuation. With such a flat tone, their expectations for her acting dropped further. ¡°Alright, then you¡¯ll be acting as if you¡¯re drinking something. Imagine drinking cold milk deliciously.¡± This was purely improvised. She wasn¡¯t given any preparation about the advertisement or the character. It was impromptu acting without a script. Typically, in such cases, kids react with confusion or at least show it on their faces. ¡°Yes.¡± But again, she responded with a very short answer. Cho Min-tae exchanged glances with Kim Hyung-seok, laughing wryly. ¡®This isn¡¯t going to work, right?¡¯ ¡®With such a stoic expression... acting with food will be tough.¡¯ Their exchanged looks conveyed this meaning. In these auditions, the casting director¡¯s opinion often carried more weight than the director¡¯s. With Kim Hyung-seok almost set on casting Ji-yeon, it would be hard for Seo-yeon to succeed unless she performed exceptionally well. ¡®What a shame.¡¯ He really wanted to work with her. As Cho Min-tae thought this, something happened. ¡°Phew.¡± A smile appeared on Seo-yeon¡¯s lips. It was a bright, cheerful smile, far from the expressionless face she had before. The atmosphere changed. The dullness turned bright. ¡®What¡¯s this?¡¯ Cho Min-tae¡¯s eyes widened as he watched Seoyeon¡¯s hand move in slow motion. She grasped something. When thinking of drinking, people generally mimic holding a cup. But Seo-yeon¡¯s hand shape was different. It was mimicking a carton. A milk carton. Not the usual 200ml size, but a long, 190ml soy milk carton. Chapter 3 Chapter 03 First Audition First Audition (2) Some people are said to be born to be actors. Kim Hyung-seok had been a casting director for a long time, but he had never met such a person. He had seen many impressive performances, but the phrase "born to be an actor" always seemed like an exaggeration. ¡®They exist.¡¯ However, the saying he once thought was an exaggeration now seemed very real. ¡®A person born to be an actor.¡¯ Just by smiling, the atmosphere changed. The child, who seemed emotionless, suddenly became lively and cheerful. Was she holding a cup? No, from the hand shape, it looked like she was holding a milk carton or something longer, like a soy milk carton. ¡°Wow, what¡¯s this, big sister?¡± With a bright smile and chatty demeanor, Cho Min-tae and Kim Hyung-seok couldn¡¯t take their eyes off her. ¡®Her gaze is directed upwards.¡¯ She was acting as if she was with someone. ¡®How?¡¯ They had only instructed her to act like she was drinking cold milk deliciously. They hadn¡¯t mentioned that this commercial involved two people. The girl mimicked holding a straw with her two fingers. She pretended to insert it into the soy milk carton in her right hand and took a sip.@@@@ A simple action. Gulp. But just watching her made their throats move involuntarily. She had a charm that made people want to drink something too. ¡®It doesn¡¯t feel awkward.¡¯ The most painful thing to watch is when an actor isn¡¯t immersed in their performance. If they find their acting awkward or embarrassing, the viewers will feel the same discomfort and embarrassment. This is due to empathy, the ability to share and understand another''s feelings. Thus, good acting should be able to evoke that empathy to the fullest. Can a child around five years old do that? Could they? ¡°...I¡¯m done.¡± Lost in watching her performance, they were startled when the girl spoke. She was now back to her expressionless face as if the lively performance earlier had been a lie. ¡°Oh, um.¡± Cho Min-tae couldn¡¯t find the words to say. He could have praised her for being great, but that was the same compliment he had given to number 13 earlier. Repeating the same words felt inappropriate given the disparity in their performances. ¡®Is she really a child actor?¡¯ Of all the child actors Cho Min-tae had seen, only a few could perform at this level. Most of them were older than Ju Seoyeon by a year or two. ¡®Wasn¡¯t this her first audition?¡¯ A child with such acting skills wouldn¡¯t have failed every audition. Good child actors were rare, and her performance at her first audition was this skilled. If she wasn¡¯t born to be an actor, who else could claim that title? ¡®It seems...¡¯ ¡®We¡¯ve made our decision, right?¡¯ Cho Min-tae and Kim Hyung-seok exchanged opinions and nodded. ¡°You were the best child actor I¡¯ve seen recently.¡± ¡°Your performance was excellent today. We¡¯ll notify you of the results by email or phone later.¡± After saying this, they continued to praise Seo-yeon. They praised her for immersing herself in the emotions and for her delicate expressions. ¡®Hmm.¡¯ Listening to their compliments, Seo-yeon tilted her head. ¡®Is it really that great?¡¯ It felt like an exaggeration. Honestly, she didn¡¯t know how good her acting was. She had practiced in front of the mirror, but it was hard to gauge her own performance. ¡®Daydreaming might have helped.¡¯ Seo-yeon sat maturely on the sofa. She watched the TV show Pingpong with a serious face, as if the audition success was a matter of course. ¡®Hmm.¡¯ Without taking her eyes off the TV, Seo-yeon tilted her head slightly. She wanted to turn to look at Youngbin, but her eyes stayed fixed on the TV. Perhaps her mind was influenced by her younger body, finding Pingpong more entertaining than expected. Anyway. ¡®...I got accepted.¡¯ In her past life, she had never passed an audition on the first try. Who knew it would turn out like this? After a moment of contemplation, Seo-yeon spoke up. There was no real problem with accepting, after all. ¡°I want to try it.¡± ¡°Really?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± Appearing in a CF would bring in some income. Knowing this, Youngbin decided how to handle that income for their daughter. ¡°All the money will be saved in your account, Seo-yeon. You can use it when you grow up.¡± For university, or any other expenses. Ensuring this showed that Youngbin and Suah were really good parents, unlike her past parents. ¡®Money, huh. I¡¯ll definitely need it.¡¯ Thinking about her debut as a Vtuber, she realized she would need a lot of money. Possibly more than a regular streamer. Regular streaming equipment, a 3D model, full tracking equipment. She might even need a separate room. Soundproofing... there were so many expenses to consider. ¡®I need to save up.¡¯ Seoyeon didn¡¯t want to burden her parents. Initially, it felt awkward, but now they were precious to her, and she wanted to manage on her own. Moreover, she still felt like an adult mentally. Doing what she wanted to do by herself was her motto. ¡°If you¡¯ve decided, let¡¯s go together next time, okay?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± ¡°Good. And well done on passing the audition. You¡¯re amazing!¡± With Youngbin patting her head energetically, Seo-yeon nodded. She didn¡¯t know why she passed the audition. But since she did, she planned to do her best. *** In a small studio in Seocho-gu, Seoul, Kim Jung-ha, who was waiting for the audition to start, let out a nervous sigh. ¡®Let¡¯s do well, let¡¯s do well.¡¯ This was practically her first job. She had tried many auditions but never got a proper role. Currently a freelancer without an agency. If she could catch attention with this CF, she might find a decent agency. ¡®I shouldn¡¯t overdo the emotions.¡¯ Her consistent failure in auditions was due to her acting not matching the advertisement¡¯s tone. Even in drama extras, her acting stood out too much. So she often ended up with roles that didn¡¯t even have lines. ¡°Jung-ha, don¡¯t be too nervous. What¡¯s a pro? Just do as per the payment.¡± ¡°Ha, haha.¡± Trying to relax her, a staff member¡¯s words made Jung-ha laugh awkwardly. The payment for this ad wasn¡¯t much, so they couldn¡¯t get a big name actor, which is why they hired someone like her. ¡°By the way, I heard from Director Cho that the child actor coming today is amazing?¡± ¡°Amazing?¡± ¡°Yes, yes. The casting director and others were raving about her. I couldn¡¯t tell if it was real or not with all the hype.¡± As someone who had only received positive feedback once, Jung-ha felt envious. And that one positive feedback was from her recent audition. ¡®I wonder what kind of kid she is.¡¯ Still, Jung-ha thought, ¡®She¡¯s just a kid.¡¯ Especially since child actors in such small ads were often average or below. But. ¡°Hello, Kim Jung-ha.¡± Seeing the politely greeting child, Jung-ha had to change her mind. She realized there truly are geniuses in this world. Chapter 4 Chapter 04 First Shoot (1) ¡®Hmm.¡¯ Crossing my arms and closing my eyes gently, I thought. ¡®I¡¯m nervous.¡¯ Even though my gender had changed, I was still human. Fear was still fear, and nervousness was still nervousness. ¡®I wasn¡¯t like this during the audition.¡¯ To be honest, I had expected to fail the audition. Maybe the mindset of treating it all as an experience worked to my advantage. ¡°Oh my, Seo-yeon, are you nervous?¡± ¡°No, I¡¯m not.¡± ¡°Yes, you are.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not.¡± At times like this, Suah was particularly perceptive about my feelings. When I glared at her with a pouty face, she hugged me tightly with her large chest. Hmph, whatever. ¡°Looks like this is the studio. Let¡¯s go in.¡± At my father Joo Youngbin¡¯s words, I nodded. I couldn¡¯t quite gauge the size of the studio. After all, it was my first time in such a place.@@@@ ¡°Ah, you¡¯ve arrived.¡± As we entered the studio, CF director Cho Min-tae greeted us as if he had been waiting. While my parents exchanged brief conversations with him, I looked around the studio. ¡®Interesting.¡¯ Reflectors, cameras, and various props were placed in a rectangular space. It was quite charmingly arranged, probably by the staff in advance. It felt entirely different from the audition room, which was just a bit more spacious. It felt more professional, I suppose. ¡°Hello.¡± ¡°Oh, you¡¯re Ju Seo-yeon. I¡¯m looking forward to your performance today.¡± I scurried around and bowed to the staff. A child¡¯s deep bow is a very powerful weapon. When I was my previous self, my nieces¡¯ deep bows made me instinctively open my wallet. Especially now, with my own cuteness added, it was natural for the staff¡¯s expressions to soften. ¡®Managing reputation is important.¡¯ Who knows, I might succeed as a Vtuber and make it onto a broadcast. It was important to prepare for any possibility. ¡°Oh my, how cute.¡± ¡°I wish my daughter was half as cute as her...¡± As expected, sighs of admiration followed my deep bows. ¡®Huh?¡¯ As I greeted everyone, a particular woman caught my eye. She sat in a white plastic chair, looking very anxious and deep in thought. ¡®Kim Jung-ha.¡¯ The Kim Jung-ha I knew was a ten-million-ticket-selling actress. Seeing this ¡®pre-success¡¯ version of her was quite unfamiliar. ¡°Hello, Ms. Kim Jung-ha.¡± When I greeted her with a deep bow, her eyes widened. ¡°Oh, are you the child actor in this CF?¡± ¡°Yes, that¡¯s right. My name is Ju Seo-yeon.¡± The term ¡®child actor¡¯ felt a bit awkward, but I accepted it for now. ¡°Wow, really... people are indeed different.¡± ¡°Pardon?¡± ¡°...Nothing.¡± Kim Jung-ha murmured and then slouched back into her plastic chair, looking very different from the person I had expected. ¡®This is the person who filmed that CF?¡¯ Kim Jung-ha, who always appeared bright and cheerful on various shows, now looked like someone who might never leave the house¡ªa hikikomori, a loner. ¡®Can we sync up?¡¯ Already feeling nervous, I couldn¡¯t believe Kim Jung-ha was like this. I decided it was best to abandon any hope of relying on her seniority for confidence. ¡°Ms. Jung-ha! Ms. Seo-yeon!¡± At that moment, another staff member gestured toward us. ¡°It¡¯s time to start filming. You¡¯ve memorized your scripts, right?¡± ¡°Oh, the second scene?¡± Cho Min-tae looked at the script for the second scene. He had wanted to create a more familial atmosphere, so he wasn¡¯t entirely fond of this scene. ¡®It¡¯s too lively.¡¯ He glanced at Jung-ha. ¡®Can she handle it?¡¯ Static acting has its challenges. Lively acting can easily become overly childish. Kim Jung-ha, who struggled with static acting, handling a lively role... ¡°Okay, let¡¯s try it.¡± They weren¡¯t making progress with the first scene anyway. The biggest hurdle in filming food commercials is the eating part. Even though it was just soy milk, it was easier for them to bring out emotions when eating. So they began filming again. ¡°Huh?¡± ¡°This is good.¡± The staff¡¯s eyes filled with surprise. As soon as the acting switched to lively, Kim Jung-ha began to shine. Her once gloomy performance now brimmed with energy. In fact, her energy was almost overwhelming. ¡®And she matches it perfectly.¡¯ In this commercial, Jung-ha and Seo-yeon were playing the roles of sisters. A cheerful older sister and a lively younger sister. Seo-yeon¡¯s performance was exceptional, embodying the lively younger sister perfectly. ¡®This is it.¡¯ While the staff were merely impressed, Cho Min-tae felt chills. This performance was exactly like what Seo-yeon had shown during the audition. ¡®How can it be so identical?¡¯ It didn¡¯t make sense. There was no way the script had been leaked. Lost in watching the performance, he forgot to call for a cut. ¡°Oh, I¡¯m sorry. Cut, cut! This is great. This will work.¡± Despite the previous struggles, they got an okay sign in one take. Wiping the sweat from her forehead, Kim Jung-ha couldn¡¯t believe it. ¡®One take? Really?¡¯ Having confidence in lively acting, she had desperately tried to bring the scene to life. But she hadn¡¯t expected an okay sign in one take. ¡®Did she know this would happen?¡¯ Seo-yeon¡¯s suggestion to switch to the second scene now seemed incredibly insightful. ¡®It must be a coincidence, right?¡¯ If it was intentional, it would be terrifying. How could she have known? ¡°Okay, let¡¯s review the footage. Ms. Jung-ha, Ms. Seoyeon, come over here.¡± Jung-ha and Seo-yeon approached the camera to review the footage. On the small screen, the scene they had just filmed played back. ¡°Big sister, it¡¯s soy milk!¡± The lively cry from Seo-yeon started the video. Watching it, the staff were impressed, and Jung-ha blinked in awe. ¡®Wow, it¡¯s so clean.¡¯ Is filming supposed to be this easy? She wondered, glancing at Cho Min-tae¡¯s face. ¡®Huh?¡¯ Cho Min-tae¡¯s expression was slightly furrowed. And it wasn¡¯t just him. Seo-yeon also seemed deep in thought. ¡°This is strange. This seems quite good...¡± Cho Min-tae replayed the video several times, scrutinizing it. Kim Jung-ha¡¯s acting was flawless. Seo-yeon¡¯s performance was excellent. Or was it? Was this really okay? ¡°I think we should shoot it again.¡± Before Cho Min-tae could say anything, Seo-yeon spoke up. It was her first time filming a CF. It was also her first time reviewing footage like this. But even without much experience, she could tell if something was off. Especially if it was her own fault. ¡°I didn¡¯t do well.¡± Jung-ha couldn¡¯t understand what Seo-yeon was talking about. What was wrong with the last shoot? ¡®Oh.¡¯ Then she realized why Seoyeon suggested redoing it. Footnotes Hikikimori is a Japanese term that refers to a phenomenon where individuals, typically young adults, withdraw from society and remain isolated in their homes for extended periods, often for months or years. ?Method acting is a technique used by actors to create a more authentic and immersive performance.The goal is to become the character, not just play the role. ?Static acting refers to a style of performance where the actor''s physical movements and facial expressions are minimal and restrained. ? Chapter 5 First Audition (2) To be honest, at first, it felt pretty good. Despite being nervous, my body didn¡¯t shake and did its job well. ¡®And this time, I even have a cheat sheet.¡¯ The commercial I saw in my previous life came back to me with remarkable clarity. I remembered Kim Jung-ha¡¯s acting and the performance of the child actor, Lee Ji-yeon, as if they were etched into my mind. I can do this. This should be fine. Thinking optimistically like that, I went into the shoot. ¡®...Something¡¯s off.¡¯ The girl on camera was lively and full of energy, unlike myself. However, it was still clearly ¡®Ju Seo-yeon.¡¯ This meant that my RP (role-playing) or acting wasn¡¯t up to par. ¡®What¡¯s the problem?¡¯ Even after thinking it over, I couldn¡¯t figure it out. I had never formally studied acting; all I had done was mimic children¡¯s shows and exercises. Although I had acted out characters in my imagination, I had never directly filmed and reviewed it. ¡°Hmmm...¡± Director Cho Min-tae also had a worried look on his face. ¡°Honestly, it could work as it is.¡± He responded to my suggestion to re-shoot. ¡°Frankly speaking, there isn¡¯t a significant issue. Right?¡± ¡°Ah, yes.¡± ¡°I honestly can¡¯t pinpoint what¡¯s wrong.¡± ¡°Just... it feels a bit off.¡± A staff member made a casual comment, but it struck a chord with me. Something felt off. ¡®Yeah, that¡¯s it. There¡¯s an odd feeling.¡¯ Why is that? As I stared at the video intently, someone tapped my shoulder. ¡°Ms. Kim Jung-ha?¡± ¡°Um... well...¡± She seemed hesitant to speak, as if questioning her right to say anything. Some staff members shook their heads at her. Despite her good performance in this scene, she had shown inconsistent results previously. It might have seemed presumptuous for her to give advice after just one decent performance. But I knew better. Kim Jung-ha was a future ten-million-ticket-selling actress, recognized for her talent by millions. ¡°Ms. Kim Jung-ha.¡± ¡°Yes?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve never properly learned acting.¡± At my words, her eyes blinked in surprise. She might have thought I was boasting. ¡°So, of course, I have a lot of shortcomings. If you notice anything off, please let me know.¡± I learned something during my time working: if you don¡¯t know something, ask. That saying doesn¡¯t always hold in the workplace. ¡®Figure it out on your own,¡¯ was what my boss often said. But Kim Jung-ha wasn¡¯t my old boss. Well, she did have the same last name, but at least Kim Jung-ha wouldn¡¯t yell at me for asking questions. She wasn¡¯t stupid. She must have known that unsolicited advice could be met with ridicule, given her recent performances. Still, she tried to tell me something. So, I wanted to hear what she had to say. ¡°...This is really just my personal opinion.¡± My words seemed to reach her as she stammered a bit. ¡°Seo-yeon, your emotional acting is incredible. It¡¯s amazing for someone your age. Honestly, I can¡¯t even come close.¡± With trembling hands, she pointed to the replaying video. ¡°But emotional acting alone can¡¯t convey everything on a small TV screen.¡± Her words made my eyes widen. ¡®Oh.¡¯ I understood what she was trying to say. Cho Min-tae also let out a small exclamation. ¡°Yes, exactly. That¡¯s the feeling. Seo-yeon, you said you¡¯ve never learned acting?¡± ¡°Come on, it¡¯s time for Pingping, your favorite show.¡± She turned on the TV to distract her daughter, who often whined about the failed audition. ¡°Huh?¡± As they waited for Pingping to start, a commercial came on. ¡°Mom.¡± ¡°Yes?¡± ¡°I think I¡¯ve seen her before.¡± Jin-hee nodded at her daughter¡¯s comment. She had the same thought. It was a soy milk commercial for a new brand they hadn¡¯t heard of. ¡°Sis! Is this milk?¡± It started with a long-haired girl pouting. Then, a lively woman appeared, wagging her finger. ¡°No way. It¡¯s soy milk I bought for you.¡± ¡°Soy milk?¡± The girl held the soy milk, closed her eyes tightly, and sucked on the straw. Her sidelong glances at her sister were irresistibly cute. ¡°Wow! It¡¯s sweet!¡± The colors brightened, and the girl¡¯s face lit up. She bounced energetically, making it hard to take your eyes off her. In the vibrant colors, she bounced around brightly, and the benefits of soy milk were naturally highlighted as the girl¡¯s face was shown in close-up. Bang-! The bold text Pure Soy Milk appeared at the end. ¡°Mom.¡± By the time Jin-hee came to her senses, her daughter Ji-yeon was tugging at her sleeve. From her daughter¡¯s sulky face, it seemed she had been calling her for a while. ¡®That¡¯s why.