<b>Chapter </b><b>171 </b>
He stops as he tries to gather what little sanity he seems to be getting back, steadying his voice.
“He told me that if any girl came to him iming she was pregnant with my pup he would force them to abort it by convincing them that <b>the </b><b>pup </b><b>was </b><b>an </b>abomination. He would then punish me severely before cing me in his jail cells while I wait for the council toe get me. That he would take all the evidence of rape that he kept quiet from my brothers and use it to frame me. To destroy me.”
He’s breathing hard as he tries to settle down. I’ve ced my arms on either side of his head. It took him a minute or two but he did manage to lean his head against my one arm so I start using the other to gently pet the nape of his neck. He whines initially but that fades out as he starts <b>talking </b>again.
“Somehow she found out about my meeting with dad. She started to avoid me and after two weeks of beingpletely ignored and avoided by her I used the card to visit her on a Friday night. I found out quickly that was a popr night for visiting the female dorms as I could hear the activity going on behind the doors. Some sounded like both were having a good time but most sounded scared, painful and forced. Allie’s room was the veryst one on the left. I stopped outside the door and listened to verify that no one else was inside with her. I let myself in. I had the box dad gave me in <b>my </b>hands. <b>I </b>sat on the edge of the bed by her feet and waited for her to wake up.”
He puts his hand on his head, taking his time to brush his fingers through his hair. His motion not being stopped for the first time in half an hour <b>seems </b>tofort him as he continues talking.
“It only took ten minutes or so for her to wake up after I sat down, but it felt like an eternity. She rolled over and ran into me. She froze up, didn’t move for a minute before slowly moving her legs as if she was testing to see if she was tied up. When she realized she wasn’t tied she sat slowly up <b>in </b>her bed. Her eyes were wild with fear. I only looked at her a moment before looking at the ground in shame. We sat together for a long time before she asked me if I was there to rape her. I couldn’t even bring myself to answer her. Eventually I told her no.
It took a while after that to start talking for both of us. When I finally found my voice I had all kinds of questions for her and found out <b>she </b>lost her virginity that way. It hurt to hear what she went through. She invited me to stay the night. I slept on the floor even though <b>she </b>insisted the bed was big enough.
My respect for her turned things towards dating. I stayed the night several times in her room. We made it to second base by <b>the </b><b>time </b>she found someone else that interested her more. She told me I was too timid when she broke everything off. We had dated for three months at that point.
up with She came to me six monthster in a mental breakdown apologizing for leaving me. She had left the first person she had left me for and ended Das who is two years older than me. He had started raping her the month before and she stopped to visit me because she had been to my dad’s office begging him to stop him.
He didn’t stop Das and Das told me two monthster that she was pregnant with his pup. But even that didn’t stop him. Neither did my dad. She miscarried three monthster. She came to me when the cramps started. I got the doctor toe to my room because she refused to leave. They brought the ultrasound machine and found that the heartbeat was gone. She stayed with me two weeks before leaving. She moved out of the dorm and a monthter….”
He trails off not wanting to admit the end result.
“She used the link to tell me goodbye and to tell me where she hid a letter specifically to me. She told me she was leaving the pack. That she couldn’t handle being under a dictator that refused to protect her when she was the most vulnerable.
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