¡¯ Jin-hee realized why her daughter hadn¡¯t gotten the role. ¡®That¡¯s why we lost.¡¯ She adored her daughter, but she couldn¡¯t imagine her performing like that. *** I was exhausted. My mom dragged me out early in the morning. ¡°Mom, I¡¯m hypotensive...¡± ¡°Oh, come on, Seo-yeon. You¡¯re not hypotensive.¡± Well, she wasn¡¯t wrong, but I hated moving in the morning, having been severely hypotensive in my previous life. ¡°And Seo-yeon, you need to get used to waking up early since you¡¯ll be going to kindergarten soon.¡± ¡°Kindergarten...¡± Just the name made me not want to go. Such a pointless, tedious place. Ju Seo-yeon, age six. I was starting to wish time would speed up. At least middle and high school would be more interesting. But kindergarten? ¡°Mom, we don¡¯t have to rush.¡± Rubbing my eyes, I told my mom. My mom, Suah, frowned as if questioning what I was saying. ¡°We would have left earlier if our pretty daughter hadn¡¯t slept until the sun was high in the sky.¡± ¡°...¡± Well, I understood why she was nagging me. She had been like this since yesterday. ¡®Since we watched the CF yesterday.¡¯ Yesterday was the debut of the CF we had filmed months ago. Mom had been recording it diligently, hugging me tightly while calling me a genius. ¡®They¡¯ll have plenty of stock.¡¯ Pure Soy Milk from Garam Dream was a product that sold moderately well. It wasn¡¯t a hot seller but sold decently thanks to Kim Jung-ha¡¯s commercial. ¡®How much soy milk can people buy?¡¯ Even the local store was quite large, so they should have had plenty of stock. Or so I thought. ¡°...Sold out?¡± ¡°Yes, it all sold out in the morning. I should have stocked more.¡± The store lady¡¯s words made my mom turn her eyes on me with a look of deep resentment. I never imagined it would sell out. Chapter 6 Growth (1)@@@@ The fact that the soy milk sold out on the first day was shocking, but I didn''t dwell on it too much. ''They probably didn''t stock much in the first place.'' However, contrary to my thoughts, the soy milk sold far better than I had expected. It wasn¡¯t always sold out, but it was selling far more than what I remembered from my previous life. Nowadays, people even recognized me when I walked around with Mom. ¡ªAren¡¯t you the kid from the soy milk commercial? ¡ªWow, she lives in our neighborhood. ¡ªShe¡¯s so cute! But she looks a bit different from the commercial. I wasn¡¯t exactly a celebrity, but some local moms started to recognize me and strike up conversations. That was it, for now. ¡°Seo-yeon! Mommy finally bought a ton of soy milk!¡± ¡°...Mom, you should drink it all.¡± ¡°What do you mean? You drank it so deliciously in the commercial... Oh, don¡¯t tell me you don¡¯t like soy milk?¡± Mom sounded genuinely surprised. Just like she said, I didn''t like regular milk. It tastes weird! I could tolerate low-fat milk, but I couldn''t say I liked it. ¡°Soy milk is better, but... I just don¡¯t like beans.¡± ¡°Oh my, my daughter is such a good actress. I thought you loved soy milk.¡± Well, I had to act like I enjoyed it. I couldn¡¯t very well show my dislike on camera. ''Did she really buy three boxes?'' In any case, I couldn¡¯t leave Mom to drink all that soy milk by herself, so I had to help her finish it. ¡°But Seo-yeon, you do have things you dislike, huh?¡± ¡°...What?¡± I turned my gaze away without answering. In my past life, I didn¡¯t have clear preferences for likes and dislikes. Especially with things like milk; showing that I disliked something usually meant getting ignored. Recently, these preferences naturally emerged, perhaps as my memories from my past life faded. ¡®Is it because of acting?¡¯ Or maybe it¡¯s because I became a girl. Who knows why? ¡°Mommy wants to know everything you like and dislike, so you have to tell me, okay?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± ¡°Oh, Seo-yeon.¡± Mom pushed the boxes of soy milk aside and checked to see if Dad was around before speaking softly. ¡°Director Cho contacted me. He asked if you¡¯d be interested in doing more TV commercials.¡± ¡°Commercials? But I don¡¯t want to go through auditions...¡± ¡°Well, according to Director Cho, some advertisers liked your performance in the CF.¡± Finding talented child actors isn''t impossible, but it¡¯s rare. Children who lack acting skills often become kid models. So, being an ¡®actor¡¯ already implies a certain level of talent. Like Lee Ji-yeon, who I met at the audition. ¡°Why me?¡± ¡°It must be because of the soy milk commercial, right?¡± The soy milk commercial... It certainly had a greater impact than in my previous life. ¡®Well, it¡¯s not bad to try various types of acting.¡¯ The money from the CF went into my bank account. It wasn''t much, but it was the first money I earned in this world, so I felt quite proud. ¡°Okay.¡± There probably aren¡¯t many CFs I can do. Acting is somewhat related to being a VTuber, and honestly, it¡¯s fun. I want to be a VTuber because it was my only hobby in my past life. I can become someone completely different. *** Three months after turning six, I started kindergarten for the first time in both lives. I had never attended kindergarten in my previous life. ¡®Hmm.¡¯ Amidst the colorful, uniformed children, I stood with my arms crossed. It was the kindergarten entrance ceremony. I could see Mom waving at me from a distance. ¡°The casting was excellent. Kim Jung-ha and the child actor were both amazing.¡± Cho Min-tae awkwardly smiled at the head of Garam Dream¡¯s advertising team. ¡®If you think they¡¯re so great, why not remember their names?¡¯ Despite being told several times, the team leader didn¡¯t seem to remember ¡®Ju Seo-yeon¡¯s¡¯ name. How many people really remember child actors'' names anyway? ¡°Thanks to you, our sales have increased sevenfold. It¡¯s all thanks to you, Director. So please consider working with us on the next commercial. We¡¯ll make sure you¡¯re well compensated.¡± ¡°Yes, of course. I¡¯ll let you know as soon as I have some free time.¡± ¡°Thank you so much.¡± After hanging up the call with the team leader, Cho Min-tae sighed. ¡®No way.¡¯ He had no intention of working with people who couldn¡¯t remember the actors¡¯ names or paid poorly. However, he was proud that he had made the names Kim Jung-ha and Ju Seo-yeon known. Connections with talented actors are invaluable for a director. Cho Min-tae hoped that both Kim Jung-ha and Seo-yeon would grow and succeed. For the future films he would direct. ¡°That commercial was quite good.¡± His father¡¯s voice came from behind him. Turning, he saw his father, Jo Bang-woo, with his hair turning white. Jo Bang-woo was a renowned director known for several hits and was Min-tae¡¯s role model. The only regret was that his father had never directed a ten-million-ticket film. ¡°Especially that kid. Did you pick her?¡± ¡°Yes. She was exceptional from the audition.¡± ¡°Hmm.¡± Jo Bang-woo stroked his chin. The girl was only five or six years old. ¡°When I watched the unedited footage, I saw some flaws.¡± ¡°But her emotional acting was extraordinarily good.¡± ¡°Like method acting?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± Method acting is a double-edged sword. Some actors take months to recover after immersing themselves in a role. Seo-yeon seemed to be the type who fully immersed herself in her role. Her acting showed that. However, she easily snapped out of those emotions. ¡°That might be due to inexperience or another reason.¡± ¡°Another reason?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± Even though Jo Bang-woo was saying this, he wasn¡¯t sure of the reason either. After all, he had only seen her in one commercial. ¡°If she tries more serious acting instead of just commercials, we might find out the reason.¡± ¡°What?¡± Bang-woo had watched the commercial several times. This child needed more than just commercials. If she only did commercials, her skills might develop unevenly. Especially during the formative years, she might pick up bad habits. ¡°They mentioned offering her another commercial, right? When does that end?¡± ¡°About a month from now. They¡¯re about to start shooting.¡± ¡°Hmm, a month.¡± Commercials take a lot of time for editing and scheduling. The shoot itself wouldn¡¯t take long. So, there was a perfect opportunity. ¡°There¡¯s a historical drama audition coming up. I think it¡¯s worth a try.¡± ¡°...What?¡± ¡°If she¡¯s interested, I can recommend her under my name.¡± This was unusual. But he felt it was a waste to let this talent be confined to commercials. ¡°A historical drama? You mean...¡± ¡°Yes, KMB is planning to air a fantasy historical drama. The name is...¡± After a moment of thought, Jo Bang-woo continued. ¡°The Sun Hidden by the Moon, or something like that.¡± If Seo-yeon had heard the name, she would have been surprised. ¡®The Sun Hidden by the Moon.'' The drama would eventually reach a peak rating of 40%, becoming a national hit. Chapter 7 Growth (2) The daily life of six-year-old Joo Seoyeon is busy. She wakes up in the morning, does her morning exercises, and heads off to kindergarten. Spending hours with children who are mentally far younger than her can be exhausting. And after kindergarten, she goes straight to the filming set. ¡°Cut, cut, cut! Wow, I¡¯ve heard about you, but Seoyeon, you¡¯re truly amazing.¡± ¡°No, it¡¯s all thanks to everyone¡¯s help.¡± At Director Kim¡¯s praise, Seoyeon politely bowed. The set filled with smiles at her humility. ¡°How is she so different from my kid? Not all six-year-olds are the same, apparently.¡± ¡°She¡¯s really mature for her age. You must be proud, Seoyeon¡¯s mom.¡± Every passing staff member seemed to express their envy to Sua. Seoyeon¡¯s performance in this commercial was just as impressive as her soy milk ad. ¡®My Seoyeon might really be a genius.¡¯ She had been an easy child to raise since she was born, rarely crying and always managing on her own. Sua¡¯s motherhood had been surprisingly easy. Nodding, Sua noticed the actress working with Seoyeon and greeted her with a respectful bow. The actress, Kim Miyeon, had over twenty years of acting experience. ¡°Oh, Actress Kim Miyeon, thank you for helping Seoyeon so much.¡± ¡°It¡¯s nothing. Seoyeon¡¯s acting is so good that she made my job easy.¡± Watching Seoyeon give a deep bow, Kim Miyeon spoke. ¡°But...¡± ¡°But?¡± ¡°There¡¯s a bit of an odd feeling.¡± Miyeon looked at Seoyeon. People said it was method acting, but it felt different. ¡®Isn¡¯t it actually the opposite?¡¯@@@@ To her, Seoyeon¡¯s acting seemed like she was skillfully expressing learned emotions. Miyeon was an experienced actress. She had worked with big names known for method acting and knew the struggles they faced. ¡®I might be too sensitive. She¡¯s still a child. It¡¯s impossible for her to learn and act out emotions like this.¡¯ It¡¯s not something that can be done in a year or two. It takes decades, making acting a part of daily life. Seoyeon was only six. Even if she had started acting the moment she was born, it would still be impossible. But still, there¡¯s always a chance. ¡°Mrs. Ju.¡± ¡°Yes?¡± ¡°Seoyeon seems strong, but children like her often have hidden vulnerabilities.¡± Miyeon saw Sua as a young mother. Over forty, Miyeon was more experienced as a parent. ¡°What you see isn¡¯t always everything.¡± Sua slowly nodded at Miyeon¡¯s advice. ¡®Seoyeon¡¯s weak spots?¡¯ Did she have any? Though she doubted, she took the advice seriously. ¡®Come to think of it, actors need regular stress management.¡¯ Indeed, as Miyeon suggested, it might be good to get Seoyeon checked regularly. *** ¡®Today¡¯s shoot was fulfilling.¡¯ Seoyeon nodded to herself. She was saving money and getting good acting practice. Being recognized by people occasionally was now a bit fun. ¡®I get why people do this.¡¯ The real-time feedback from viewers during virtual streaming would be even more thrilling. ¡°You¡¯re working harder than your dad.¡± Seeing Seoyeon come home, Joo Youngbin remarked. Somehow, she was getting home later than he was from work. Jiyeon handed her two glass bottles of orange juice. She must have tried and failed to open them herself. ¡°Why two?¡± ¡°One¡¯s for you, obviously. Can¡¯t you see?¡± Despite being annoying, Jiyeon had her cute moments. Bringing orange juice when Seoyeon was thirsty was considerate. ¡°Here.¡± With a pop, the bottle opened easily. Jiyeon¡¯s eyes widened. ¡°How are you so strong? Even the teacher couldn¡¯t open it.¡± ¡°Really?¡± She must have asked the teacher for help first. Usually, kids ask friends first, right? ¡®Am I strong?¡¯ Thinking back, she realized her strength might be unusual. She hadn¡¯t noticed anything she couldn¡¯t do with her current body compared to her previous life. Except for things limited by her small size and short limbs. ¡®Why am I so strong?¡¯ A six-year-old with the same strength as her previous adult self? Would she grow up to be a super soldier? And sometimes her eyes turned red. It was eerie. ¡°Just don¡¯t hit me, okay?¡± ¡°Why would I hit you?¡± Jiyeon didn¡¯t answer. Maybe she thought Seoyeon might hit her in a fit of anger. Fights among kids do happen easily. ¡°Do you know?¡± After finishing her orange juice, Jiyeon spoke. ¡°Know what?¡± ¡°There¡¯s an audition at KMB. I can¡¯t go, but the older kids from my agency are going.¡± Older kids? ¡®Are they also auditioning for the male lead?¡¯ Unexpected information. ¡°Seoyeon.¡± ¡°Yeah?¡± ¡°Are you going?¡± For a moment, Seoyeon hesitated. Should she tell the truth or lie? ¡°I¡¯m going.¡± But she didn¡¯t want to lie. If she somehow got the role, it would be a disaster. She knew she had no chance. The other child actors were incredibly talented. ¡°Hmph, okay?¡± Surprisingly, Jiyeon reacted calmly. ¡°That¡¯s it?¡± ¡°What else? I can¡¯t go anyway.¡± Jiyeon glared at Seoyeon. ¡°Just wait. I¡¯ll be in those auditions soon. I only missed this one because of the older kids.¡± She was determined and confident. In her previous life, what happened to her? ¡®After the soy milk commercial, she didn¡¯t do much, right?¡¯ But now, Jiyeon had already done another commercial. She was an intriguing kid. ¡°I¡¯ll be the lead in a drama someday.¡± ¡°Sure.¡± Seoyeon responded and couldn¡¯t help but smile. A rare occurrence for her. Chapter 8 Parachute (1) [The Sun Hidden by the Moon.] It¡¯s a fantasy historical drama prepared by KMB, one of the top three broadcasters in Korea. A fantasy historical drama mixes a fictional background with general history, aiming to captivate both young and middle-aged viewers. ¡®It needs to be well-made.¡¯ Ha Tae-oh, the producer of [The Sun Hidden by the Moon], was a veteran in the industry with several historical dramas under his belt. This was his second fantasy historical drama. The first one, Fox Dew, wasn¡¯t a blockbuster but did fairly well. ¡®If it¡¯s poorly made, it will lose both the young and middle-aged audiences.¡¯ So, the cast was meticulously selected. The budget allocated was twice that of a typical fantasy historical drama. For KMB, this was a project that couldn¡¯t afford to fail. ¡°Wow, even the child actors are top-notch.¡± Casting director Kim Ki-woong remarked, seemingly impressed. ¡°It looks like almost every well-known kid from agencies, academies, and entertainment companies has shown up.¡± ¡°They all know how much effort KMB is putting into this drama.¡± Even if the child actors didn¡¯t have major roles, they wouldn¡¯t fail to leave an impression. Usually, child actors appear in the early episodes of a drama. It could be just one episode or extend up to five episodes. Are they important? Absolutely. They set the first impression of the drama. Therefore, many recent dramas omit the childhood parts altogether. If a child actor¡¯s performance is lacking, it could negatively impact the drama¡¯s image. ¡°The role of young Yoon Seoil is practically decided.¡± ¡°Yes, he¡¯s been famous since he was young.¡± Looking over the profiles of the child actors, Ha Tae-oh nodded. Starting his acting career at five, recognized for his talent, Park Jungwoo, son of the great actor Park Sun-woong, was already five years into his career. At ten years old, Park Jungwoo was the perfect fit for the young Yoon Seoil in [The Sun Hidden by the Moon]. ¡°This means we can¡¯t just pick anyone for young Lee Haewol.¡± ¡°Park Jung-woo is such a good actor that the wrong partner could be overshadowed instantly.¡±@@@@ A child inheriting the talent of the great actor Park Sun-woong would necessitate careful selection for the female lead. ¡°Oh, this...¡± Kim Ki-woong sighed, holding a profile of a girl who had only appeared in two commercials and was now included in the audition. ¡°First drama appearance... with only two CFs under her belt, and she¡¯s in this audition?¡± ¡°Oh, that kid?¡± Ha Tae-oh glanced at the profile in Kim Ki-woong¡¯s hand. ¡°I heard she was recommended by Director Cho Bang-woo. Apparently, she was in a CF with his son.¡± ¡°Did he recommend her just because she was in his son¡¯s CF? Hoping his son would get noticed too?¡± ¡°No way.¡± They briefly scoffed at the name Ju Seo-yeon on the profile. Her face was decent, and at six years old, she was a bit young but could still play the eight-year-old Lee Haewol. ¡®She has a good look.¡¯ What CF was it again? Right, the soy milk CF. ¡°Well, her performance in the soy milk CF wasn¡¯t bad.¡± ¡°But a lively child¡¯s performance isn¡¯t necessarily acting.¡± Moreover, CF acting and drama acting are entirely different. Memorizing lines accurately would be a challenge. ¡°Nepotism has its limits.¡± Ha Tae-oh dismissed Seo-yeon¡¯s profile, believing there was no chance a child with just two CFs would pass the audition. *** [The Sun Hidden by the Moon.] The audition site for [The Sun Hidden by the Moon.] Murmurs of discontent arose. ¡®Is this not how auditions are usually done?¡¯ The Sun Hidden by the Moon had garnered attention even before airing, probably for this reason. ¡®Paired acting.¡¯ It would be different from a CF. And the script was different too. CF scripts were visually driven, but drama scripts were like novels. ¡°In paired auditions, your partner¡¯s performance is crucial.¡± ¡°Is it a problem if the partner is bad?¡± Sua asked nervously. ¡°Yes. If your partner is much worse or much better, it¡¯s problematic.¡± ¡°Isn¡¯t it good if they¡¯re better?¡± ¡°This isn¡¯t a CF; it¡¯s a drama. If your performance is lacking... you¡¯ll get overshadowed.¡± A crucial thing for an actor, especially a lead, is not to get overshadowed by the co-actor. ¡°If your presence gets overshadowed, you don¡¯t deserve the lead role.¡± ¡°For now, Seo-yeon, let¡¯s change into the costume. You have two hours for the reading, so prepare quickly. The costume room is over there.¡± ¡°Oh! Yes!¡± Sua quickly led Seo-yeon to the costume room. ¡°Huh? Who are you?¡± As they arrived, a girl who had just changed came out. With her sophisticated look, she stood out from other kids. ¡®Ah, it¡¯s her.¡¯ Seo-yeon recognized her immediately. ¡®The child actor for young Lee Haewol.¡¯ She remembered from the previous life¡¯s drama. Even at a young age, she had shown remarkable acting skills. Her name was probably ¡®Jo Seo-hee.¡¯ ¡®Not as good as the actor for young Yoon Seoil.¡¯ She was excellent when acting alone but tended to get overshadowed when paired with the young Yoon Seoil. ¡®I think she was in only two episodes because of that.¡¯ Even so, she left a strong impression in those episodes. ¡®She did quite well later on, too...¡¯ Seo-yeon didn¡¯t remember the details. ¡°Oh, is it her?¡± Jo Seo-hee laughed at something her manager said. ¡°Nepotism?¡± She smirked, looking like a drama villain. Seo-yeon was impressed. ¡®She¡¯s quite articulate.¡¯ No wonder she¡¯s an actor. She seemed only a year or two older than Seo-yeon but knew words like ¡®nepotism.¡¯ ¡°Well, good luck.¡± Seo-hee said confidently and walked out. She was like a higher version of Lee Ji-yeon, mostly in a negative sense. ¡°Seo-yeon, you must not lose to her.¡± Of course, Sua didn¡¯t realize that the rude girl was originally cast as the main character in The Sun Hidden by the Moon. To her, Seo-hee was just a brat who mocked her precious daughter. ¡°I¡¯ll try.¡± Telling a novice child actor who had only done two CFs to surpass the lead child actor was an impossible challenge. Chapter 9 Parachute (2) "Our daughter looks so good in hanbok!" Sua was busy taking pictures of Seo-yeon. Just as she said, Seo-yeon looked very cute in the prepared hanbok. Her long hair, usually left down, was neatly styled to match the hanbok, and it suited her perfectly. "Is she acting with her looks?"@@@@ "If she got in through connections, she should at least be quiet." Of course, Sua was the only one welcoming Seo-yeon with open arms. Most others clicked their tongues at Seo-yeon. Her appearance? Beautiful, undoubtedly. Even among the child actors, her looks stood out. So, it was no surprise that others frowned, thinking she was there solely because of her appearance. "How lucky. She got here with just a CF." The soy milk commercial? They''d seen it. It was well-done, but drama was a different ball game. "I heard she''s only six. Can she even memorize the script?" "Well, at least it means one less competitor for the rest of us." Managers and people from acting academies whispered among themselves. They were careful with their words around child actors from agencies to avoid offending anyone, but Seo-yeon, without an agency and seemingly lucky to be there, was easy prey. On the other hand, there was a child actor receiving positive attention. "Isn''t that the kid from the daily drama?" "Oh, the one who yelled, ''I hate you, sis!'' She''s grown a lot." As those words floated around, Jo Seohee smirked. ''Why even bother with this audition?'' Seohee was confident. Other child actors might be impressive, but none compared to her. She already had experience in historical dramas and had appeared in a daily drama, giving her an edge in both acting skills and stamina. Daily dramas required constant filming, offering significant exposure. ''Unless it''s someone like Park Jung-woo.'' Seohee acknowledged only one person. As he walked in with his manager, a few girls gasped in awe. "He''s only ten, but he''s already so handsome." "He already looks like a star. Must be in the genes." Even Ha Tae-oh, the producer, smiled approvingly. "Park Jung-woo''s acting keeps getting better. Veteran actors should be on their toes. Imagine getting outshined by a child actor!" This wasn''t just flattery. Park Jungwoo, son of the renowned actor Park Sun-woong, had already acted in a blockbuster movie, showcasing his incredible talent. ''Wow, he really is different from the rest.'' Seo-yeon was impressed. Park Jung-woo would gain even more popularity from this drama, and continue his success streak with subsequent projects. ''Ah, I should focus on the script.'' Distracted, Seo-yeon turned her attention back to the script. She had less time to review it because of the late costume change. ¡®Oh.¡¯ "I will come back. I promise... again..." Seohee¡¯s tearful voice was so moving that her partner couldn¡¯t keep up, his presence completely overshadowed. ¡°She¡¯s not called the princess of daily dramas for nothing.¡± ¡°No kidding.¡± ¡°Conveying that much emotion in such a short time is tough.¡± For the first time, the evaluators praised a performance. Seohee returned to her seat, looking triumphant. ¡°Alright, let¡¯s continue.¡± After a few more pairs, Park Jung-woo was called up at number 10. Unsurprisingly, his partner¡¯s face fell, knowing the inevitable comparison. ¡°I will come back...¡± Jung-woo¡¯s performance was so powerful that the girl stumbled over her lines. Her delivery was weak and barely recognizable as acting. ¡°Hmm... we can¡¯t really judge Jung-woo¡¯s performance here.¡± ¡°Still, Park Jung-woo stands out. He¡¯s leagues above the rest.¡± The harsh criticism made a few children flinch, knowing they would¡¯ve fared similarly if paired with Jung-woo or Seohee. ¡°Now, number 11, please.¡± A nervous boy stepped forward, dreading the comparison with the previous performance. ¡°Oh!¡± He couldn¡¯t hide his delight, though quickly covered his mouth. He was paired with the nepotism kid. The remaining boys envied him. Everyone knew Seo-yeon was considered a nepotism kid, barely acknowledged as a legitimate contender. ¡°Her visuals... are definitely good.¡± ¡°Her CFs probably turned out well because of her looks. She has a certain aura.¡± Even those who scoffed at her acknowledged her presence. But acting wasn¡¯t just about looks. ¡°Alright, begin.¡± At the director¡¯s cue, the boy in the clean hanbok called out energetically. Back turned, Seo-yeon slowly turned around at the call of her name. ¡°What?¡± Lee Haewol, who looked like she was seeing something blinding, narrowed her eyes. Her eyes gradually widened with recognition, joy, and sadness. Her red eyes, like the setting sun, reflected the boy¡¯s face. ¡°...¡± For a moment, the boy was speechless. He forgot his lines. His lips and tongue froze. Of course, he did. He was standing in front of Princess Lee Haewol. Chapter 10 Starring Competence (1) Looking back, it wasn''t a particularly remarkable scene. The princess, Yeonhwa, merely turned her body slowly at the boy''s call. But that simple action alone conveyed so much. ''Acting.'' The phrase naturally came to the mind of producer Ha Tae-oh. Acting wasn''t just about reciting lines. It encompassed all acts of expressing emotion, from facial expressions and eye movements to body gestures. All of these elements combined to create the art of acting. "You called for me."@@@@ Yeonhwa hadn''t even begun her main lines yet. However, the presence of the princess, who had turned her body slowly, made everyone hold their breath. Leaving the palace and heading to a far-off place, many had portrayed Princess Yeonhwa''s sorrow. Jo Seo-hee had succeeded in bringing tears to her eyes, expressing this sorrow. But the Yeonhwa before them now did not cry. Sorrow was there, yes. But there was also something more: anger. The red eyes of the princess seemed to darken further. An anger that could not be buried under sorrow alone. Anger at fleeing alone due to a rebellion, anger at the instigators of it all. This anger was deeply conveyed. Facing this head-on, the young Yoon Seo-il was at a loss for words. His mind went blank. He needed to speak his lines, which he had memorized. Yet, the words just lingered in his mind. "Why are you silent?" Typically, this would have been the end of it. But the princess, looking at the silent boy, opened her mouth again. "Or do you mean to say that someone like me is not even worth speaking to?" This was more like a venting of frustration. The princess, who had swallowed her sorrow alone, was venting her anger on the boy who had called her. "Hiccup." At that sharp voice, young Yoon Seo-il hiccupped. If one looked closely, they could see tears welling up in his eyes. It truly felt like a prince was standing before him. Speaking out now felt like committing a grave sin. "Cut! Cut! That¡¯s enough. The performance is sufficient!" At the call of Tae-soom Dal''s director, Gong Jeong-tae, the tense atmosphere vanished like a lie. The princess Yeonhwa standing before them was replaced by Seo-yeon, who blinked innocently. Yet no one dared to laugh at Seo-yeon like before. ''Weren''t they calling her a nepotism kid?'' Was this what a nepotism kid looks like? She seemed more like a paratrooper. The child actors eyeing the role of Princess Yeonhwa wore expressions of helplessness. They couldn''t imagine another child pulling off such a performance, except maybe Jo Seo-hee. ''This is ridiculous.'' Among the shocked onlookers, the most taken aback was Jo Seo-hee herself, who had been confidently smiling. ''They said she only did commercials.'' Was this the skill of someone who had only done commercials? As bitter as it was, Jo Seo-hee couldn''t deny that Seo-yeon''s interpretation was one she hadn''t even considered. ''No, this is wrong. The script clearly describes the princess crying in sorrow.'' The script called for the princess to shed tears and be comforted by Yoon Seo-il. But Seo-yeon''s performance conveyed more chill than sorrow. Therefore, it was an incorrect performance. Jo Seo-hee desperately wanted to believe that. "I heard child actors these days are scary good." "That recommendation seems well-deserved." "The emotional delivery is incredibly strong. Better than most seasoned actors." Ha Tae-oh glanced at Cho Min-taek, who had come to the set. The CF director, also the son of Cho Bang-woo. ''Is he lucky, or does he just have a good eye?'' The evaluators silently reviewed Seo-yeon''s performance in their minds. ''She was definitely looking at the sunset at first.'' ''She couldn''t open her eyes properly because she was looking directly at the sun.'' ''Then she turned around at Yoon Seo-il''s call...'' Was this just flattery? His expression seemed sincere. ''Thank goodness.'' She was worried that she might have created an embarrassing memory, but it seemed her performance had been well received. As Seo-yeon sighed in relief, her mother gripped her hand tightly. "I was so surprised, too. You know how much I watch historical dramas, right? Compared to the child actors there, your performance was amazing. No, it was even better." "Really?" "Absolutely! Our daughter is a genius!" Sua, perhaps not wanting to speak out in the audition hall, now hugged her daughter tightly. ''S-Suffocating.'' As Seo-yeon struggled in the embrace, Cho Min-taek calmly continued. "If I ever get the chance to direct a drama or movie, I''d love for you to play the lead role, Seo-yeon." "Me?" "Of course. But by then, you''ll probably be such a big star that I won''t even be able to approach you." He laughed softly as he said this. "No, if I get the chance, I''ll definitely do it." "Really? No backing out later, okay?" "Of course not. It''s a promise." She raised her fist and extended her thumb, sealing the promise playfully. "Sometimes, Seo-yeon, you really seem like a boy. Your actions are so bold." "Really?" The comment made her flinch. Of course, she seemed like a boy. She was one in her past life. Her behavior had changed, but her mind hadn''t. ''Anyway.'' To Min-taek, this was just a playful promise, but Seo-yeon took it seriously. ''His first project will be The Thief.'' It was an action-packed film, promoted as a thrilling ride by a genius director. If she could land a lead role, she''d be grateful. Many actors rose to fame through that film. It was the movie that catapulted Kim Jeong-ha, who was already on a high, to the top. ''But I also need to become a VTuber.'' Boasting about being in a blockbuster movie wouldn''t fit her online persona. Claiming to be an extra wouldn''t be satisfying, and being the lead would be too revealing. Avoiding red pills was crucial for a VTuber. ''Well, we''ll see.'' She would deal with it when the time came. For now, she was pleased with her performance. It was her own interpretation, unlike in the commercials. Becoming another person, like a VTuber. ''I hope I get the role.'' Although she knew it was unlikely. Jo Seo-hee''s performance was stunning. Seoyeon had taken a gamble, feeling overwhelmed by Seo-hee''s acting. Sticking to the script wouldn''t have won against Seo-hee, so she had taken a risk. Whether the judges liked it or not was another matter. ''Still.'' A week later, the results of the Taesoomdal auditions were announced. Through a public making-of video. Footnotes Ad-lib acting, also known as improvisation, is a technique used in acting where actors create dialogue or actions on the spot, without prior planning or scripting. ? Chapter 11 Starring Competence (1) "Seo-yeon, when do you get the results for the audition?" As soon as I got to kindergarten, Ji-yeon grabbed my arm and asked. She had asked this question every day for a week since the day after the audition. Her persistence was admirable, if nothing else. ¡®The results should be out soon.¡¯ I had heard they would notify us within a week, but there had been no contact with my mom, nor any mail or email. ¡®Do they just not notify you if you don¡¯t make it?¡¯ I had never failed an audition before, so I wasn¡¯t sure. The thought of receiving no response if I failed was a bit unsettling. "Ji-yeon." "What?" "Do they not contact you at all if you don''t get in?" "Why are you asking me that?" Ji-yeon squinted at me, and I avoided her gaze, unable to say it was because I thought she might have failed a lot. Despite her frequent failures, I firmly believed Ji-yeon would become a great actress one day. "Seo-yeon!" At that moment, our teacher from the Blossom Class, Ms. Hyun Young, called me urgently. She waved her hand, looking quite flustered, which made me feel a bit tense. ¡®Did something happen?¡¯ It was rare for a teacher to call a child so urgently in kindergarten. Was there an accident? Or something dangerous? "Oh, Ms. Hyun Young, don''t scare Seo-yeon like that." "Oh! I-I''m sorry. I was just so surprised." Ms. Hyun Young apologized as Ms. Haetnim, from the Sun Class, pointed out her mistake. "I''m sorry, Seo-yeon. I didn''t mean to scare you." "It''s okay." I was curious about what had happened, though. Ms. Hyun Young was usually very calm, so seeing her this flustered was unusual. "Come on. Everyone''s watching something." "Huh?" Watching what? I followed her, still unsure of what was going on. Ji-yeon, curious, trailed behind me. "Could it be about the audition?" Ji-yeon whispered in my ear. "Unlikely." Did she always connect everything to that? ¡®If it were about the audition, they would have contacted us at home, not here at kindergarten.¡¯ Even if it were good news, neither Dad nor Mom would come to the kindergarten for it. They wouldn''t want to disturb the teachers. "Seo-yeon, look." Following Ms. Hyun Young, I saw a small TV. Several teachers and a few children were gathered around, watching it. [ Special!! Behind-the-scenes footage of the ambitious KMB drama, The Sun Hidden by the Moon! The first episode! ] The words were displayed in the top right corner of the screen. I blinked several times, confirming what I saw. "Wow, Seo-yeon is such a good actress..." From KMB¡¯s perspective, capitalizing on Seoyeon''s current popularity was crucial. As child actors grow, the dynamics change, and maintaining their popularity becomes challenging. ¡®I need to suggest this soon.¡¯ Kim Jung-hoon was determined to push for this. *** Joo Seo-yeon was still six years old. As her seventh birthday approached, I faced a significant challenge. "Seo-yeon, so who got the role of Lee Haewol?" "Did you win?" "How was Jo Seo-hee on set? Did she bully you?" I had underestimated the influence of national TV dramas. If this is the reaction from just the behind-the-scenes footage, I couldn¡¯t imagine how Jo Seo-hee and others in her position lived. "I don¡¯t know." "Oh, come on..." "Ah, Mrs. Taeyoung. Didn¡¯t you hear? They usually can''t say anything about these things. It¡¯s all in the contract." "Oh, I see. Sorry, Seo-yeon." The mothers around me apologized and asked questions, creating a chaotic scene. Luckily, I was calm enough not to be overwhelmed, but any other child might have been stressed out. "But the rest of the footage is coming out today, right?" Mom tried to stay composed, but she was so pale she looked like she might faint. Today was the release of the second part of the behind-the-scenes footage. She was extremely nervous. ¡®The second part will feature my performance with Park Jungwoo.¡¯ After the first audition, it was almost certain Park Jungwoo would play young Yoon Seoil. While it hadn¡¯t been officially announced, everyone likely assumed it. Therefore, in the subsequent auditions, both Jo Seo-hee and I performed opposite Park Jung-woo. This was definitely different from my previous life. ¡®He was indeed different.¡¯ Park Jung-woo, living up to his reputation as the son of a great actor, felt entirely different from other child actors. Even I momentarily doubted whether it was really a child¡¯s performance. "Seo-yeon, come here, let¡¯s watch together! Oh, I¡¯m so nervous." If Dad had been home, he would have watched it with us, but unfortunately, he was still at work. It was just me and Mom waiting anxiously. "Special!! Behind-the-scenes footage of the ambitious KMB drama, The Sun Hidden by the Moon! The second episode!" This special segment on Celebrity Live was finally going to reveal who would play young Lee Haewol. At that moment, I had no idea. During the scene where I and Jo Seo-hee performed opposite Park Jung-woo, the ratings for Celebrity Live spiked to 15%. And then... "Seo-yeon..." When all the performances ended, the role of Princess Lee Haewol was announced. It must have been a surprise. Even my mom, Sua, stared at me blankly. I had beaten Jo Seo-hee, the princess of daily dramas, and secured the lead role. Yes. It was me. Chapter 12 Starring Competence (2) "If I fail again this time, my family will really kill me..." Seon-ah Han, a retaking student preparing to enter S University¡¯s Journalism and Broadcasting Department in Seoul, sighed deeply in her small studio apartment. She had narrowly missed the mark before, and was confident she would make it this time. But instead, she was left with the label of a second-year retake student. ¡°Haah.¡± Feeling depressed, Seon-ah turned on the TV in her cramped room. The combination of her gloomy mood and throbbing headache made it hard to focus on studying. ¡®Huh?¡¯ Being an avid fan of celebrity gossip, she was a regular viewer of Celebrity Live, a show that often covered such topics. Today¡¯s episode, which normally would feature the latest rising stars and idols, was airing behind-the-scenes footage of a drama instead. ¡°Geez, they¡¯re showing making films on public TV now?¡± It seemed like a well-invested production. [The Sun Hidden by the Moon]. The description revealed it was an upcoming historical fantasy drama based on a popular novel. ¡°They should show updates about my favorite actor Hosuk instead.¡± She decided to endure it, hoping the next segment would be more to her liking, and continued watching. The show introduced the drama and its cast, and then moved on to the auditions for the child actors who would play the younger versions of the main characters. Naturally, Seon-ah was indifferent. No matter how well child actors performed, they were still just kids in her eyes. Her initial reaction was merely, ¡°Oh, that girl¡¯s from that daily drama.¡± ¡°Wow, Park Sun-woong¡¯s son has grown so much already?¡± The appearance of Park Jung-woo, the son of the once-famous actor Park Sun-woong, caught her attention. As she got more engrossed in the show, Seon-ah found herself surprised by the performances of the child actors. She had expected a level akin to a school play, but these kids were truly talented budding stars. Park Jung-woo and Jo Seo-hee¡¯s performances were particularly impressive, like fully bloomed flowers drawing everyone''s gaze. ¡®She must be the top contender.¡¯ Seon-ah thought, watching Jo Seo-hee. Anyone who had seen the other child actors'' performances would think the same. Park Jung-woo was a given. The way the other boys wilted in his presence made it clear. She assumed all the roles were as good as decided. ¡®What?¡¯ But then, a girl who had barely been noticed until now stepped forward. She was adorable, with long dark hair and eyes that shimmered with a hint of red. Despite her young age, she exuded a serene presence. The caption introducing her mentioned she had only been acting for six months, with just two commercials under her belt. But Seon-ah recognized her immediately. ¡°Oh, the soy milk ad girl!¡± She had been quite memorable in the popular soy milk commercial. ¡®But can she act?¡¯ With only six months of experience and two commercials, she seemed far less qualified compared to the other children who had proper training and experience. Could her striking looks and unique eye color carry her through? That doubt vanished as soon as she began her performance. The serene princess. In the audition room, she stood with a quiet grace, embodying the character of Princess Yeon-hwa. Seon-ah watched, mesmerized by the girl¡¯s performance. Before she knew it, the first episode of the making film had ended. ¡°What?! How can they end it there!¡± Seon-ah fumed. It was a cruel tactic by the producers to boost ratings, leaving the viewers hanging on who would play Princess Yeon-hwa. Jo Seo-hee or Joo Seoyeon? Grumbling, Seon-ah sat at her desk. For the first time in a long while, her headache was gone, and her mind felt clear. ¡°Who do you think will get the role, Jo Seo-hee or that soy milk girl?¡± A week later, she was discussing the drama with her friend, who was also studying at a cram school. Given that many of her friends were aiming for journalism and broadcasting, it was natural for them to discuss the audition. Even his boss, who usually nitpicked, had started showing interest, making Youngbin feel on top of the world. ¡®Dad is really happy.¡¯ Seoyeon nodded to herself. ¡®So this is why they say auditions are important.¡¯ Auditions were indeed a great way to create a buzz. If a Vtuber entered through an audition, it might generate similar excitement. ¡®Maybe aiming for a corporate sponsorship isn¡¯t a bad idea...¡¯ Could Vtubers be selected through auditions? If handled like this, they could quickly become breakout stars! As Seoyeon was lost in thought, Sua¡¯s voice pulled her back. ¡°Seoyeon, don¡¯t stress too much, okay? Also, remember we have a doctor¡¯s appointment later.¡± ¡°Yes, Mom.¡± Seoyeon remembered Sua had scheduled a psychiatrist appointment for stress management. It was probably someone''s suggestion... ¡®Hmm.¡¯ Seoyeon sighed, crossing her arms. She wasn¡¯t particularly fond of doctor¡¯s appointments. *** The promotion for [The Sun Hidden by the Moon] was a huge success. Requesting a special segment on Celebrity Live had been a great decision. However, PD Taeo Ha felt a bit uneasy. ¡®Joo Seoyeon... will she be okay?¡¯ She had won the role through a vote, with her performance in the audition being undeniable. But now she would be acting alongside veteran actors, not peers. Some actors might resent the fact that a newcomer like Seoyeon had been chosen over someone like Jo Seo-hee, who had taken the traditional path of learning and refining her craft. ¡®Honestly, she¡¯s almost like a maverick.¡¯ In essence, Seoyeon had taken an unconventional route. Naturally, actors with strong pride in their craft would look down on her. That¡¯s why Ha Taeo had cast a vote for Jo Seo-hee during the audition. While Seoyeon had shown more impact, filming a drama was different from an audition. ¡°PD Ha.¡± An actress with neatly styled gray hair called out to Taeo Ha. ¡°Oh! Yes, Ms. Eun-sun Jeong.¡± ¡°Today¡¯s that child¡¯s first shoot, isn¡¯t it?¡± ¡°Yes, it is.¡± ¡°Hmm.¡± Taeo carefully observed Eun-sun¡¯s expression. As an experienced actress, her emotions didn¡¯t show on her face. But every person has their inner feelings, and Taeo, having worked with many actors, could roughly sense them. ¡®She¡¯s definitely not happy.¡¯ Eun-sun Jeong was a veteran actress known for her strict standards, especially regarding acting. Seoyeon¡¯s raw performance was likely displeasing to her. ¡®Moreover, she has openly shown favoritism towards Jo Seo-hee.¡¯ Eun-sun, having also risen from being a child actor, particularly doted on Seo-hee, who showed early promise. She had even mentioned on a variety show how she looked forward to acting in a drama with her. But that opportunity was abruptly taken away by an unexpected newcomer. ¡®I hope Seoyeon has a strong mentality.¡¯ Unfortunately, the role Eun-sun Jeong had was Grand Dowager Queen Eun-hye. In other words, she would be playing Princess Yeon-hwa¡¯s grandmother. Footnotes Yeon-hwa (?????) which was previously TLed as Lee Haewol (???????) ?Seo-yeon changed to Seoyeon (?????) ? Chapter 13 Chapter 13 ¡°Seoyeon, don¡¯t be too nervous. You know that, right? The other actors will help you a lot, so make sure to thank them, okay?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± The first day of filming for [The Sun Hidden by the Moon] had arrived. Despite the hype generated by the making film, time had passed quickly, as if it had all been a dream. After about a month, there were still people who greeted her, but the number of people asking her questions had significantly decreased. And today, Seoyeon was on her way to the set for the actual filming. Naturally, she was traveling in her mother Sua¡¯s car. ¡°Seoyeon, we should find an agency for you, right?¡± Sua cautiously brought up the topic while checking her beautifully dressed daughter¡¯s face. Most mothers and child actors would be eager to join an agency. But Seoyeon was different. [ Please consider joining our GH Entertainment. We will do our utmost to ensure Seoyeon becomes an outstanding actress. Please get in touch. ] [ Hello, Seoyeon¡¯s mother. We¡¯re from Biendelro, the agency representing actor Kim Myung-chul. As a specialized management company for actors, we excel in nurturing talent. A talented young actress like Seoyeon should start in a good environment... ] Sua had already received a stack of business cards. Among them were several well-known management companies and agencies. Given Seoyeon¡¯s young age and vast potential as an actor, model, or even an idol, she was receiving numerous love calls. ¡°But...¡± Sua hesitated. Joining an agency would mean there was no turning back. ¡®We¡¯ve come quite far already, though.¡¯ For now, Sua was still Seoyeon¡¯s primary guardian. But if she joined an agency, she would get a manager and start various schedules, including acting lessons. Especially since Seoyeon had recently become a hot topic, she might soon be prepared for various auditions and variety shows. ¡°We¡¯ll think about the agency later.¡± Seoyeon said this as she slowly opened the car door. They had arrived at the filming location. ¡®Joining a company already feels too soon.¡¯ Her past life¡¯s memories of working in a company resurfaced. Joining a company at six years old? Even if she found acting appealing, it felt premature. Seoyeon needed time to mentally prepare herself. Truly. Click! As soon as Seoyeon got out of the car at the filming location, she heard the sound of a camera clicking. Turning her head, she saw someone she assumed was a reporter pointing a camera at her. ¡°Seoyeon, is it true that you got into this audition through Director Park Sun-woong¡¯s recommendation? Why do you think you were chosen over Jo Seo-hee, who is recognized as a talented child actor?¡± Seoyeon instinctively took a step back in response to the reporter¡¯s rapid-fire questions. Both she and Sua were momentarily at a loss on how to react. They hadn¡¯t expected a reporter at the set, nor such provocative questions. ¡°Hey, who are you? Why are you causing trouble on set?!¡± Someone shouted as they ran over to them. The reporter, startled, quickly disappeared. ¡°Geez, what era do they think this is? Just let me catch that guy.¡± The man, out of breath from running, was Heo Jeong-su, the camera director for [The Sun Hidden by the Moon.] After looking around to make sure the reporter was gone, he gestured for Seoyeon and Sua to follow him into the set. Sua asked in a small voice, ¡°Is it okay for me to come in too?¡± ¡°Of course. Seoyeon doesn¡¯t even have an agency yet.¡± Without an agency or a manager, Sua had to play a supporting role. She was effectively acting as Seoyeon¡¯s manager. ¡°Reporters don¡¯t usually come to filming sets, so I let my guard down. If I knew his name, I¡¯d make sure he never gets an interview again.¡± He clicked his tongue, glancing at Seoyeon. ¡®This kid¡¯s got a good head on her shoulders.¡¯ Despite what had just happened, she stood her ground, which was admirable. ¡®I hope she keeps this up during filming.¡¯ During the audition, Jeong-su had given his vote to Seoyeon. It was clear Jo Seo-hee was technically more polished. But Seoyeon had a way of conveying emotions and a surprising physicality for her short acting experience. ¡®She¡¯s perfect for Princess Yeon-hwa.¡¯ Jeong-su thought Seoyeon¡¯s ability to convey emotions would be more important for the character than technical precision. Especially considering a scene in the third episode. However, not everyone on set felt the same way, and Jeong-su worried some might show favoritism. ¡°Don¡¯t get discouraged if anyone says anything during filming. Just focus on doing your best.¡± Jeong-su¡¯s encouragement, though well-meaning, only added to Seoyeon¡¯s pressure. ¡®I must be really unpopular.¡¯ If she were just a six-year-old girl, she might have taken it in stride. But with her past life¡¯s memories, she could sense the overall atmosphere. Actors would naturally favor Jo Seo-hee, the promising, traditional talent. To them, she was just a parachute hire who¡¯d unexpectedly landed the role. It wasn¡¯t surprising if some held a grudge against her. At the director¡¯s signal, the cameras focused on Seoyeon and Eun-sun. The setting was the Grand Dowager Queen¡¯s quarters. Princess Yeon-hwa, who had sneaked out of the palace, was caught and scolded. Seoyeon closed her eyes, recalling Yeon-hwa¡¯s character. ¡®Princess Yeon-hwa often sneaked out of the palace to mingle with commoners.¡¯ Her meetings with Yun Seoil happened because of this. A straightforward personality. Her bright character remained unchanged until the end of episode three. ¡°Alright then... action!¡± Director Gong¡¯s shout marked the start. Eun-sun spoke first. In the serene quarters of the Grand Dowager Queen, her eyes slowly turned to Yeon-hwa. A simple gaze. But her upright posture and sharp eyes showed her feelings clearly. ¡¸I hear you¡¯ve gone out of the palace again.¡¹ Her voice carried a hint of anger. Despite the simple lines, the weight of a veteran actress¡¯s experience was palpable. It felt like the real Grand Dowager Queen was there. ¡¸This is the fifth time. As a princess, you should uphold dignity, conduct, and responsibility! Are these things so easily discarded for the joy of wandering outside?¡¹ Not all actors dive deep into their emotions during every performance. Mistakes happen, and laughter can break the mood. But Eun-sun was different. She was a master of method acting, fully immersed in her character. She never missed a line, her pronunciation was perfect, and her emotions were clear. For ordinary actors, standing before her felt overwhelming. ¡®This is tough.¡¯ Director Gong frowned, watching. As expected, Eun-sun wasn¡¯t giving Seoyeon any leeway. She was giving her all from the start. ¡®That¡¯s how it should be...¡¯ To get the best scenes, actors needed to give their all. But this was Seoyeon¡¯s first drama shoot. Especially since she excelled in emotional acting like Eun-sun. Naturally, the pressure on her was immense. Everyone watched, wondering how Seoyeon would perform. Would she be able to act properly? Could she even remember her lines? First-timers with Eun-sun often forgot their lines under her intense presence. ¡¸I simply wanted to observe the lives of the common people up close.¡¹ But their worries were unfounded. Princess Yeon-hwa¡¯s innocent words flowed smoothly from Seoyeon¡¯s lips. Her eyes showed clear fear. But it was fear directed at the Grand Dowager Queen, not the actress Eun-sun. ¡¸I understand your concern, Grand Dowager Queen. But I am your grandchild, a member of the royal family and a princess. A fine princess must see the world beyond these narrow palace walls.¡¹ It was the spirited, somewhat cheeky portrayal of the eight-year-old Princess Yeon-hwa, fitting for the character. There was no sign of intimidation in her performance, even in front of Eun-sun. Seoyeon¡¯s performance was as if she were affirming her right to the role. ¡®She didn¡¯t miss a single line.¡¯ Not only was her performance remarkable, but her lines were flawless. Dialogue was a challenge for child actors, especially in historical dramas with complex language. But Seoyeon delivered her lines without a single mistake, her pronunciation clear. By the time the first scene ended, everyone was impressed. ¡®Wow.¡¯ The staff silently applauded. Other actors were visibly impressed. ¡®Even Ms. Jeong should acknowledge this...¡¯ No matter how much Eun-sun favored Jo Seo-hee, she couldn¡¯t deny Seoyeon¡¯s talent. Or so they thought. ¡°Hmmm.¡± But to their surprise, Eun-sun¡¯s expression was one of slight dissatisfaction as she looked at Seoyeon. Was she unhappy with the performance? No, that couldn¡¯t be. Seoyeon¡¯s performance was stellar. She might have found the lack of grand gestures unsatisfactory, but even then, Seoyeon had outperformed Jo Seo-hee. ¡°Seoyeon, right?¡± After a brief pause, Eun-sun spoke. ¡°There¡¯s no emotion in your acting.¡± Her unexpected words sent a chill through the set. ¡°You¡¯re not acting with genuine feelings.¡± Chapter 14 Actor''s Acting (2) Jeong Eun-seon¡¯s words froze the atmosphere on set. It was only natural. Anyone could see that Seoyeon''s performance was impressive. ¡®I knew it.¡¯ Gong Jung-tae clenching his eyes shut. Jeong Eun-seon clearly did not like Seoyeon. Given her favoritism towards Jo Seo-hee, it was evident she was displeased that Seo-hee hadn¡¯t been chosen. Or perhaps, as some rumors suggested, she believed that Director Jo Bang-woo had influenced the decision. ¡°Jeong Eun-seon Sunbae-nim.¡± In such a situation, only he could manage it. As the oldest and most influential actress on set, her words carried weight. ¡°Your words were too harsh. Seoyeon¡¯s performance was more than sufficient.¡± The expected level of performance from a child actor was never set too high. If they could deliver lines without garbling and maintain emotional continuity, they were considered talented. Jo Seo-hee was praised as the princess of daily dramas for good reason. Gong Jung-tae had never seen a child actor as skilled as Seo-hee. Until he saw Seoyeon. ¡®This child¡¯s acting has power.¡¯ Lacking in technical skill, perhaps, but possessing the power to move people¡¯s emotions. He had thought it might be difficult in a drama setting, but she had proven herself brilliantly today. ¡°Yes?¡± Jeong Eun-seon turned her piercing gaze toward him, her eyes as sharp as the Grand Dowager Queen¡¯s, causing him to flinch involuntarily. ¡°Um, I meant to say, wasn¡¯t that a bit too harsh?¡± Even though she was a veteran actress, he was the director on this set. He couldn¡¯t let such behavior slide. Even those who had initially viewed Seoyeon with skepticism felt Jeong Eun-seon¡¯s reaction was over the top. ¡°......¡± Jeong Eun-seon remained silent for a moment.@@@@ ¡°I believe you¡¯ve misunderstood my words.¡± ¡°Excuse me?¡± What was there to misunderstand? Gong Jung-tae wondered, confused. Jeong Eun-seon¡¯s gaze remained fixed on Seoyeon, who looked back with a puzzled expression, not fully grasping the situation. Honestly, from Seoyeon¡¯s perspective, she thought: ¡®Isn¡¯t it normal to get some criticism?¡¯ Manager Kim used to nitpick all the time. She continued her thoughts calmly. ¡°Director Gong, what did you think of Seoyeon¡¯s performance just now?¡± ¡°What did I think? Of course, it was excellent. I gave the okay, didn¡¯t I? I¡¯d like to ask you instead, what part of Seoyeon¡¯s performance did you find unsatisfactory?¡± ¡°I never said her performance was unsatisfactory.¡± Jeong Eun-seon responded firmly. ¡°What I said was that her acting lacked emotion, that it wasn¡¯t sincere.¡± ¡®Isn¡¯t that the same thing?¡¯ That''s what he thought, but Gong Jung-tae quietly listened to her. ¡°The performance was, without a doubt, outstanding. Yes, it was truly remarkable. Honestly, I was surprised.¡± The sudden praise startled Gong Jung-tae. As he looked at her, Jeong Eun-seon briefly glanced at Seoyeon. Her clear eyes, with their mysterious reddish hue, were part of her charm. ¡°Director Gong.¡± ¡°Yes, yes?¡± ¡°Could I have a word with Seoyeon¡¯s mother?¡± Her unexpected request left Gong Jung-tae stunned. *** ¡°......¡± She looked into the water as if mimicking emotions without truly understanding them. Even now, Jeong Eun-seon couldn¡¯t comprehend how this was possible. However. ¡°...She¡¯s this good without using real emotions. It¡¯s probably because she lacks technique.¡± This was why Jeong Eun-seon favored Jo Seo-hee. Seo-hee knew her limits. She understood the boundaries of using emotions. But Seoyeon had no boundaries. No brakes. Because she didn¡¯t know them. Her emotions stayed in check only because she didn¡¯t know how to incorporate them into her acting. But if. If Seoyeon learned to act. If she genuinely engaged in method acting, truly embodying her emotions. ¡°If she becomes a professional actress, who knows what might happen.¡± So Jeong Eun-seon disliked Seoyeon¡¯s acting. That discomfort stemmed from fear of the child stumbling into the emotional depths, like an unmoored child. ¡°Yes, I hope my concerns are unfounded.¡± Neither Sua nor Director Gong Jung-tae could respond to Jeong Eun-seon¡¯s warning. *** Despite the commotion, filming ended successfully. The scene with Eun-sun Jeong was completed in one take. The footage was excellent. Returning home, though still uncomfortable, Eun-sun had apologized for her harsh words. ¡°Seoyeon.¡± ¡°Yes?¡± On the way back, her mother asked quietly. ¡°What is acting for you?¡± Mom seemed unusually subdued. Seoyeon couldn¡¯t pinpoint why. Had Jeong Eun-seon said something? That didn¡¯t seem likely. While Seoyeon wasn¡¯t the best judge of character, she didn¡¯t feel that Eun-sun disliked her. Though she did seem a bit disapproving. ¡°It¡¯s fun.¡± ¡°Really?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± Initially, she saw it as a practice run before becoming a VTuber. Now, she genuinely enjoyed it. There were similarities in becoming a different person. ¡®I don¡¯t particularly like the term red pill...¡¯ But the idea of becoming a popular actress as a red pill VTuber seemed exciting. Still, maybe not the red pill... ¡°Seoyeon, if you ever feel burdened, please tell me, okay?¡± ¡°Huh? Oh, okay.¡± Seoyeon replied absentmindedly. She felt she was living much more diligently than in her past life. The proof was the growing balance in her bank account. Working hard in commercials and dramas could lead to more opportunities. ¡®Hmm.¡¯ Seoyeon recalled Jeong Eun-seon¡¯s earlier comments. Her remark about a lack of genuine emotion resonated with her. Even if others didn¡¯t notice, Seoyeon somewhat agreed. ¡®Hmm.¡¯ She folded her arms and sighed. She had a rough idea why. Chapter 15 Aaquarium and Sea (1) "Is it really true that there''s no issue?" "Yes, ma''am. Seoyeon is fine. In fact, she has a very strong mind." "That''s a relief." A few days after the first filming, my mom took me to a psychiatrist. Officially, it was for stress management, but I could guess the real reason. ''It must be because of what she heard last time.'' It was probably related to what actress Kim Mi-yeon had said during the previous CF shoot, along with what actress Jeong Eun-seon had said recently. Director Gong Jung-tae and my mom must have discussed something with Jeong Eun-seon, leading to this visit. ''It''s likely about emotional acting.'' Holding my mom''s hand, I looked at my reflection in the window. A cute girl''s face stared back at me. This was me, almost seven years old. ''Actress Jeong Eun-seon doesn''t like my acting.'' It''s not that she dislikes me personally. She probably believes in the saying that ''children should be children.'' She likely thinks: ''Children should avoid deep emotional acting until they are mature enough.'' And she¡¯s not wrong. As a child actor, there¡¯s no need to delve into deep emotional acting. Even just riding the surface of emotions is more than enough. I''m not naive. I understand how people perceive my acting. I¡¯m sure Jeong Eun-seon thought my acting was precarious. But I never considered what I was doing as acting. For me, it was a reflection of my past life. It¡¯s related to my previous life''s condition: Alexithymia. It¡¯s a condition where a person cannot identify or describe their own emotions or the emotions of others. It''s different from conditions like sociopathy or psychopathy. In my past life, my strained relationship with my parents and my long period of unemployment were due to this. So, I was forced to act normal from a young age. I had to learn to laugh when happy, and cry when sad, just like any normal person. It involved mimicking emotions. To achieve this, I consumed a lot of media: movies, dramas, books, web novels, and games¡ªanything that clearly depicted human emotions. I lived for a long time just trying to blend in with the crowd. But I consider myself lucky. Many people with my condition find even this impossible. My case was unique, as even the doctors said. "Mom, I got a job." I could finally say that with a smile. I could express emotions just like anyone else. "You see, you did it." My mom hugged me, smiling. But even then, I couldn''t understand that emotion. My mimicry of emotions is not acting. Mimicking emotions can feel off-putting, often falling into what''s called the ''uncanny valley,'' making people feel uncomfortable. However, I had subtly crossed that line, reaching an almost genuine level of fake emotions. I lived in a gray, ash-colored world. That world changed when I discovered a VTuber''s broadcast. At first, I couldn''t understand why people liked it. But the VTuber''s actions made people happy, earning praise and adoration.@@@@ Maybe that''s when it started. Although I couldn''t watch it regularly due to work, I watched whenever I could. In the world of VTubers, emotions are portrayed through 3D models or drawn avatars. If I could do that, perhaps I could appear normal, too. "Joo Seoyeon." A grumpy-looking girl stood in front of me. "What are you doing here alone? Hurry up and follow me." Lee Ji-yeon crossed her arms and spoke in a very cocky manner. Sometimes I wonder if she''s really six years old. "I''m coming." "Humph." ¡®Anyway.¡¯ I turned my gaze behind me. The beluga, which had been hiding, had finally appeared, approaching me. It was a star attraction at the aquarium. I reached out towards the beluga, and it pressed its nose against the glass. ¡®I need to adapt.¡¯ Seeing my worried mother after the hospital visit made me rethink. I failed in my past life, but I didn¡¯t want to repeat that. My past experiences remained in my soul. This was a unique strength no other actor had. ¡®And for the sake of my ideal role-playing!¡¯ Even my favorite VTuber always said, do everything with sincerity! Until now, my goal had been to become a VTuber. Creating the virtual ¡®me¡¯ that I had always longed for. This still remained a significant aspiration, like a lasting scar. But. There¡¯s no reason I can¡¯t be genuine in multiple pursuits. ¡°Lee Ji-yeon.¡± ¡°What?¡± With the blue light of the aquarium casting a glow, I smiled confidently. ¡°I¡¯m going to be an actress.¡± A beloved and acclaimed actress. *** Gong Jung-tae was troubled. Listening to Jeong Eun-seon had made him rethink how to guide Seoyeon. ¡®But it might just be her concern?¡¯ There aren¡¯t many child actors who are as refined as Jeong Eun-seon expects. How many can differentiate between emotional acting and surface acting? Moreover, Seoyeon had never struggled with her acting so far. So, it should be okay... ¡°...saying that makes me sound awful.¡± ¡°Huh?¡± ¡°...!!¡± Gong Jung-tae flinched, turning to see Seoyeon, now changed into her costume, standing quietly. ¡°Ah, Seoyeon, is everything okay?¡± ¡°Yes. Hello, Director.¡± Seoyeon greeted him with her usual cute bow. Her greetings always brought smiles to the staff. ¡®Let¡¯s not push too hard. Take it easy, take it easy.¡¯ With this in mind, he nodded, trying to ease his complex emotions. ¡°There¡¯s no need to worry about my acting.¡± ¡°...!¡± Seoyeon suddenly said. ¡®She heard it!¡¯ Flustered, he tried to think of what to say, but Seoyeon bowed again and left. Her steps seemed more lively than usual. ¡°...huh?¡± Watching her leave, Gong Jung-tae tilted his head. For some reason, Seoyeon seemed different. Chapter 16 Aaquarium and Sea (2) Joo Seoyeon, seven years old... with just a week to go. The drama was preparing to shoot a new scene. ''We can''t delay it any longer.'' The staff thought as they glanced at Seoyeon. She seemed perfectly fine, standing there quietly, but considering what had happened during the shoot two weeks ago, they were noticeably cautious. Especially since it was none other than veteran actress Jeong Eun-seon who had pointed it out. ''She hasn''t mentioned it, has she?'' Seoyeon felt a bit puzzled as she noticed the staff sneaking glances at her. While the atmosphere of consideration was comforting, she wondered if it was okay. The conversation between Suah, Director Gong Jung-tae, and Jeong Eun-seon had been kept confidential. As a result, Jeong Eun-seon became the actress who had criticized a six-year-old child actor without reason. Or at least, that''s what the staff speculated. They believed the reason was that Seoyeon had been cast as Princess Yeonhwa instead of Jo Seo-hee. Therefore, the other staff and actors couldn''t help but worry about the upcoming scenes involving Seoyeon and Jeong Eun-seon. The person most concerned was Director Gong Jung-tae. ''Most of the remaining shoots involve Seoyeon.'' Moreover, there were quite a few. Princess Yeonhwa, the role Seoyeon played, was the lead in the drama. Young Princess Yeonhwa appeared in just three episodes. While that might seem like a small number, the number of shooting sessions required was considerable. For a typical 16-episode drama, there are roughly 100 shooting sessions. Thus, shooting three episodes would take about six sessions per episode. ''That''s assuming everything goes smoothly.'' Seoyeon would need around 20 shooting sessions. So far, she had only completed one. There were still nineteen sessions left to shoot. Even with breaks for other scenes, it was bound to be challenging. "Mrs. Suah, will she be alright?" "......" Suah looked at Seoyeon energetically stretching a little distance away from the set. She seemed utterly unaffected, almost to the point where it felt strange to worry. No, was she really unaffected? It seemed odd to worry when Seoyeon looked completely fine. "I think she''s... okay?" "Hmm." "Honestly, I don''t know." Although Seoyeon was her daughter, Suah thought she was a peculiar child. She rarely cried as a baby and never asked to do anything herself. Even her acting career had started because of Suah''s suggestion. But this time was different. "This time, Seoyeon said she wanted to do it herself." Seeing her daughter confidently say she wanted to act was cute, but it also worried Suah as a mother. She was grateful that Director Gong Jung-tae was so considerate of Seoyeon. "Don''t worry too much. You''ve already done a lot for her. Thank you." It was rare for a director to take such care of a child actor. Usually, managing the actor''s well-being was the actor''s responsibility. "Well, talented actors benefit the director too." Although there were concerns, Gong Jung-tae believed in Seoyeon''s talent. Jeong Eun-seon herself acknowledged Seoyeon''s true potential. Seoyeon carried a vast emotional ocean in her small chest. Gong Jung-tae was no novice director. He had hit works and had seen many actors. Some shone like stars, just like Seoyeon now. ''Director Cho Bang-woo didn''t notice her talent for nothing.'' As he thought about this, he noticed the set was almost ready. "Alright, today we''ll be filming the scene where young Yoon Seoil and young Lee Hye-wol meet." Gong Jung-tae began guiding the young actors who would carry the future of Korean entertainment through the scene. He explained how they should act and portray the scene in detail. And so, the filming began. *** Young Yoon Seoil''s role. While Seoyeon was burning with determination, Park Jung-woo looked at her curiously. "What were we doing at that age?" "Well, we were co-stars, weren''t we? Cheers." To the other actors, they just seemed like monstrous child actors. Especially Seoyeon, who hadn''t even been acting for a year. It was her first drama shoot. Her talent was almost unbelievable. Even with past life memories. Seoyeon, unaware of this, didn''t realize the extent of her abilities. "Alright, let''s continue with the next scene!" After a short break, Director Gong Jung-tae''s voice rang out. It was noticeably lighter than before. The staff knew why. ''Today''s shoot will finish quickly.'' Everyone loves an early finish. *** "How was today''s shoot, my girl?" As soon as Joo Young-bin got home, he knocked on his daughter''s room. When he entered, he found her sitting seriously with the robot toy and BiniPing doll he had bought her earlier. "...What are you doing?" "I''m thinking." "About what?" "Who''s stronger, BiniPing or Toobot." Young-bin found himself contemplating too. Who was stronger between a boy''s anime character and a girl''s anime character? It was a serious topic he''d never considered before. ''She''s such a unique kid sometimes.'' She seemed uninterested in girly toys, but she played well with them when given. Yet, she naturally tossed robot toys into the cart while shopping. She even decorated her robot toys with a professional touch. "Well, I''m glad nothing special happened." Anyway, Young-bin was relieved his daughter seemed fine. Recently, his wife, Suah, had been worried about various things. "Don''t play too late." "Okay." With that, Young-bin closed the door. Seoyeon glanced at it and then fell back onto her bed. ''Hmm, I don''t know.'' It wasn''t about who was stronger between BiniPing and Toobot. ''Real emotional acting.'' Whether she could do it or not, she thought she probably could. The question was how far she could go and if she could control it. This was where actress Jeong Eun-seon was correct. Although she had confidence in mimicking emotions, going beyond was an unknown territory. Facing her own emotions was unfamiliar to her. It might even harm her fragile child psyche. The TS body is invincible, but hormones and mental health might be different. It wouldn''t hurt to be cautious. "Hmm." Seoyeon picked up the script she had placed next to her. There were scene numbers marked in red. ''There are two scenes that require genuine emotional acting.'' Scene numbers S#24 and S#32. These were the ones she wanted to act out sincerely. These scenes were none other than the climax of young Lee Hye-wol. Chapter 17 Aaquarium and Sea (3) ¡®Finally.¡¯ Seoyeon turned the calendar, feeling emotional. ¡®I¡¯ve turned seven.¡¯ Joo Seoyeon, age seven. First year of kindergarten. In reality, turning seven didn¡¯t change much. Maybe just feeling the accelerated growth of her body? Next year, she would start elementary school. And... ¡®Hmm.¡¯@@@@ There were many things to consider. Most of them related to acting. With serious practice, she realized her own shortcomings. And emotional acting, in particular, was not easy. ¡®Most things end with just mimicking emotions.¡¯ Even actors don¡¯t always express their emotions at full strength. For Seoyeon, mimicking emotions was usually enough. At least in this area, she probably wasn¡¯t much different from adult actors. ¡®Considering my age, of course...¡¯ Emotional acting comes from lived experiences. Naturally, younger actors struggle with it due to their lack of experience. However, Seoyeon filled that gap with her past life. Smack. She cupped her face with her hands, looking in the mirror. ¡®My facial expressions are relatively natural.¡¯ But as she studied acting more, she noticed other areas where she was lacking. Minor actions, handling gazes, voice projection when delivering lines. Thanks to her practice, her voice projection was about a 4 out of 5. ¡®I need more time.¡¯ Of course, with the filming of *The Sun Hidden by the Moon* coming up, there wasn¡¯t time to learn anything new. What she could do was maximize her strengths. Previously, she was all in on being a VTuber, but things were different now. She was Joo Seoyeon, a soon-to-be great actress. She didn¡¯t want to waste her talents, which felt like a gift from her past life. ¡°Phew.¡± Taking a deep breath, she pulled her hands away from her face. Looking at her palms, she saw various scratches and wounds. Her eyes in the mirror were bloodshot, redder than usual. Almost as if they changed with her emotions. ¡®...Could it be?¡¯ Even if it were true, it wasn¡¯t dramatic. Her body had many peculiarities, so she was used to it by now. The strange strength and the unusual eyes. ¡°Alright.¡± Now that she felt somewhat composed, it was time to practice again. For her first true emotional performance as the seven-year-old Joo Seoyeon. *** There are two stars at the Arongdarong Kindergarten. One is Lee Ji-yeon. A lively kid who actively appeared in commercials. Her strong personality meant no one in the kindergarten dared to go against her. Except for one person. ¡°Seoyeon is so well-behaved.¡± Mr. Hyun Young from the Blossom class looked at Seoyeon with a hint of envy. If only the kids in her class were as calm as Seoyeon. ¡°Well-behaved... she is, I guess?¡± Mina, the teacher of the sun class where Seoyeon belonged, smiled awkwardly. Seoyeon was the second famous star at this kindergarten. But honestly, Ji-yeon paled in comparison. Especially after the broadcast of [The Sun Hidden by the Moon] audition, there were people who would glance at the kindergarten just to see Seoyeon. While that had now subsided, Mina still felt uneasy. If something dangerous had happened during those times... ¡°She¡¯s well-behaved, but... she¡¯s a peculiar child.¡± Park Jung-woo, on the other hand, seemed more exhausted, even though he had fewer sessions than Seoyeon. ¡°Director, wouldn¡¯t it be better to space out the sessions? We¡¯ve been shooting too intensely lately.¡± Director Gong Jung-tae nodded at the camera director¡¯s suggestion. He also felt they had been pushing Seoyeon¡¯s scenes too hard recently. ¡°But, well... the person herself wants it.¡± ¡°Well, that¡¯s true.¡± It was about two weeks ago when Seoyeon cautiously approached Gong Jung-tae and spoke hesitantly. ¡°Director.¡± ¡°Yes, Seoyeon. Go ahead.¡± ¡°If it¡¯s okay with everyone else...¡± Seoyeon apologized profusely as she made a request to Gong Jung-tae. In short, she wanted to quickly film the pending scenes. It was an admirable request, but also overstepping bounds. It was rare for a child actor to make such a suggestion to a director. But knowing Seoyeon wasn¡¯t one to make frivolous requests, Gong Jung-tae decided to listen to her reason. Seoyeon calmly began to explain. ¡°According to the script, there are two scenes with intense emotional lines.¡± ¡°S#24 and S#32, right?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± Listening to Seoyeon¡¯s articulate explanation, Gong Jung-tae wondered if she was really just seven years old. Compared to his cousin¡¯s kids he saw during holidays, the difference was like heaven and earth. Both in attitude and vocabulary. Gong Jung-tae could guess Seoyeon¡¯s reason. ¡°Seoyeon, are you saying...¡± ¡°It¡¯s a secret. I might need a break after the next performance...¡± Seoyeon spoke hesitantly, knowing she was asking for something unusual. One of the scenes involved acting with Jeong Eun-seon. Considering the previous conflict, Gong Jung-tae was hesitant. ¡®Although she hasn¡¯t said anything since then.¡¯ Seeing Seoyeon act well afterward, Jeong Eun-seon might have thought everything was fine. Her face still showed complex emotions, but she hadn¡¯t said anything. ¡®Old-fashioned people are difficult.¡¯ Although the treatment of child actors had improved in recent years, there had been many issues for a while. Reports of child actors being mistreated or verbally abused on set or stage were not uncommon. That¡¯s why there were caretakers like chaperones specifically for child actors. While Jeong Eun-seon wasn¡¯t like those people, her sharp tone and lack of tact made her unsuitable for dealing with children. ¡®Still...¡¯ Refusing Seoyeon¡¯s request was the right thing to do. There was no need to push her hard; her current performance was already enough. But he was also curious about the performance she was so eager to show. ¡°Then, let¡¯s see and decide.¡± ¡°Pardon?¡± ¡°If you¡¯re asking to push for the sake of your acting... I need to see that acting to consider it.¡± Since he was in charge of the filming schedule, any decision would ultimately fall on him. Even so, Gong Jung-tae wanted to see Seoyeon¡¯s performance. ¡°...Alright.¡± As soon as he finished speaking, Seoyeon took a deep breath and closed her eyes. It still took her time to get into the emotions. And then... ¡°...Wow.¡± When Seoyeon¡¯s performance ended, Gong Jung-tae couldn¡¯t help but be convinced. This was worth a try. Footnotes There was a mistake and Mina (????), Seoyeon teacher''s name was Tled as Haetnim (?????) ?Zhuge Liang, also known as Kongming, was a renowned statesman, engineer, scholar, and inventor of the Three Kingdoms period (220-280 CE). ?Pang Tong (ý‹½y), also known as Shiyuan (ʿԪ), was a Chinese politician and strategist who served as a key adviser to Liu Bei, the warlord of the Shu Han kingdom, during the late Eastern Han dynasty and the Three Kingdoms period. ? Chapter 18 Yoon Jong-hyuk, who played the main antagonist Jo Yeong-dae in The Sun Hidden by the Moon, glanced around. He was particularly mindful of Jung Eun-seon, who played Queen Dowager Eun-hye. Although Yoon Jong-hyuk was a veteran actor with a long history in various dramas, his career was shorter compared to Jung Eun-seon. Nonetheless, he had appeared in several dramas with her over the years, and their long-standing friendship allowed him to sense her current discomfort. "It''s the first time I''ve seen you this bothered, nuna." His attempt to lighten the mood was met with a sharp glare from Jung Eun-seon, making him flinch.@@@@ "Let''s just keep it smooth this time. She''s still a child actor. You tend to say things in such a harsh way that it becomes worrisome. We''re in an age where it could easily make the news." "...I know." Although she claimed to know, Yoon Jong-hyuk''s lips twitched as if he wanted to say more but decided against it. It wouldn''t make a difference anyway; she wouldn''t listen. ''She''s not a bad person, but...'' Yoon Jong-hyuk viewed Jung Eun-seon as a stubborn person. He had once heard about an incident and couldn''t help but slap his forehead. He didn''t need to witness it firsthand to know the atmosphere on set must have been tense. As an experienced actor, he knew how much impact a senior actor''s words could have on set. But saying such things to a six-year-old child in front of everyone... ''Maybe she was just worried, or perhaps she just wanted to say it.'' It''s the stubbornness of the elderly. It was quite common in older shooting environments to apply pressure by speaking in front of others. While her concern was understandable, her methods were excessively rough. "You really need to fix that terrible personality, tsk." He muttered to himself, but Jung Eun-seon heard him and glared menacingly. Yoon Jong-hyuk was just grateful his wife didn''t have a personality like hers. "Alright, we''ll start shooting soon." Director Gong Jung-tae''s voice echoed. They were about to film scene S#24. This scene involved Jo Yeong-dae staging a coup, overthrowing the current king and taking the throne for himself. The deposed king would then be exiled, and his daughter, Princess Yeonhwa, would also be sent away. Princess Yeonhwa would plead with Queen Dowager Eun-hye for her father''s innocence and express her anger at Jo Yeong-dae''s treason. However, Jo Yeong-dae would enter the Queen Dowager''s chambers during this plea and drag Yeonhwa away. Eventually, Princess Yeonhwa and a few of her retainers would leave the palace. "Since Queen Dowager Eun-hye''s chambers will be somewhat dark, the positioning of the reflector is crucial. Please adjust it." The scene of Jo Yeong-dae leading his troops to the Queen Dowager''s chambers was to be filmed in a long take, emphasizing the impact of the main antagonist. Furthermore, they needed to pay attention to the lighting since it involved barging into the chambers. "Yoon Jong-hyuk, as mentioned before, you need to glare at Princess Yeonhwa as fiercely as possible." "That I can do, but are you sure it''s okay? My face might be too scary for the kid." Yoon Jong-hyuk''s playful remark made some of the staff chuckle. Indeed, his appearance was quite intimidating. His eyes were sharp, and the wrinkles and angular jawline gave him a stern look. However, when he got into character, his expression and intense gaze commanded a significant presence. Having played many antagonistic roles in dramas and movies, his performance often pressured not just child actors but even regular actors. "It''s fine. You actually need to go all out. We need to clearly show what kind of person Jo Yeong-dae is in this episode. Otherwise..." "Otherwise..." "If you underestimate the child, Jo Yeong-dae''s character might fall short." Gong Jung-tae''s words made Yoon Jong-hyuk''s eyes narrow. He looked as if to say, ''Is that so?'' Of course, that wasn''t his real thought, but his appearance gave off that vibe. "Oh dear, Director. She''s only seven years old..." "She''s seven now." "Oh, really?" Some staff members lightly teased Gong Jung-tae, thinking he was exaggerating. What Gong Jung-tae was implying was: "If you don''t act properly, you''ll be outshone." Being outshone is the biggest disgrace for an actor. It means acknowledging that your performance is inferior to your counterpart. "I understand." "And... well, I trust you''ll do well." "...?" Jung Eun-seon sent a questioning look, but Gong Jung-tae didn''t elaborate. Despite their previous conflict, she was a skilled actress. A seasoned performer. She wouldn''t repeat her past mistake once she saw Seoyeon''s performance. "Alright, let''s roll." The sound of the camera moving filled the air. All eyes were on Yoon Jong-hyuk and Seoyeon. There were no additional instructions for them, indicating prior discussions. "Action!" Gong Jung-tae''s shout signaled the start of the performance. Late at night. The usually quiet palace was in turmoil. Flames rose high. Men with torches shouted harshly as they moved around. The clatter of swords and heavy footsteps echoed. Screams filled the air. It was unclear if they came from the palace maids or someone else. Princess Yeonhwa, Lee Hye-wol, ran, trying to evade their eyes. If she was caught, she would be dragged away. Expelled from her safe haven in the palace. Thus, she sought someone who could prevent this. The only person Lee Hye-wol could think of. She moved her small feet as fast as she could and finally reached the place. "Queen Dowager!" Her desperate cry made Queen Dowager Eun-hye, sitting quietly by the small lantern, turn her gaze. Her eyes were filled with complex emotions. She was the mother of the current king and Jo Yeong-dae, who led the coup. "Please stop Jo Yeong-dae!" It was an unreasonable request. Queen Dowager Eun-hye had no power. She was merely the mother of Jo Yeong-dae. And by the time she knew about the coup, it was too late. In an irreversible situation, all she could do was stand by. "This is treason. They are rebels. How can they dare! Those who received my father''s grace. How can they do this!" Princess Yeonhwa''s cry of anguish was met with silence from Queen Dowager Eun-hye. Lee Hye-wol was always affectionate, calling her ''grandmother'' and being close. "This is a mistake. Please, answer me, Queen Dowager!" But now she was Princess Yeonhwa. Her small body exuded palpable anger and hatred. Queen Dowager Eun-hye couldn''t bear to look at such a Lee Hye-wol and closed her eyes. The scene was watched in silence by everyone. The camera moved, and the reflector adjusted to keep Queen Dowager Eun-hye and Lee Hye-wol''s faces visible in the dim light. The camera pulled back to capture both of their emotions. ''Something...'' The staff watching felt something different. ''It''s more intense than usual...'' Young Lee Hye-wol, played by Seoyeon, always had a way of drawing people in. But now, it was different. A palpable tension spread around them. It felt like something was about to erupt. Queen Dowager Eun-hye''s eyes slowly closed. In response, Lee Hye-wol''s eyes squeezed shut. She understood. Queen Dowager Eun-hye had no intention of stopping the coup, or rather, she couldn''t. And then. Bang!! The door burst open, and a man leading his troops barged into Queen Dowager Eun-hye''s chambers. With hawk-like eyes and tight lips. His dark eyes gleamed with madness, making everyone hold their breath. His twitching lips curled into a twisted smile. It was Jo Yeong-dae''s entrance. Chapter 19 Jo Yeong-dae. The moment he appeared, the atmosphere around them changed. For the first time, Seoyeon felt it. All this time, the other actors had been considerate of the child actors. Her fingertips tingled with tension. Even with her eyes closed, she could clearly feel that the atmosphere on set was different from usual. "Hah." A short sigh escaped as Jo Yeong-dae''s fierce eyes swept over Queen Dowager Eun-hye''s chambers. He looked at his mother, then at Princess Yeonhwa. "Princess, do you know how long I''ve been looking for you?" His low, guttural voice, like the cry of a beast, sent chills down the spine. His glossy eyes soon turned to his mother, Queen Dowager Eun-hye. "What did she say?" He slowly bent down. "Did she cry out that it was a betrayal of human decency, that it was a disgrace to the royal family?" He chuckled, a grating laugh that filled the room. Queen Dowager Eun-hye remained silent with her eyes closed. "Yes." As if she couldn''t bear to look at her son. Jo Yeong-dae''s lips twisted into a sneer. "I betrayed it all. Human decency, the royal family''s grace." Even those who followed him dared not speak. To anyone, he was the king. A king who did not allow anyone to raise their heads, a tyrant. "But this is my path." He had betrayed human decency and overthrown the royal family. There was a man walking a path stained with blood. "Princess." Still looking at Queen Dowager Eun-hye, Jo Yeong-dae spoke. "Princess...!!" His fierce shout shook the chamber, causing the lantern to flicker. The dim light cast shadows on Jo Yeong-dae''s face. Slowly. Very slowly. His gaze moved to Princess Yeonhwa, Lee Hye-wol. "What will you do?" He turned his head and then his body to look down at the small, young princess. "Will you leave on your own?" Originally, Jo Yeong-dae and Princess Yeonhwa were close. They had always shared smiles and laughter. "Or shall I escort you personally?" At least, that''s what Princess Yeonhwa believed. Today, she realized it was all a lie. She had been foolish. The emotions were palpable in the bowed princess''s body. The camera moved. From Jo Yeong-dae to Princess Yeonhwa. Camera director Heo Jeong-su forgot to breathe, his eyes fixed on the screen without blinking. The light wavered, and the reflector moved to ensure they didn''t miss the shot. Yoon Jong-hyuk, who played Jo Yeong-dae, was a seasoned actor. His villainous roles were always highly praised, and this time was no different. His portrayal of madness, exhaled as if breathing, was incredibly immersive. It seemed as if he alone filled the screen. ''This is dangerous...'' Heo Jeong-su knew this wasn''t a good situation. Only someone with an equally strong performance could counter Jo Yeong-dae. Perhaps only Jung Eun-seon as Queen Dowager Eun-hye, but she had few lines in this scene. The only one who could turn the atmosphere in this scene was the young Princess Yeonhwa. But could a child actor do it? ''Director Gong said it would be better to zoom in on the emotions.'' Heo Jeong-su, an experienced camera director, knew that bringing the camera closer would reveal the actor''s emotional performance more intricately. But could Princess Yeonhwa hold up against Jo Yeong-dae? He believed in Seoyeon''s talent. That''s why he voted for her over Jo Seo-hee in the audition. But she was still a child. Compared to the seasoned actor Yoon Jong-hyuk, she was lacking. It would be better to capture the scene widely and focus on the setting rather than the individuals. He glanced at Director Gong Jung-tae, but there were no additional instructions. It seemed they would proceed as initially discussed. ''They said she''s a genius, but...'' Now he understood why even the prickly Jung Eun-seon took an interest in her. As he was lost in thought, he noticed Jung Eun-seon standing beside Seoyeon. This caused a few staff members who were about to exclaim in admiration to freeze. Remembering the previous incident. "...." Jung Eun-seon bent down to the panting Seoyeon. She saw the tears in her red eyes. She saw the blood-stained hands. She saw the child struggling to separate from her emotions. And she sighed. "Take deep breaths." She guided Seoyeon to inhale and exhale deeply. Then she gently opened Seoyeon''s small hands. Her nails had dug in so deep that her hands were bleeding. Seeing this, Jung Eun-seon''s face hardened. "What are you all doing? Hurry and disinfect and bandage her hands." Her shout startled the staff, who rushed over. "Ah, yes, yes!" "Wait, is she really hurt?" They had assumed it was some kind of prop. After all, it was hard to believe a child could grip so tightly that it drew blood. "....That''s why." Jung Eun-seon started to say something, then bit her lip and stood up. First, they needed to treat the wound. And after seeing her performance, there was nothing more to say. It was clear how much Seoyeon had practiced for this scene. "Don''t do it too often. But..." After a moment of hesitation, Jung Eun-seon spoke to Seoyeon. "...It was an excellent performance." She simply said that and handed Seoyeon over to Su-a. She watched for a moment before turning and leaving. Su-a, who had been anxiously waiting for her daughter, finally breathed a sigh of relief. She knew Seoyeon had performed wonderfully. "Are you alright?" "...Yes." Honestly, she wasn''t alright. Seoyeon avoided Su-a''s worried gaze and wiped her tears. Emotions were unfamiliar. It was harder than she thought to immerse herself in such deep emotions. Her palms were already covered in small wounds. ''It''s different from practice.'' She sighed. It was still hard to shake off the lingering emotions. Maybe it was because she was still a child. No wonder they advised against doing it too often. "This is truly surprising." Just then, Yoon Jong-hyuk, who played Jo Yeong-dae, approached Seoyeon and Su-a. "Honestly, I heard about it, but I was shocked. You''ve only been acting for a year?" "Ah, yes." "You''ll be a great actress someday. Even Jung Eun-seon couldn''t say a word." It was a performance that silenced even those who usually advised against emotional acting for children. "But still. It''s best to refrain for now. You''re still a child. Be mindful of her sensitivity." "Yes, yes. I understand." Satisfied with Su-a''s response, Yoon Jong-hyuk smiled and patted Seoyeon''s head. "Now, let''s go see how the footage turned out." At his words, Seoyeon slowly nodded. It was probably her first real emotional performance in her life. So she was curious too. Until now, she had only thought, ''Well, it''s okay.'' But if this time she still felt that way, she might be disappointed. Chapter 20 What must it have been like for the first person who ever saw the ocean? I don''t know. But I imagine it felt similar to when I first faced my own emotions. From a distance, the ocean is just beautiful, blue, and clear¡ªan unknown entity. Emotions were no different to me. In my previous life, emotions were ''something'' I didn''t truly understand. Of course, I don''t think my previous life was miserable because I couldn''t feel emotions at all. It was just a condition, a form of difference. I avoided them because they were unfamiliar, because I didn''t see the necessity, or because I didn''t feel the need to change. But isn''t it true? One can''t avoid emotions just because they don''t want to feel them. Naturally, as humans, we express them. So, at some point, I naturally approached emotions. One step at a time. Then, I dipped my feet in the seawater that had washed up on the beach. It was so cold and unfamiliar. It was still not entirely comfortable, but with repeated exposure, I began to understand a little. The reflection of myself in the water. "Now, let''s take a look." Director Gong Jung-tae''s words made me swallow dryly. My heart pounded heavily.@@@@ Until now, I had never felt fear when reviewing my own acting. It was a routine, something expected. Even when everyone applauded my performance, it was because it was an imitation of emotions that a child couldn''t naturally show. They applauded the near-perfect mimicry. Acting. Yes, in retrospect, it was still acting. I played the character others wanted, even in my previous life. But that was all. If I were a veteran actor, or one who could show more, it would be natural. I could effortlessly and habitually fabricate it. So it was as natural as breathing, and I felt no specialness. No sense of achievement. "Queen Dowager!" The unfamiliar yet familiar sound of my voice marked the start of the performance. I watched, forgetting even to blink. And it wasn''t just me. Director Gong Jung-tae, the staff, And actors Yoon Jong-hyuk and Jung Eun-seon, All watched their performances together. Until the final moment when Princess Yeonhwa left the room and the door closed. "Wow." As soon as the footage ended, Heo Jeong-su, the camera director, exclaimed. "We shot it, but it''s really amazing. Here, look at this part...¡± "Yes, here, when Seoyeon raises her head, the light movement is excellent." The originally bright light temporarily darkened when Seoyeon raised her head. Thanks to this, Seoyeon''s red eyes stood out more clearly. This was slightly different from the initial setup Director Gong had requested. It was a sensitive improvisation by Camera Director Heo Jeong-su. "...Is this reflected in the lantern? No, it looks like CG if you didn''t know." Director Gong Jung-tae looked at my eyes. Unlike the video, my pupils were now a reddish-brown. Because of this, Director Gong Jung-tae examined my face with a curious expression before laughing softly. Apparently, my face looked different than usual. "Seoyeon." "Yes?" "Do you think it turned out well?" I hesitated to answer his question. What should I say? I recalled the video I had just watched. I remembered the days of effort put into shooting that scene. I felt the stinging pain of the wounds on my palms. But this was not an aquarium. It was my first footprint deeply embedded in the beach, with seawater wetting my ankles. "Yes." I think this was the first time I realized. When something makes you overwhelmingly happy, you smile without realizing it. This intense emotion that the seven-year-old Joo Seoyeon felt, Something my past self could never understand. "It turned out really well." I probably smiled like a child my age. Surely. Mina''s voice carried a hint of disappointment as she spoke to me. It would be odd for me to take a leading role in a children''s play. Well, I''m still a child. Of course, my parents would want to see me shine... ''Hmm...'' But the role I got wasn''t just any extra part. It was quite significant. I was the ''magic mirror'' for the queen. A role no child dared to take. ''The face doesn''t appear, but there are a lot of lines.'' It was a role everyone avoided. The seven dwarfs would at least appear on stage. ''Anyway, let''s give it our best.'' In a way, the mirror role was similar to a VTuber. Though the queen didn''t throw super chats. Even though I took acting seriously, my passion for VTubing didn''t wane. I was still pondering how to connect acting and VTubing. As the performance approached, The final shoot for The Sun Hidden by the Moon began. The Sun Hidden by the Moon. A fictional historical drama produced by KMB. Initially, it seemed like a well-funded historical drama targeting young audiences. But after the making film was released, it garnered considerable attention. "Director Gong, did Seoyeon finish shooting yesterday?" Ha Tae-oh, the planning producer for The Sun Hidden by the Moon, spoke to Director Gong Jung-tae. Before today''s meeting, he had many things to discuss. "I watched the footage, and Seoyeon, this is her first drama shoot, right?" "Yes, that''s what I heard." Ha Tae-oh recalled the footage he received yesterday. Unedited and without any added music, it was raw footage. Despite that, Ha Tae-oh found himself engrossed in it. And it wasn''t just Seoyeon. Yoon Jong-hyuk, who played Jo Yeong-dae, stood out the most. His performance, truly befitting a master of villain roles, was remarkable. "Even so, Seoyeon didn''t fall short against Yoon Jong-hyuk... In some scenes, she was even more intense, though briefly." Ha Tae-oh couldn''t forget the moment Seoyeon raised her head. How would it turn out with editing and sound? The thought thrilled him. "And... was that filmed yesterday?" "Yes, wasn''t it excellent?" "It really is. Nowadays, you can''t underestimate child actors. As expected of Park Seon-ung''s son. Oh, of course... Seoyeon was outstanding too." Ha Tae-oh''s voice was rarely this excited. Director Gong Jung-tae couldn''t help but chuckle. Indeed, seeing that performance, it was understandable. Park Jeong-woo, once called a child prodigy in acting, was equally amazed. His acting was impressive to witness. "The last scene with young Princess Yeonhwa is S#32, right?" "Yes." "Hmm." Ha Tae-oh recalled the footage from yesterday, his lips twitching. A smile he struggled to suppress. Sometimes, you just have a gut feeling. A feeling that something will be exceptionally successful. This was exactly that for Ha Tae-oh. "Seoyeon is going to get very busy." Anyone who saw her final performance would undoubtedly want to work with her. Chapter 21 "I''m bored." Having been so busy with drama shoots and other activities for a while, I found myself spending most of my time lazing around after coming home from kindergarten. Acting was forbidden for the time being. Specifically, this was something I was discussing with my mom. "Especially because your hand got hurt..." I had gotten various injuries while acting, and during the actual shoot, my hand was dripping blood. Naturally, my mom must have been very upset seeing me like that. So, she gave me this warning: "No intense emotional acting for now. No practice either." It meant I should wait until I was older. Since I was a child actor, there was no need to demand that level of acting from me, and the performances I had done so far were already impressive. "Hmm..." I flopped onto the giant Pinkyping doll I had recently bought. One advantage of a child''s body is that you can ride a giant doll and shake your body, and it still looks cute. If it were my former self, it would have been a grotesque sight, but now, it''s fine. Seven-year-old Joo Seoyeon is very cute! So, there''s no shame in it. Anyway. "Should I learn acting properly?" I had many things I wanted to do. What I realized from the recent drama shoot was that I still had a lot to learn. Even though everyone praised me, I was always technically criticized for my shortcomings. The reason it wasn''t noticeable was because my role as Princess Lee Hye-wol didn''t require a variety of acting styles. In a daily drama or a continuous series where diverse situations arise, my flaws would have been immediately apparent. "And voice projection..." Thinking about this, I suddenly remembered Lee Ji-yeon. Lee Ji-yeon''s agency, Eunha Entertainment. I don''t remember exactly, but it had several controversies. While it called itself an entertainment company, Eunha Entertainment was essentially an agency. Of course, being an agency isn''t inherently bad. In fact, it can be convenient. Agencies mainly connect actors with various dramas and advertisements and take care of them. "Generally, actors or child actors are usually affiliated with specialized agencies..." However, for child actors, some parents prefer agencies over specialized agencies. Since the children might change their career paths as they grow up and stop acting, being with a specialized agency could lead to disputes. While agencies are convenient, they''re not always perfect. There are bad apples everywhere. "I think it was embezzlement." Eunha Entertainment''s problem stemmed from this. I remember hearing that they didn''t pay the actors for their advertisements and commercial shoots and disappeared with the money. Although I''m not sure of the exact details, the important thing is that Eunha Entertainment, despite being normal now, would eventually embezzle actors'' earnings and vanish. Why did I think of this while considering voice projection? This issue became a controversy because child actors were used as voice actors in an animated feature film. It sparked debates about non-professional voice actors, child exploitation, and unpaid fees. In the midst of these controversies, Eunha Entertainment vanished without a trace. "Hmm..." Child actors as voice actors? How many child actors does Eunha Entertainment have besides Lee Ji-yeon? Probably not many. And there would be even fewer who would accept any job indiscriminately. "Could it be..." Lee Ji-yeon, were you the one involved in that controversy?@@@@ "My pretty daughter! You got a call from PD Ha..." Su-a, hearing the news from a phone call, opened the door to Seoyeon''s room, where she was supposed to be resting. She saw Seoyeon sprawled like a sloth on top of the Pinkyping doll. It was a rare sight of her usually active daughter being lazy. But at seven, could it really be called laziness? "Then I''ll do it." Seeing her daughter readily agree at the mention of money, Su-a felt a bit conflicted. She wondered if Seoyeon felt they were living in poverty or if she was influenced by her wealthy peers. It was a complex feeling for a novice mother. "By the way, Mom." "Yes?" "I have a favor to ask..." Seoyeon fidgeted as she spoke. She seemed hesitant about whether it was okay to ask. It was the first time Su-a had seen her daughter like this! Her usually mature daughter rarely asked for anything. Most of the time, they were trivial matters. She had mentioned a few things related to acting, but they weren''t really requests. Most of the time, Su-a just observed. "Yes, Seoyeon. I''ll help!" "Really?" "Yes!" So, Su-a answered enthusiastically, eager to help. Not knowing what her daughter would ask for. "Oh, look at all the people." "Well, it''s an event with Kang Seong-chan and Ha Ye-seo, so this is to be expected, right?" Entertainment reporter Lee Byung-hoon muttered as he fiddled with his camera. With so many people around, he was worried about someone accidentally bumping into it. "There''s a lot of interest. Look, it''s not just crowded with people but also with reporters." "It''s going to be tough to get an interview with actor Kang Seong-chan." Most of the reporters gathered here were likely aiming for interviews with the lead actors, Kang Seong-chan or Ha Ye-seo. Despite the grand reveal in the making video, there had been no separate promotional efforts from the actors. This was the first time. Securing an interview with the lead actors was crucial for the reporters. As they chatted, excited screams erupted, and a path opened up for a few people to pass through. "Oh, here they come. Wow, the hanbok looks really good on them." Kang Seong-chan, playing Yoon Seo-il. His bright appearance and refreshing smile. His intelligent eyes perfectly suited the character Yoon Seo-il. And what about Ha Ye-seo, playing Lee Hye-wol? Her pure beauty perfectly matched the celestial princess. As the main characters of The Sun Hidden by the Moon, the success of the drama heavily depended on her performance. "And, let''s see..." Lee Byung-hoon scanned the list of actors participating in today''s event. If he failed to get an interview with the leads, he would target the supporting actors. "But this doesn''t seem as exciting." He wondered if there was anything interesting. Then he noticed a small girl walking hand-in-hand with the actress playing Princess Hye-wol''s caretaker. The very girl who had sparked much interest in the making film. Child actress Joo Seoyeon, playing the young Lee Hye-wol. "She''s here too?" Lee Byung-hoon raised his camera and snapped a photo of Seoyeon. He had been interested in her for a while. "Huh?" He suddenly realized he was the only one who had photographed Seoyeon. All the other reporters were focused on Kang Seong-chan and Ha Ye-seo. Belatedly, some reporters started photographing Seoyeon, but not as much as the leads. It was understandable. Seoyeon was not a famous child actor and was only appearing in three episodes. For now, she was just a slightly noteworthy child actor. That was how she was known. Chapter 22 Actor Kang Seong-chan was highly popular due to his excellent acting skills and handsome, refreshing looks. He was the top casting choice for The Sun Hidden by the Moon, and as expected, he garnered much attention. What about actress Ha Ye-seo? With her pure appearance and a recent romance movie that attracted 7 million viewers, she was one of the hottest rising actresses. However, there were some comments that her acting skills might be slightly lacking compared to her popularity. Even so, she wasn''t bad enough to be an issue; she was just not on par with more seasoned actors. Then there were the two supporting actors. Actors Han Tae-won and Shin Yeon-mi frequently appeared in various media, adding flavor to the productions they were in. Especially Shin Yeon-mi, who played the caretaker of Princess Yeonhwa, had a significant role in the drama. So, the inclusion of a child actor among them stood out. From the journalists'' perspective, it was a rather curious selection. "If a child actor were to be included, I thought it would be Park Jung-woo, the son of actor Park Sun-woong." "That kid was the talk of the making film, though." "True, but auditions and actual dramas are different, aren''t they?" "That¡¯s right. Hmm, I don''t know. But she certainly has the looks..." "Definitely has the looks. Honestly, among the recent child actors, purely in terms of appearance, she¡¯s the best." As entertainment reporters, they were well-versed in the actors'' backgrounds. They could talk extensively about the child actor who became a hot topic recently. "We don¡¯t need to memorize much. She¡¯s only appeared in one CF so far, right? I heard she shot another CF recently, so her entire activity consists of two commercials." "That''s true. But her acting in the audition was pretty good." "Auditions and actual dramas are different, aren¡¯t they?" "Yeah, that¡¯s true too." Reporter Lee Byung-hoon nodded absentmindedly as he listened to the other journalists'' conversations. Even counting the cameras aimed at the actors, the difference in attention was evident. "No, if you think about it, it¡¯s actually quite a lot." In the photo zone, Lee Byung-hoon and Ha Ye-seo, the lead pair. Standing a bit further away, supporting actors with child actor Joo Seoyeon. Despite playing young Princess Yeonhwa, she stood somewhere between the main and supporting roles. Honestly, considering her recognition level, it wasn¡¯t surprising she didn¡¯t attract much attention. Yet, surprisingly, some cameras occasionally focused on Seoyeon. Perhaps others had similar thoughts as Lee Byung-hoon. "Director Gong Jung-tae isn¡¯t an idiot." Common sense dictated that if a child actor was involved, it would be easier to gather attention with Park Jung-woo, the son of a famous actor. Yet, they chose to feature Seoyeon, which must mean something. "Alright." With that in mind, Lee Byung-hoon aimed his camera at Seoyeon, following his instincts developed over ten years as a reporter. "Thank goodness." Seoyeon inwardly sighed in relief at the lack of excessive attention from the cameras. Or rather, it was fortunate that the reporters weren''t actively approaching her. Had there been no reaction at all, she would have felt a peculiar emotion, but it wasn¡¯t like that. Just an ambiguous reaction? It was hard for Seoyeon to discern if it was good or bad. "Seoyeon, it would be nice if you could smile at the people." "Okay." At the advice of Shin Yeon-mi, who played the caretaker of Princess Yeonhwa, Seoyeon nodded slightly. After all, it was a photo zone, so standing there expressionlessly would not be good. "Anyway, the focus is on the leads." With that thought, Seoyeon smiled brightly and waved her hand. Smiling artificially was one of Seoyeon''s strengths. "Oh, she smiled." "She looked frozen with nerves, but... she really matches the image from the commercials." As Seoyeon smiled, more people started showing interest. While her presence had been minimal with a neutral expression, her smile brightened up the atmosphere. "That child..." It was rare for a drama to hold consecutive offline events before its airing. "I¡¯ve already seen it, and I was truly amazed. You can look forward to it." Judging by the preview, the first three episodes feature child actors. Despite this, the excitement in Kang Seong-chan¡¯s voice drew attention. Especially towards Seoyeon. "Oh." Seoyeon felt the reporters'' gazes all at once. Not yet accustomed to such attention, she froze with a smile. While she was good at maintaining a smiling expression, she wasn¡¯t prepared for unexpected situations. "Especially, take lots of pictures of Joo Seoyeon today. You might regret it later if you don''t." With Kang Seong-chan¡¯s confident statement, Seoyeon''s forehead began to sweat. "You might regret it." With these words and a thumbs-up from actor Kang Seong-chan, Seoyeon awkwardly raised her thumb in response. She tried to smile, but she wasn''t sure if she was doing it right. Nevertheless, ignoring a senior¡¯s words would obviously lead to criticism, so she did her best. "This wasn''t necessary..." Isn¡¯t preparation key for everything? As soon as Kang Seong-chan finished speaking, Seoyeon felt the gaze of the reporters and the public. Their eyes seemed to question if his words were true or false. Some reporters were already busily taking pictures. At this moment, Seoyeon could clearly feel the weight of the "burden." Fortunately, or perhaps unfortunately, after the drama teaser event ended, no one called for her. Producer Ha Tae-oh said this was enough. The major articles would come out after the preview screening. "Ugh..." The burden, something everyone must face at some point, was heavier than expected. Actors confidently facing countless viewers. And VTubers too seemed impressive. "Wait, is VTubing a bit different?" Regardless, the burden of public attention could be overwhelming. It was a very unfamiliar feeling for Seoyeon, making her want to roll around on the floor. "What are you doing, Joo Seoyeon?" "...Can''t you see?" "Just saying, you¡¯re not planning to half-ass the mirror role, are you?" "I¡¯ll do my best." "You better." Lee Ji-yeon crossed her arms and spoke. Currently, we were practicing for the kindergarten¡¯s play at Arongdarong Kindergarten. "Oh my." By the way, we weren¡¯t practicing at the kindergarten. Rather, it was a place where Lee Ji-yeon could practice comfortably. So, I was at Lee Ji-yeon¡¯s house. "Our Ji-yeon really likes Seoyeon. I never thought it would turn out like this~." "Ah, haha. Yes, that¡¯s right." With a bright smile, Hong Jin-hee spoke, and my mom awkwardly replied. "I knew it." I looked at my mom with a sympathetic gaze. Mom, Su-a, had poor communication skills. Looking back, she didn''t have many friends she kept in touch with. "Mom, fighting!" I wanted to do something, but there was nothing I could do. This was something only my mom could handle as an adult. Chapter 23 Eunha Entertainment, where Lee Ji-yeon belonged. Seoyeon did not want to leave Ji-yeon in this ticking time bomb of a place. Despite everything, Ji-yeon was the only one in kindergarten who hung out with her. "Wait, do I have no friends?" Suddenly, Seoyeon realized this fact. Although she had interacted with other children in kindergarten, none had really approached her. "Why?" Even Ji-yeon had other friends. Seoyeon was shocked, but it was no wonder. When she came to kindergarten, she rarely spoke and often stood around blankly. Which child would easily approach someone like that? From the children¡¯s perspective, Ji-yeon, who was always active, was much easier to interact with. "Anyway." Seoyeon shook her head vigorously. That wasn¡¯t the important thing. "I have to get Ji-yeon out of Eunha Entertainment." Since it''s an agency, terminating the contract wouldn''t be difficult. However, Ji-yeon and her mother, Hong Sun-hee, would not easily give up a connection they worked hard to obtain. "Telling the child wouldn¡¯t make them believe it anyway." Ultimately, this required an adult. If it was Su-a, who had recently been on set with Seoyeon, she might be able to persuade Hong Sun-hee. That was Seoyeon¡¯s plan. "Seoyeon..." Of course, from Su-a''s perspective, this was a huge burden. The woman in front of her, Hong Jin-hee, was someone Su-a remembered. "She was the one glaring at Seoyeon during her first audition."@@@@ Hong Jin-hee was speaking kindly, but today was the first time Su-a had met her. This was the first time Seoyeon was visiting a friend¡¯s house. Since the child worked in the same industry, it made sense for Su-a to greet the mother. However... "Persuading her to change agencies is a different story." Su-a planned to do her best to help Seoyeon, but she hadn¡¯t anticipated this. Hong Jin-hee''s sharp eyes reminded Su-a of the tough seniors from high school. If she wasn¡¯t awkwardly smiling, she might have closed her eyes tightly. "A celebrity family?" Meanwhile, Hong Jin-hee was also in a state of cultural shock. Previously focused on Seoyeon, she hadn''t paid much attention to her mother. But now she could guess where Seoyeon got her looks from. Most notably, her chest. No, really, her chest. "It''s so big." Gulping, Hong Jin-hee swallowed her dry saliva. It was impressive. Who knew a Korean woman could have such a size? Moreover, Su-a¡¯s appearance was stunning. Was this really the appearance of a mother who had given birth? "So, how old did you say you were, Seoyeon¡¯s mother?" "Uh, I¡¯m twenty-nine..." So young! Well, she looked young even at first glance, but... "Did she have a shotgun wedding?" Hong Jin-hee''s thoughts raced. At twenty-nine, with a seven-year-old daughter... Seoyeon was her age, so she must have been pregnant at twenty-one or twenty-two... "Definitely a shotgun wedding." She became genuinely curious about what Seoyeon''s father looked like. "I went to the The Sun Hidden by the Moon event at GoEX yesterday.""What did they show?""I heard they released the teaser, why no news?""Predictable. If the drama was well-made, they would have plastered the teasers and ads everywhere.""It¡¯s going to air against MDC''s new drama. Probably going to get crushed.""The concept itself seems childish." There were many mocking comments online. Speculation was rampant that they were delaying the drama release because the actual drama was underwhelming compared to the making film. "The teaser was awesome. There will be a screening in two weeks, so we¡¯ll see reviews then." "Isn''t it just the first two episodes with kids? Total flop." "The girl was cute." "Pedo alert..." "Kang Seong-chan said we¡¯ll be surprised. The teaser looked great." "You believe that?""Your parents must have had an easy time raising you, so naive...""People still fall for teasers these days?" As discussions heated up between those who saw the teaser and those who hadn¡¯t, a new post appeared. "Teaser''s up. Go check it out." The drama teaser site had opened. A one-minute teaser video was available. The drama had filmed up to the fifth episode. The one-minute video contained snippets from the first five episodes. [A tragic princess driven out of the palace by her uncle¡¯s coup, Princess Yeonhwa.] The video opened with the main character, Princess Yeonhwa. Showing a lively child, her first meeting with Yoon Seo-il. And then... "Let go!" With a sharp cry, the tone shifted. The once lively girl transformed into Princess Yeonhwa. And then the grown-up Princess Yeonhwa appeared as she left the palace. The young Yoon Seo-il, played by Park Jung-woo, took over, progressing the story. Various supporting characters were shown, setting the tone of the drama. One minute. It wasn¡¯t long, but it was enough to change the online sentiment. "Surprisingly decent?""Seems good.""The kids act well." "Park Jung-woo was always good. Beyond child actor level.""I thought it was someone else for a moment.""Different from the milk commercial... I want the cute Seoyeon back..." "How do you know the child actor''s name??? Pedo!""It¡¯s in the teaser, idiot." One day after the teaser was released. The view count was 400,000. This was the second-highest view count for a KMB drama teaser in the past three years. "PD Ha, the director called!" "Yes, yes. Hand it over." Ha Tae-oh received the phone with a broad smile. The reaction to the drama teaser was better than expected. At 400,000 views on the first day, it was a number that aimed for 1 million, no, 1.5 million views. If it hit 1.5 million, it would be the highest-viewed teaser in KMB¡¯s history. "Yes, of course. The screening preparations are going smoothly. We¡¯ll ensure the actors attend the screening." Ha Tae-oh felt a pang of anxiety wondering if Seoyeon would come to the screening. Normally, actors would rush to attend at the producer''s request, but Seoyeon was a child actor. Child actors often quit the industry as they grew up, so a producer¡¯s influence was limited. "Her face looked anxious." After the teaser event, Seoyeon had a look of determination, as if she was thinking, ¡®I¡¯ll get stronger and come back...¡¯ "But wasn¡¯t there any contact from Seoyeon? She¡¯s quite the talk of the town." "No? Ah, I think..." Thinking of how to win Seoyeon¡¯s favor, Ha Tae-oh remembered something. Today... "She¡¯s probably at a school play." "What? Today of all days?" "Yes." It was the day after the drama teaser became a hot topic. It was easy to guess the atmosphere at the school play. Chapter 24 The official advertisement video on the drama teaser site. The reaction to the one-minute video was much more intense than Seoyeon had anticipated. Sua was so excited that she talked about it all night. "Our daughter looks so pretty in the video!" "Yes, she does." "Right? Tomorrow¡¯s school play is going to be a hit." Is that so? Seoyeon blinked as she looked at the drama ad video reflected on the computer screen. It was incredible that the video was released right before the school play, but she couldn¡¯t gauge how influential the teaser would be. "Don''t put too much pressure on her. Haven''t you seen the news? There¡¯s a reason child actors don¡¯t stay in the industry long." Joo Young-bin, his voice low, pointed out his wife¡¯s overzealous reaction. He was worried that the child might feel burdened. "I know, but... Seoyeon secretly enjoys this." "...Enjoys it?" "Yes. She really likes being praised." Sua whispered back. Although it wasn¡¯t clear before, their daughter had become more expressive since starting her acting career. Sitting at the computer desk with a blank face, moving the mouse while watching the video, seemed the same as before. However, if you looked closely, you could see she was keenly replaying only the parts she appeared in. "...Right?" "Hmm. But there are also mean comments..." As he spoke, Seoyeon started doing something strange by herself, like shooting a gun or sending hearts towards the monitor. "What is she doing?" "She does that when she sees good comments. She says it''s reaction practice." "What kind of reaction practice?" "I don''t know. She says you have to work hard when you''re a newbie..." "What¡¯s a newbie?" Joo Young-bin watched his daughter closely with half-closed eyes. Sure enough, as Sua said, despite her expression, her flushed cheeks and slightly trembling body showed she was in a good mood. "She definitely seems happy." There were likely negative comments as well, but she didn¡¯t seem to care at all. "No need to worry about the school play tomorrow." Young-bin nodded. Anyway, the time a child actor can work is limited. Especially for a child actor with a big hit. "Of course, if she wants to find work, she can still do it." Young-bin planned to support Seoyeon in doing what she wanted. That was a father¡¯s role. And Seoyeon seemed to have made up her mind about it. Arongdarong Kindergarten¡¯s school play. As the largest kindergarten in the area, their school play was grand in scale. They rented a hall instead of holding it in the kindergarten, and with more than 300 students, the number of parents attending was immense. "You know? That kid is in this class." "Oh, Princess Yeonhwa... What was her name?" "If you mean the child actor, it¡¯s probably Seoyeon, Joo Seoyeon. My daughter is in the same class." Leaving her embarrassed husband, the group of mothers talked about their children. It was natural for parents to want their children to be the best, so a noticeable child was a hot topic. "The kid acts very well. Maybe I should get an autograph." "It¡¯s just an ad, you know. I¡¯m not criticizing, but child actors are all similar." "Right. I heard today¡¯s class is doing a play..." I heard there were two child actors in the class. One of them was the child actor who appeared on TV, who KMB promoted. It was obvious this would draw attention at the play. In fact, some parents were eagerly waiting for Seoyeon to appear. "I heard the play is Snow White, and that kid is playing the mirror? They said she gave up the main role." "Really?" There was a mix of relief and disappointment. In any case, Seoyeon was already drawing a lot of attention at the school play.@@@@ After all, that teaser was released just yesterday! The rumors that had been quietly spreading were now on the lips of every parent attending the play. "Seoyeon, you¡¯re strong. Is it because you''re an actor?" It probably had nothing to do with being an actor. But I couldn¡¯t think of a better explanation, so I just nodded. "Anyway, okay then. Sun Class, fighting!" With Teacher Min-a¡¯s cheer, the play began. Hiding behind the board, I didn¡¯t feel much pressure, but the gaze of the parents seated in the hall was intense as it focused on the stage. "This feels... different from drama shooting." It had its own charm. Maybe I should try children¡¯s musicals later? But to do a musical, I would need to learn to sing... and virtual YouTubers need singing skills, so it might be good to consider it for the future. "This is the class." "Oh, the one with that child actor?" The child actor was the most talked-about topic among the mothers today. The name most mentioned since the teaser of ¡®The Sun Hidden by the Moon¡¯ was released yesterday was Joo Seoyeon, who played Princess Yeonhwa. "I heard she¡¯s playing the mirror." "That¡¯s a shame. I wanted to see how well she acts." They were curious if she would act as well as she did in the teaser. At the same time, they understood that having a real ¡®actor¡¯ might be intimidating for the other kids, so many were understanding. The play of the Flower Class began amid this interest. The lights dimmed, and a small spotlight shone on the stage as the play started. "Mirror, mirror on the wall, who is the fairest of them all?" The background music was softly played, creating a surprisingly good atmosphere for a children''s play. Moreover, the child playing the queen seemed to have practiced a lot for this play. She had originally vied for the princess role with Ji-yeon but ended up as the queen. The queen''s performance was met with equally impressive acting from the mirror. "Of course, the fairest is the beautiful queen." The voice was oddly androgynous. The parents in the audience were momentarily taken aback. "Actors are different. Doesn¡¯t it sound different?" "This must be what they call articulation...? It feels different." Amidst the murmuring parents, Sua¡¯s eyes widened. "She wanted to attend a voice acting school. I guess she practiced for this." Unlike acting, Seoyeon had been practicing voice projection for a long time. If acting was purely a talent, her voice work was the result of long practice. Thanks to that, Seoyeon¡¯s voice in the drama was unusually clear for a child. Parents who were initially watching the play with amusement gradually became engrossed. The play proceeded smoothly. As the familiar story of Snow White unfolded, the mirror''s words changed. "The fairest of them all is the beautiful princess with skin as white as snow, Snow White." The clear voice was pleasing to the ears. Though it was a children''s play, the voice was captivating enough to make the audience engrossed. "My vacation... my vacation is in sight!" Teacher Min-a of the Sun Class trembled with delight. If it continued like this, the vacation was hers. The play seemed to be progressing smoothly. Until that moment. __________________________________________ As the story continues, the play reveals not only the talents of Seoyeon but also the intricate dynamics between the characters and the expectations of the audience. Stay tuned for more as the plot unfolds! Chapter 25 Children inherently strive to meet their parents'' expectations. This held true for events like school plays, especially for those children who had significant roles. Seoyeon''s role as the ''Magic Mirror'' was not lengthy. The queen would consult the mirror three times as Snow White grew older. "Mirror, mirror on the wall, who is the fairest of them all?" Initially, the mirror would respond, "The fairest of all is the beautiful queen." However, as Snow White grew up, the mirror¡¯s answer changed to Snow White. Hearing this answer for the third time, the queen would smash the mirror. Seoyeon''s debut as a virtual YouTuber was supposed to end there. "How dare you!!" As soon as the queen heard "The fairest of all is Snow White," she passionately threw a punch at the foil-covered mirror. This scene was a special request from Teacher Min-a, who wanted to add some flair to the traditional Snow White story. Regardless, the queen''s energetic punch was so powerful that it tore through the foil. "...." It was a simple paper board with a hole covered in foil. Even a seven-year-old''s punch could easily pierce the foil. If Seoyeon hadn¡¯t instinctively dodged, she would have been hit squarely. ¡®What to do?¡¯ Seoyeon quickly decided. The mirror was supposed to break with a cry of agony and meet its end. Although it wasn''t clear if the original magic mirror shattered this way, in the Sun Class play, the mirror did. Accepting the queen''s passionate performance without reciprocating would be rude. So, Seoyeon matched the emotion and elevated her performance slightly. "Ahhh!!" With a dramatic scream, Seoyeon collapsed. The grand death scene brought the noisy hall to a sudden hush. Now, all eyes were on the queen and her. This would set the stage for the queen to deliver her lines, creating a sinister atmosphere. The voice of a child¡¯s scream could easily evoke fear. In the eerie background music, the queen''s lines would sound powerful. ... ... ¡®...Huh?¡¯ But there was no follow-up from the queen. Peeking through her closed eyes, Seoyeon saw the queen frozen in her pose. "Seoyeon?" Teacher Min-a, creeping up from the side of the stage, asked in a whisper. "Are you alive?" "Yes." "This wasn''t how we practiced, was it?"@@@@ Seoyeon struggled for an excuse. Blaming the queen''s passionate performance felt unfair. "I''m a natural on stage...." "That¡¯s true, but...." Min-a was evidently startled by how realistic Seoyeon''s death seemed and came up to check. Seoyeon realized she had overdone it. The first major blunder in Seoyeon''s acting career. "You scared me." "It looked so real, I thought something had happened." Thankfully, the audience''s reaction was positive. The background music and the absence of lines made it seem like the queen''s silence was part of her performance. "Phew!" Realizing this, Teacher Min-a dragged Seoyeon and the paper board off the stage. The queen, after a brief moment of shock, continued with her performance. "You scared me." The play proceeded without further issues. The queen exiled Snow White, and the dwarves played their parts well. "For such an innocent and beautiful princess to suffer such misfortune." Hearing the dwarves¡¯ explanation, the prince¡¯s face contorted in sorrow. With long black hair tied back, wearing black pants and a plain top, the prince¡¯s attire didn¡¯t suit royalty. Only the crown on his head indicated he was a prince. Yet, his every movement displayed nobility. Despite the prince being a girl, her walk and demeanor were convincingly masculine. The prince then lifted Snow White in his arms. "What are you doing, Seoyeon?" Ji-yeon whispered. Glancing sideways, she saw Seoyeon in the prince¡¯s guise with neatly combed black hair. "It¡¯s hard to get the right pose if I just bow my head." Min-a''s play included a grand kiss scene. Of course, it wasn''t a real kiss, just a gesture. The small size of the glass coffin made it difficult to get a good posture. "You really...." "What?" Seoyeon, smiling like a true prince, replied. Of course, she was the prince now. "You wanted a proper performance, didn¡¯t you?" Before Ji-yeon could protest, the prince turned with Snow White in his arms. "Especially." Positioned so their heads were hidden from view, the prince¡¯s head tilted. "We must finish grandly." Though they didn¡¯t actually kiss, it might have looked that way to the audience. That was the intention. Amid the audience''s exclamations, Seoyeon looked into Ji-yeon¡¯s wide eyes. "It¡¯s your first acting debut, isn¡¯t it?" Well, this was quite a grand finale. Ji-yeon''s first grand debut ended successfully. All the children were satisfied. Teacher Min-a shed tears of joy, having secured her vacation. Except for the prince, who had an accident due to nerves. This led to Seoyeon being urgently cast in his place. All her lines were improvised. ¡®But I did reappear as a tree.¡¯ Snow White was revived by the prince¡¯s kiss. After a final showdown with the queen, the play ended happily. Despite being swamped by people afterward, it was a good memory. "But, mom." "Yes?" Sitting in the back seat of the car, Seoyeon sighed deeply. "Do I really have to participate?" "You''re the main focus of the premiere with Jung-woo, aren¡¯t you?" The upcoming premiere. Having found the previous event burdensome, Seoyeon had hoped to avoid it. But, as in life, you can¡¯t always do what you want. ¡®If I want to continue acting, it¡¯s best not to upset the PD.¡¯ The drama director had taken note. It wouldn¡¯t look good to back out now. Plus, ¡®Mom is looking forward to it.¡¯ Seeing her mother¡¯s smiling face, Seoyeon thought maybe it wouldn¡¯t be so bad. This would be the last event for a while. Chapter 26 ''Who would have thought I''d win a ticket to the premiere.'' Han Seon-ah, a student at S University majoring in Broadcasting, held the ticket to the premiere at the entrance of the Vega Box with a trembling heart. It was her first time applying for a premiere, and her first time winning. As she held the ticket, reality slowly began to sink in. ''Are there always this many people at premieres?'' She had never attended a drama premiere before, so she had no idea. She saw people who seemed to be journalists, but most of them were regular audience members. ''The teaser was really good...'' With her heart pounding, Han Seon-ah entered the theater where the premiere was being held. She heard that the competition for tickets was fierce. This meant it was a highly anticipated drama and that the teaser had made a significant impact. "But didn¡¯t they say the first and second episodes only feature child actors?" "Really? Does that mean Kang Sung-chan won''t be in it?" In the front row, she overheard people who had been lucky enough to win tickets discussing. It seemed they were fans of Kang Sung-chan. ''You have no idea!'' She wanted to shout, but being shy, she kept quiet. To her, Seoyeon''s performance in the teaser was the best. She muttered to herself silently. "Hello, everyone!" While waiting for the premiere to start, an energetic male voice came through the speakers. A man in a suit holding a microphone appeared on stage in front of the screen. "Wow, we have a lot of people here for today''s premiere! It seems like many of you are excited about ''The Sun Hidden by the Moon,'' and we''re thrilled." The host briefly explained how the premiere would proceed. The director and actors would come on stage to greet the audience, there would be a brief gift presentation and a photo opportunity with the actors, and finally, the screening of the drama. "So, let''s welcome the stars of our drama!" With the host''s words, the audience cheered enthusiastically. The door opened, and the director Gong Jung-tae and the actors appeared. There were seven in total, including two more who had joined since the teaser event. "Wow, he''s so handsome." "They really picked the perfect actors. The female lead, Haye-seo, is perfect." "The kids are cute too." There were murmurs as the actors were evaluated, and cameras flashed as people took photos. Most of the attention was on the leads, Kang Sung-chan and Haye-seo. Few people were taking pictures of the supporting actors or child actors, Park Jung-woo and Joo Seoyeon. "I heard this is the first time for some of these actors..." "The teaser looked good, though." "Do you think they would show the bad parts in the teaser? They always show the best scenes." The journalists'' conversations could be heard. Meanwhile, Director Gong Jung-tae expressed his ambitions for ''The Sun Hidden by the Moon,'' and then Kang Sung-chan took the microphone. "As I mentioned before, this drama was a learning experience. Especially the young actors; their performances were so impressive that I worked extra hard not to be outdone." When Kang Sung-chan made this statement with a smile, the audience laughed, thinking he was joking. After Kang Sung-chan, Haye-seo, and the supporting actors spoke. As their turn approached, Park Jung-woo looked at Seoyeon curiously. Speaking in front of so many people was a daunting task. However, Seoyeon remained calm and composed as always. "You don''t seem nervous at all. Is this really your first time?" "Yes." Seoyeon answered indifferently while looking at the audience. Had she not experienced the kindergarten play, she might have been nervous. But by numbers and scale, the kindergarten play had far more people. Could Park Jung-woo understand the intense gaze of parents when their child''s part was being overshadowed? "Did you go to kindergarten?" Startled by Seoyeon''s sudden question, Park Jung-woo was taken aback. He had been busy with child acting since he was young and had never attended kindergarten. The general audience noticed this, and the journalists were even more surprised. ''I see why Kang Sung-chan told us to take many photos of her at the teaser event.'' ''Her acting is so natural. Even her voice is clear.'' Children''s acting often feels awkward due to their indistinct speech. Emotions conveyed poorly sound awkward. Yet, Seoyeon, at seven years old, showed none of this. ''She''s so cute!'' Han Seon-ah was moved, wiping tears with a handkerchief. The first episode depicted the meeting of Young Yeon-hwa and Young Yoon Seo-il. Many expected a similar tone for the second episode. However, the tone began to shift in the second episode. With the appearance of Jo Young-dae Gun, tension built. Eventually, Jo Young-dae Gun staged a coup. Yeon-hwa Princess ran to the queen dowager''s chamber. "I have abandoned it all. Duty, royal grace." Jo Young-dae Gun''s madness silenced everyone. Yeon-hwa Princess lowered her head. "What will you do? Will you leave on your own? Or shall I escort you?" Tension filled the air. Jo Young-dae Gun''s face zoomed in, showing his wild eyes. Then, the camera focused on Yeon-hwa Princess. Her surroundings darkened, contrasting her inner turmoil. Yeon-hwa Princess lifted her head. "...!!" The audience gasped. Her eyes, reflecting the lantern''s light, shone naturally. Burning red in the darkness, they expressed her anger. As Yeon-hwa stood alone, Jo Young-dae Gun laughed. With a thud, the door closed, ending the second episode. "Wow...." Someone checked the time. Each episode was an hour long. Two episodes meant two hours, like a movie. Yet, it felt like time had flown. ''Jo Young-dae Gun''s acting was amazing, but...'' It was a pity Jo Young-dae Gun, played by Yoon Jong-hyuk, wasn''t present. Probably to avoid spoilers. "Are all child actors like this?" "Look at my arms. Goosebumps." "I should have taken a picture!" The audience buzzed. Journalists looked solemn. "We have no photos for the article." "Shall we catch them later?" "We can''t with child actors. It''s not allowed." A moment of mixed emotions. Some glanced at Han Seon-ah, who had taken a photo with Seoyeon. As if asking how she knew. ''...Amazing.'' Han Seon-ah trembled, overwhelmed by the drama''s impact. With the premiere over. The ''Sun Hidden by the Moon'' premiere was amazing.Use your head for viral marketing.I''m serious, it was good.I heard from someone who went. It''s really good.How can it be good with just kids? Online reviews of the premiere spread. Many praised the child actors'' performances. Especially the final scene of the second episode. ''How good can it be?'' ''Are they exaggerating?'' Doubt lingered. A month later. The first episode of ''The Sun Hidden by the Moon'' aired amid great interest. Even Seoyeon was surprised by the ratings. The first episode''s rating was 25%. 8% higher than the original series. Chapter 27 In her past life, "The Sun Hidden by the Moon" was an undeniable hit. With a solid storyline based on a novel, it featured talented actors and was directed by a young and capable director, making it a standout historical drama. When I took over the role originally played by Jo Seo-hee, the pressure was immense. ''I hope it at least matches the previous success!'' I prayed fervently because I couldn''t afford to ruin a drama that had achieved a peak viewership rating of over 40%. My dedication to this project stemmed from this very fear. ''Just match Jo Seo-hee''s performance.'' Initially, that was my goal. However, even Jo Seo-hee''s screen time was significantly reduced in the previous life, with the childhood parts being cut down to two episodes. There was no guarantee that the same wouldn''t happen to me. So, I gave it my all¡ªevery bit of effort within my limits. "Seoyeon!" The first episode of "The Sun Hidden by the Moon" finally aired. Although I had seen it at the premiere, watching it on TV felt different. Would it succeed? What if the public''s reaction differed from the premiere''s? Just as I was caught in these worries, my mom beamed and exclaimed. "Director Gong Jung-tae called! The ratings exceeded 25%!!" 25%? Really? I was taken aback, and my mom wrapped her arms around my head. ''I can''t breathe...'' Luckily, she didn''t hold me for too long. "Sweetie, she''s going to suffocate." My dad, observing the scene, gently pulled my mom away. He was practically my lifesaver at that moment. "But~~!" Mom grabbed my shoulders and shook me, more excited than I was. Seeing my mom this thrilled was rare. "What should we do? I heard it''s the highest rating for any first episode aired this year! Is our Seoyeon already a big star?" "S-S-S-Surely not." My words stumbled as she shook me. Please, stop. Dad seemed to give up on calming her down, merely shrugging his shoulders. He should have persisted a bit more. ''But 25%...'' I vividly remembered the ratings of "The Sun Hidden by the Moon" from the previous life, as they had been reported in the news. Recalling it was as easy as pulling up a clear memory, so finding the ratings was simple. The original first episode, starring Jo Seo-hee, had a 17% rating. My version''s rating was 8% higher at 25%. Realizing this, my heart raced with the feeling of ''I did it.'' For the first time, I felt the thrill of achieving something through my own efforts. "Hmm?" Mom noticed my expression and smiled. "Our daughter seems happy, smiling like that." Smiling? I pressed my chubby cheeks with my small hands. I was smiling. ''Well, this is normal.'' Being able to smile naturally is standard. I closed my eyes, feeling light and airy. ''I feel good.'' It was the first time I had achieved something through my own efforts. It was a joy I had never felt in my previous life. ''I''m glad I became an actor.'' With that thought, I nestled into my mom''s embrace. The drama''s impact was incomparable to that of commercials. Even after just one episode, I could sense the increased recognition. Most importantly, articles about the drama began to surface prominently.